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i got my wisdom teeth removed so my face is all weird and swollen and this is all i see when i look in the mirror

i legitimately think about this post at least once every day


Short rib grilled cheese (via Instagram)
gang i cant even lip sing along to songs without my mouth hurting....... just put me down atp wtf
WHY does music from twilight slap so hard this is so embarrassing omfg…. “omg dude u HAVE to listen to from now on by the features!!! it’s so good!!!!” “…from twilight??” YES YES IRS FROM TWILIGHT NOW LISYEN TO IT

does anyone have any semi unhinged resident evil discords or like group chats id be able to join? 😞 all the servers i’m in do NOT match my freak & i need to bounce ideas around with others for an au i’m cooking up
whenever i’m on tumblr i feel like i’m doing an improv stand up comedy routine
augh i want to draw and write and shit and create stuff but my head hurts from school and i’m tired now
i know i shuold just like, relax and recharge but there's so much stuff i want to do i need to do all of it but i physically cannot for some reason
me trying to suppress the urge to text "i want you so bad" in the middle of a completely normal conversation

going from growing up wearing women’s pants to constantly wearing men’s cargo shorts is such a surreal experience bro. like i can fit my entire mini ipad / drawing tablet in my pocket??? i can fit an entire plastic water bottle in my pocket????? you need something? i’ve got it. where did i pull out an entire pack of gummy worms from? my pocket. anything you could possibly need is in my pocket
so weird to me that this very real person i once new has become almost a cryptid / fictional concept to me?? like she had such an impact on my life from the brief time i knew her, but it was so surreal that it’s hard for me to wrap my head around the fact it actually happened. idk.
it’s so weird seeing a real person who no longer exists in the faces and behaviors of other people, like she’s some ghost that never really existed yet still manages to haunt me. a big amount of our interactions have been blocked out from my memory & i don’t fully see her as who she rlly was, and more so a vague concept yk? what she did and who she actually was feels like an entirely different person from the version of her i have in my head. it’s weird idk, ig she’s become like a symbol of why i am who i am today rather than an actual person. shes like some old religious text that’s been translated from language to language to the point it doesn’t hold the same meaning as it’s original script
match my CRINGE is what i mean, like, does any1 have like servers i can join and bounce ideas off of other resident evil fans making fan media
does anyone have any semi unhinged resident evil discords or like group chats id be able to join? 😞 all the servers i’m in do NOT match my freak & i need to bounce ideas around with others for an au i’m cooking up