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(PERSONA 3 SPOILERS)
a private talk with shinjiro in your room on october 4th
pairing: shinjiro aragaki x gn!reader (sees member)
summary: a recording from your room on the morning of october 4th. shinjiro asked to talk to you privately in your room, but he strays off his original plan.
tags: fluff ; kinda suggestive ending ; cringe. ; slight angst ; not proofread ; clearly inspired off of p3p
notes: this is the cringiest thing i’ve ever made but i need him so bad i am shaking at the bars of my enclosure
continues under the cut!!
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october 4th - [name]’s room.
the tape begins in your room.
it must be morning, suggested by the sunlight streaming through the windows. you walk into frame, the light hitting you just right to give you a heavenly glow.
shinjiro’s words are caught in his throat. he looks a bit awkward and stiff, as he was the one to ask to go to your room to talk privately.
“you’ve never asked to come in before!” you grin, your excitement showing in your voice. “sorry, my room’s a bit of a mess. did you want to sit dow-“
before you could even finish your sentence, shinjiro suddenly embraces you, one arm around your waist and the other across your shoulders, the subtle smell of sandalwood enveloping your senses. did he put on cologne?
after recovering from the initial shock, you reciprocate the hug, wrapping your arms around him. you can feel the intensity of his heartbeat through his umber-colored turtleneck.
he pulls away, bashfully averting his gaze. “shit, what am i doing-“
he begins to step back, but you grab onto his arm.
“[name]-?” he stammers, and after a brief moment of hesitation, you pull him into a kiss. shinjiro’s body takes over as he deepens the kiss, his desire evident.
pulling back for air, he finally meets your gaze. his face is red, and he breathes out slowly. “i-i ain’t a nice guy, [name]. i’ll leave.”
as he begins to pull away once more, your grip around him tightens. “don’t leave, please. i don’t mind. i don’t care what kind of guy you are or how you treat me. i just… i want you, shinjiro. do you get what i’m saying?”
shinjiro realizes he isn’t winning this battle. your weapon is your pleading eyes, reciprocating his longing and desperation, and it is his biggest weakness. once again, he embraces you tighter, as both a countermeasure against your eyes and a response to your pleas. “dammit, don’t say that kind of stuff,” he mutters, surrendering to your touch. “you’re making this harder than it needs to be.”
he lifts his head to look at you once again, savoring in every detail, every little feature of your face. if you knew any better, you would’ve thought he was treasuring you for the last time.
but, you don’t.
his rough hand cups your face, and you lean into his touch. his breath hitches, as he quietly says, “last chance to let me leave. don’t say i didn’t warn you.”
you grab the collar of his turtleneck, pulling him in to meet your lips once more.
he breaks away with a slight smile. “…you moron.” clearly, he doesn’t mean it.
there’s a subtle switch in his demeanor that only you could pick up on. well, it’s not like there was anyone else around to notice.
for today, he would allow himself to be a little selfish.
in response, your hands slide down from his collar to his hands, making sure to brush over his clothed chest on the way. while you’re not sure where you got this rush of confidence from, you know neither of you would be expecting any answers from the millions of questions running through your minds.
intertwining your fingers with his, you back up, leading him to your bed. as you lay down, he positions himself above you, your interlocked hands on both sides of your head. you stare up at his slightly dumbfounded expression with a smirk, and he feels himself falling in love all over again.
pulling himself together, he softly smiles down at you. with just that simple expression, you melt, becoming shy once more and looking away.
he takes your moment of weakness to tease you, letting go of your hand to hold your chin to face him once more. “where did that confidence go?”
embarrassed, your eyebrows furrow as you mutter, “shut up.”
he chuckles softly, giving you a kiss on your forehead. “just so we’re clear,” he says, his voice low and barely above a whisper, “i ain’t holding back anymore.”
the tape ends.
