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10 months ago

I'M SCREAMING TOO

𝐋𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭

☆ Genre: Angst, fluff

☆ Warnings: None

☆ Request: For @cherrybeartoast

☆ Characters: Y/N, Seungmin

☆ Word Count: 1.2k

Knee bouncing up and down, Y/N's gaze fixated onto the wall opposite her in the waiting room. Nerves coiled around her stomach, and she started to gnaw on the skin around her fingernails just as her phone in her lap vibrated.

Min Mong 💕: Hi hi!!!

Min Mong 💕: Good Morning 🌞

Min Mong 💕: What are you doing today? Are you busy?

Y/N smiled at the messages, though the lines of perplexity stayed between her brows.

Y/N: I have a doctor's appointment

Min Mong 💕: Doctor's appointment? What for? Are you okay??? ☹️

Y/N: I'm fine. Just some tests.

Min Mong 💕: Wanna meet up after? I'll make you coffee 🥰

Y/N: I don't know. Think I'm gonna go home and get some rest.

Min Mong 💕: Okay … tell me if you change your mind 🩵

Smiling faintly, Y/N was about to respond when her name was suddenly called; hastily shoving her phone into her pocket, the girl inhaled deeply before standing up, her stomach coiling tightly as she made her way across the room.

*☆*☆*

Y/N stirred her iced coffee mindlessly with her straw as she stared off into the distance. Ever since yesterday it was as though she couldn't focus on anything other than the constant somersaults her thoughts were creating in her mind. There was every chance that she'd be completely fine; the blood tests were just more of a precaution, a way to rule out everything.

She knew that. But she still couldn't stop overthinking.

“Y/N!”

Y/N jumped. Seungmin's head was an inch away from Y/N's, bowed as he tried to look into her eyes.

“Huh?” Dazed, Y/N blinked at him.

Seungmin frowned. “Are you okay? You keep stirring your coffee and the sound of the ice is giving me a headache.”

He was grinning at her with his last comment, and it made Y/N giggle; her face broke into a smile at last, and Seungmin's eyes crinkled into thin slivers of light as he laughed back.

“Sorry,” Y/N shook her head as she prodded the ice cream at the bottom of her glass with her straw. “I'm fine. Just … lost in thought.”

Seungmin slurped loudly on his iced Americano. “What are you thinking about?”

Y/N grinned mischievously. “You.”

Faking a dramatic gag, Seungmin shook his head and leaned back against the sofa just as Y/N erupted into a fit of satisfied giggles.

“Are you thinking about the tests?” Seungmin asked quietly.

Y/N looked up at him. She sipped her drink. “Is it that obvious?”

“No,” Seungmin said. “Yes. You're not as … “

“Annoying?” Y/N offered cheerfully.

“Bubbly,” Seungmin corrected her. “You're always talking about nothing but today you're just … very quiet.”

Y/N smiled. “Probably peaceful for you.”

“No,” Seungmin said again. “I don't like it. It's weird.”

Cheeks pink, Y/N hid her smile by taking another sip of her coffee. She was surprised a moment later when Seungmin picked up her drink along with his own and set them both down onto the coffee table infront of them. His eyes soft, Seungmin reached out and gently wrapped his arms around Y/N; he squeezed her tightly, tucking himself around her body as one of his hands came up to pat the very top of her head.

“What are you doing … ?” Y/N's voice was muffled against the worn material of Seungmin's grey hoodie. It was so soft that it almost felt like silk, and she couldn't help but snuggle up closer to him.

She loved Seungmin's hugs. They were warm, grounding, and full of comfort.

“It's called a hug,” Seungmin grumbled from above her head. It made Y/N giggle into his chest, and she looped her arms around his torso, squeezing him happily.

“Kim Seungmin, voluntarily hugging me?” Y/N teased him. “What's this new phenomenon?”

“Hey, I hug you all the time,” Seungmin rolled his eyes, pulling her closer to him.

Y/N grinned. “Not enough.”

“What, do you want me to be glued to your hip?” Seungmin asked.

“Yes!”

Seungmin sighed. It made Y/N giggle all over again; she realised a second later that she was feeling considerably better compared to before, and her mind didn't seem as chaotic either.

“Don't worry about the results,” Seungmin said after a while. He had reached for Y/N's coffee again, and the girl snorted with laughter when he casually held the straw to her lips. “You're going to be okay.”

“I know,” Y/N whispered after swallowing her drink. “But I can't help thinking the worst thing in every situation.”

“That's just your brain being silly,” Seungmin said dryly. “How many times has the worst thing you've thought of actually happened?”

Y/N thought hard. “Maybe like … once?”

“Okay, and when it happened, you got through it didn't you?” Seungmin said.

Y/N started to smile. “Yeah.”

“See?” Seungmin patted her head again. “Whatever happens, you're going to be fine. Don't worry about it.”

Peeking out from the arm that was wrapped around her, Y/N smiled. “Thanks, Min Mong.”

Seungmin's lips twitched at the name as his forehead flushed the colour of strawberries. “I got you something.”

“You did?” Y/N's face lit up, and she immediately sat up again. “What did you get, Min Mong?”

“It's nothing big,” Seungmin chuckled. He reached over the side of the sofa and retrieved a tiny bag. “I went out yesterday with Hyunjin. I thought these were pretty cute and that they'd cheer you up a bit … “

Excited, Y/N took the bag from Seungmin. He watched her carefully as she pulled out the items inside; she immediately squealed under her breath and Seungmin's face broke into a large smile.

“The packaging!” Y/N gushed over the slender cardboard boxes, pink and white and covered in delicate motifs. “They're so pretty!”

Seungmin pointed to one of the boxes. “Open that one.”

Y/N did as she was told. She opened up the white box and out slid an intricately decorated cylinder; peering closer, Y/N noticed the tiny rabbit that was engraved into the body of the lipstick. It smiled up at her and Y/N's eyes widened.

“Kim Seungmin!” Y/N squealed and threw herself on top of Seungmin. He seemed to have already preceded her outburst for he opened up his arms automatically, catching her in a big hug.

“Do you like it?” Seungmin asked calmly as Y/N started to attack him with kisses.

Y/N squeezed him tightly. “I love it! I'm going to put it on right now.”

Seungmin started to laugh as Y/N pulled away again; she uncapped the lipstick and after squealing for the third time at the shade, she carefully blotted it onto her lips.

“What do you think?” Y/N asked Seungmin, pouting in his direction. “Is it pretty?”

Reaching out, Seungmin cupped Y/N's chin and gently pressed a kiss to her lips. The girl's eyes widened in surprise, and her face matched the colour of her lipstick when he pulled away.

“I don't know, is it?” Seungmin asked, pouting his own lips.

His mouth sported the faintest smudge of her lipstick, and suddenly realising what had happened, Y/N looked around before dropping her face and screaming into the nearest cushion.

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