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i hope y/n knows i’d die to protect her.

AND JUNGKOOK SOBBING? we love being overwhelmed with happiness to the point of being reduced to tears in this house.

i hope the omega voice coming back ain’t gonna fuck anything up, y/n is unstable as it is, nevermind with a new thought process to boot.

Time-OT7 Werewolf AU

Chapter Ten:  Always Been Here

Summary: Time. It’s always passing by, always changing things that you wish stayed the same. It brought the good and it brought the bad, hell it brought the down right best time in your life. The best thing in your life came with time. It came with some stumbled steps, tough spots…it came with time.

Pairing: Werewolf!BTS X Werewolf!reader

Warning: Angst, mentions of violence, sexual assault, blood, gore, sex, matting, bitting, knotting, insecurities, slow burn. Fluff, and just one of my stories tbh.

An: I had to post this through my mobile so I wasn’t able to add the read more thingy-Also merry Christmas!! And happy holidays! I hope you’re having a good old time and I hope you like this chapter! More post soon before the new year hopefully my laptop will work lolol

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Watching Jungkook move about his room was interesting.

He had dragged you into the dark room right after he had finished his food-which he only started eating after he had finished feeding you. He had practically carried you, which only ended when Namjoon growled at him to be careful and you had almost dug a chunk of his shoulder out with your nails. Yet the panic had quickly gone when you entered the room, his scent swarmed around you and it almost felt like home.

The walls were a dark gray, with an even darker line going all the way around the room, drawing after drawing on the walls a L-shape desk tucked in the corner by the window, the bed was just a large mattress in the middle of the room. It had a mountain of pillows on one end and a pile of blankets at the other. If Jin and Jimins room were clean-and Hoseoks was slightly cluttered than this-this room was a mess. Clothes were spread out, and arts supplies were scattered on any part of the room. Yet it seemed like everything had a place in Jungkook’s mind-cause he was finding everything he wanted to with ease.He had stuck you in the chair in front of his desk, piling clothes onto your lap then a blanket as he stopped in front of you.

“Okay so I got you some shirts and sweaters- they might need to be cleaned-but they’ll work for now- also I found a pair of sweats that are too tight on me so hopefully they’ll fit- if not we can just give them to Minnie.” He rambled his hand moving through his hair, his lips being rolled between his teeth as he looked at you then to the floor. “Do you like to draw? I can give you some of my stuff to do so?”

“I dont…I dont know how?” You mumble head tilting to the side as he juts his lower lip out at you.

“Did you not draw or color when you were little?” Shaking your head, it made him whine as he looked down, twisting his fingers into his shirt, your own eyes moving away from him down to the pile of things in your lap. “That..that sucks.” He awkwardly says making you look up as you hear him huff and walks towards you. “How about…how about after I show you the property when the hyungs take us to the human market I can get you a coloring book and we can start from there?”

“I like the sound of that.” he smiles brightly at you as he leaned forward, his forehead pressing against yours as he rolls it slightly against yours. ‘Why..why do you guys keep doing that?” You whisper when he pulls away, his eyes widening as a red tint grows on his cheeks.

“Oh uh..I never had to explain things to anyone, give me a second.” he awkwardly chuckles his body moving to his bed as he gulps and looks back up at you. “Okay, so like it’s a pack thing? Like even family packs do it, it’s like..like a reassurance that everythings gonna be okay? Like I’m here for you, we got this and stuff like that. In a mated pack..like ours though it means more? Especially since we are trying to court you we want a physical connection that doesn’t overstep a boundary like scenting can or suckling.”

“Oh.” You mumble, blinking rapidly as you process the information given to you. “So it’s a thing of affection?” You ask, head tilting as you look at him, his eye having a shimmery look as he nods.

“Yeah pretty much, but also respect and in most cases acceptance?” You nod again as you stand, holding the pile of things and placing them on the seat you were once in. Moving to stand between his legs you watch as you see his big doe like eyes looking up at you, your heart pounding as you debate your next move-deciding to just do it you take a deep breath in. Moving down you press your forehead to his, making him close his eyes, his large hands reaching up, shaking even after they’re against your waist. A labored breath passes his lips, though as you pull back, a lot quicker than your mind was telling you, you still couldn’t help but give him a soft smile. He had his eyes closed as your hands awkwardly hung there, wanting to touch but unsure of what to touch.

“Did I do that right?” You mumble stepping back and out from between his thighs as he nodded, dropping his hands onto the tops of his thighs as he smiled. Then the sound of a sob escapes from his lips, head hanging down as his elbows move to the tops of his thighs, head falling into his palms as his shoulders shake. What the fuck?

You stood there frozen-lips parted eyes wide and honestly debating whether to run away from the crying Alpha or to find some way to comfort him. Even the thought of just standing there till he stops crosses your thoughts for a split second. As well as just jumping out of his bedroom window-the drop isn’t that bad if you really think about it.

Comfort Alpha.

A choked breath sweeps from the back of your mind-it had a vibrating feeling go down your spine- the voice so similar as to yours yet so different at the same time. It was faint- and sounded like it was gasping for air-yet you felt compelled to listen. So you did.

Moving forward,back between his legs, you slowly put your hand on top of his head, making the crying Alpha sob louder. The exact opposite of what you were expecting. It made you want to whine-to crawl into his lap and be nothing but small. And it was scaring you. Touching him was scaring you if you were being honest to yourself. Yet you follow through with what you started to do, the hand on top of his head weaving through his hair as your other hand moves to his shoulder. Squeezing it as you suddenly feel his face bury itself into your stomach, arms caging you to him.

Scent Alpha.

Okay that one made you jump- which ironically pushed Jungkook away-his red wet eyes staring up at you as you clear your throat. Taking a deep breath in you gives him a soft smile-well you try to. Cause clearly with the way his face twists and his arms drop from your waits it wasn’t a good or convincing smile at all.

“Sorry-didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.” His whispers make you shake your hand moving to crouch down in front of him as you sign.

“Not your fault.” You mumble hands moving to the tops of his thighs as you look anywhere but him.”I-I uh I don’t know how to-to comfort people.” You pause as you take a deep breath and look up at him. “Crying makes me feel awkward.” Your word had a small smile curling at the edge of his lips as a soft chuckle passed his lips.

“So it’s not just because it’s me.” He mumbled making you shake your head.

“No-it’s just the crying-like I probably wouldn’t have done that weird forehead thing with you if I knew you’d cry. Like what the heck-wolfs are odd.” You ramble eyes flicking around his face as he lets out a snort, hand moving to rub under his eyes as the other falls onto your hands.

“Sorry-I wasn’t planning on crying-I just I’ve waited so long to just be near you- and for you to do that and just pretty much say you accept me just-“ Tears cut him off. Big fat ones this time and it makes you want to actually run this time. “Now I’m crying again.” He sobs out making you nod as he squeezes your hand.

“Yes.Yes you are.” You mumble as he laughs yet the tears don’t stop falling down his cheeks. Namjoons scent drags under the door making you swallow and call out. “Namjoon! Come here please!” Within a few seconds the scent becomes stronger- along with the smell of lavender and lemon-Taehyung. The Alpha and Beta move quickly into the room as you look over your shoulder with wide eyes. “I think he broke-I’m so confused.” You whisper moving back onto your heels and falling onto your butt as the Beta lets out a soft laugh as he moves forward and wraps himself around Jungkook.

“Awe, is my baby crying? Hmm what did our sweet girl do?”

“Forehead bump.” Jungkook cries as he looks at the beta,lips pressed together as he lets out another sob. At this you hear Namjoon let out a soft laugh, his body moving to crouch next to yours as you look at the pack Alpha.

“Oh my sweet sweet baby boy.” Taehyung mumbles,moving back to see him rapidly pressing kisses all over Jungkooks face. A wisp of a whine echoes into your mind making you wince slightly as you look back to Namjoon.

“Get me out of here.” You whisper, making the Alpha nod, hand sticking out to pull you up with him as you watch as Taehyung’s hand moves up into Jungkook’s shirt.

“Such a sweet Alpha of course our sweet girl would accept such a sweet strong Alpha like you.” His words slurred out as Namjoon quickly shut Jungkook’s door behind you.

“I guess you’ll be stuck with me for the tour of the property.” He chuckles as you awkwardly nod as you follow after him-hands still interlocked. As he pulled you downstairs your head started to slightly throb in pain. “So Jimin found some snow boots for you to wear while we’re outside-and you’ll have to wear a sweater.”

“I don’t mind the cold.”

“My Alpha does-and he’ll freak out if you look even the littlest cold.” Namjoon mumbled, making you look at the back of his head as he stopped at his bedroom door, dropping your hand as he pushed it open. “And I’d hate to do what I did yesterday to you again.” He mumbled as you nod-eyes trailing around his room.

His walls were a warm toned off white-paintings hung on the walls and wall to wall bookshelves filled with books after books. His bed pushes into the center, Bookshelves on either side with the same fake vines that you had seen on his door moving up and down each wooden shelf. His room felt warm-it felt cozy.

It felt like Namjoon.

“Here this one will work!” He says a smile on his face as he walks of what you assumed was a closet. His dimples show as he walks up to you and holds up a large green sweater. “I don’t know who’s this is if I’m being honest-but it’s thick and big enough and yeah.” You smile boxing as you take the sweatshirt and pull it over your head. It was cozy-not soft but not rough on the inside. It felt heavy and honestly made you feel somewhat bulky in a way. “Cute.” Namjoon whispers, making you look into his eyes for a split second. A purr pushes involuntarily past your lips making you freeze as you look at Namjoon who seemed to have melted away with the way his shoulders dropped and his dopey dimpled smile was plastered on his face. The throbbing in your head intensifies, making you reach up and press against the side of it as Namjoon seems to snap out of his thoughts. “What’s wrong? You’re wincing- and you winced upstairs. Did you hurt yourself this morning while playing?”

“No-just a headache.” You whisper, making him frown as he moves forward, pressing his hand to the side of your head as you give him a soft smile. “I’m good.” You whisper,stepping back slightly as you take a deep breath in. “So…where to first?”

“We’ll start outside then we’ll work our way in, how does that sound?” You nod as his hand moves to grab yours, making you fall in toe with him as he moves the two of you to the dining room, boot and long socks resting next to the table. As you move to pull the socks on you drop Namjoon’s hand-and that voice seems to try to speak out to you again. Your vision blurts for a split second making you slightly tip, almost falling making Namjoon catch you. “Are you sure you’ll be okay to go around? You can always go up to Jimin’s room for a nap and we can move it to later?” His words had you shaking your head as you swallow and looking up to his face, body swaying as you stumble forward into his chest.”yeah no-you are going into the nest right now.”

“No I’ll be-be fine.” You mumbled you hands shaking as he wrap his arm under you knees and lifting as you fell into his chest.

Nest.

The voice echos-almost yells it had you whining as you feel the way Namjoon moves-his body going up the stairs as you suddenly smell sweet apples.

“Alpha? Y/n! What’s wrong?” Jimin’s voice cries out as you are placed down, arms wrapping around you as the feeling of warmth surrounds you.

Omega.Safe. Safe.

“Y/n.” Jimins voice mumbled, it sounded distant yet so close. His lips brushing against your cheek as his hands held you tightly against his body. Yet you felt as if you weren’t there, you could almost see yourself curled next to him in the nest he and Jin had built the night before. Yet you weren’t actually there. “How can I help?” You hear Jimin whisper, his nose nuzzling closer as you as he draped his leg over your waist.

“My head.” You whimper, his hands quickly moving to press against either side of your head as he pushes it under his chin. “Voice.” You whisper, as you pull back eyes opening as you look at him, his hand slipping down your neck as you feel tears building. Making fear build up your throat.

“Voice? What is it saying?”

“Safe?” You whisper as you close your eyes, head moving to bury yourself back into his chest.

You’re safe now.

The voice calls again- the ringing in your ears growing-and suddenly you feel a snap in the back of your head making you groan as you tighten your grip on what you assumed was Jimin’s shirt. You felt the way your body was being clutched yet you couldn’t hear anything-couldn’t open your eyes.

“I don’t understand.” You cried out- hearing the whine of your own voice made you want to shrink further into yourself.

I had to leave-you weren’t safe with the connection.

“Why?”

You had to be strong-you couldn’t be strong with me around.…but now you don’t have to be strong on your own anymore.

I don’t want you back. Not if you’re what I think you are

Your voice couldn’t escape your lungs even if you wanted them too. Not with how you were feeling-but it almost felt like the voice was wrapping a hand around your throat-cutting your voice off.

But I’m here. And I’m not leaving again- you found our mates on your own without me-you have survived without me because I knew you wouldn’t have lived with me in your ear.

I have been just fine without you, I have survived heats-hunters Alphas that had chased me from one place to the next. I don’t need you.

You don’t need me? You don’t need ME? You wouldn’t have been able to handle half of it without me. Just cause our connection wasn’t there DOESNT me I wasn’t there. I was there every heat-making sure you didn’t fall too deep- I was pushing my strength through you when you were running from Hunters and lone wolves- I was there during every moment. You don’t need me? You wouldn’t have made it without me. You just wouldn’t have been able to handle knowing I was there.

Then why did you leave? Why did you let our connection break?

You think you would’ve survived on your own if I was there? I might’ve been helping you in the background but having me there-with the memories I hold and the anxiety I have would not have made it easy on you. You are an Omega-I am an Omega-my knowledge isn’t what you needed. How to make a nest or how to drop and comfort an Alpha isn’t what you needed.

You make me weak.

I make you feel.

Weak. I’m weak with you. I don’t want you here. Leave.

No.

Leave.

No. Now let our Omega comfort us.

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