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Just a whole negative rant for help below

Why can’t any other adult who can do something about this, see this and stop it. Why do they always believe the fake fucking nice mask my mum puts on. I know my dad sees it, she does similar things to him. And yet he’s a fucking coward.

My Grandma saw it once and scolded her but it doesn’t do anything but make it worse.

Everyone is convinced I need the coping therapy (and I do, but to help me learn to cope with my pet peeves and sensory issues) and that I need the emotional treatment shit and meds. But my mom does, she has all the fucking signs of being bipolar and guilt tripping people.

I want out, I want another adult figure in my life who isn’t afraid to step in and actually help. Someone who will always be there even when no one else is.

My dad just doesn’t help either, and that’s a whole other fucking conversation, for another time.

For context

My mum is always yelling at me, blaming me for things. Giving me these awful looks and then pretending she didn’t. She flips on a dime any time I do something no matter how small. She treats my brother like he’s the perfect angel and when I bring that up to her she points out the times she’s stood up for me (like a week or so ago) and holds that against me.