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Nightmares

Every night Bucky wakes up panting and crying bc of nightmares, Steve one night hears him whimpering in his sleep and goes to check on him. Bucky being Bucky sleeps with a knife. Steve sees Bucky shaking and hyperventilating and shakes him awake. “bucky!” He says. Bucky wakes up and still being half asleep and not seeing its Steve panics, and holds the knife to Steve’s throat, his eyes widen realizing it’s Steve, he’s holding a knife to, he freezes, why can’t he stop himself? Why does he always hurt people? With that thought in mind he just breaks down sobbing,

Nat who also has the same problem, only with Clint. Finds out about buckys nightmares, when she finds him wandering around a 2 am, both of them having just woken from a particularly bad nightmare. After this they just go into the others room if they find themselves having night mares. The other doesn’t ask questions, just scoots over make it enough room for the other. And nat curls up like a cat, buckys metal arm on her back to keep her cool, and they drift off. No might mares, and if there are the wake up to find the other still there, still breathing. Not dead. And can go back to sleep