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"This time Taehyung can't stop the chuckle that escapes him. He saw this coming. Because I've always wanted to stay." This part was so!!! Bless his soft heart 😭😭

❛ you’re welcome to stay, if you want. ❜

College au+ taehyung

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A/N: Sorry this took some time, I could only start writing this fifteen minutes ago but I hope you enjoy it 😙❤️.

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"You are welcome to stay, if you want." You mumble, but regret the words as soon as they are out of your mouth. Why did you have to say it? Your post sex brain is dumb. Shit, now you've made it all awkward.

Your tightly shut your eyes in hopes of not seeing the frown you imagine to be currently on Taehyung's face at your absurd suggestion.

You don't blame Taehyung, for having the kind of reaction you assume he's having. From the very beginning you had set some stupid ground rules. Very cliche, you know but you were the one who had insisted for it to be that way. Friends who sleep with each other, have to have some ground rules, you had said. One of the rules was to never stay the night at the other's place. So, it's obviously weird and absurd that you are the one who's suggesting to break one of the most important rules.

You just hope he doesn't find it concerning that you asked him to stay the night.

You just couldn't help yourself. In the three months time that you've been getting to know him, you have hopelessly fallen in love with him. How could you not though? The kind of person he is, makes it extremely difficult for anyone to not fall for him.

When you had first realised that your feelings might not just be limited to physical attraction, you had honestly questioned your decision of sleeping with him. Because feelings were only going to make things complicated, not to mention how both of you have the same lectures which would make avoiding him, almost impossible.

Thus, you had simply decided to not make things any further complicated and had made a deal with yourself of continuing this arrangement as long as your feelings don't overwhelm you. You had never tried dropping hints and had kept everything under control and you were pretty sure that he had no clue of your feelings. Now you are not so sure.

Isn't asking him to stay the night, a clear give away?

Fuck, now he's going to know. You're an idiot.

Taehyung, however seems completely unaware of the emotional rollercoaster you're going through as he hums. "Do you want me to stay?"

What kind of a question is that?

You take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself down. "I mean it's pretty late and all." You try to keep your voice as casual as you can.

He hums, again. "But isn't that against the rules?"

Biting the inside of your cheek, you ponder as to how you should answer him. "I mean, you don't have to stay if you don't want to, I was just suggesting. Like I said, it's pretty late, plus, your place is pretty far."

You're met with silence.

You close your eyes again in embarassment and shift your body away from Taehyung's, such that your back is facing him. Your hands fist around the bedsheet in anxiousness.

Fuck. If you had any hope left inside you, after seeing his reaction to your suggestion, all hopes were gone. You had expected this reaction, but even then having been proved right, hurts. Hurts a whole lot.

You are such a fool, geez.

"I want to stay." Taehyung mumbles, his eyes fixed on the ceiling.

His words cause your eyes to shot open in shock.

This probably doesn't mean anything, right? He wants to stay because he's tired, nothing else.

"Then stay." You mumble back, still trying to convince your brain to not get too hopeful.

Instead of responding to your words, you feel Taehyung turn his body towards you. He doesn't say it out loud but he had hoped you'd turn to face him.

"Do you want me to stay?" He repeats his previous question, once again.

This time, you reply honestly. "Yes."

"Why?" He whispers, his breath tickling the back of your neck.

You try to come up with words but find yourself too scared to speak the truth. "Do you want to stay?"

"Yes" Taehyung feels amused at how you shoot back his own questions to him, instead of answering them, even when he had just admitted minutes ago that he wants to stay.

"Why?"

This time Taehyung can't stop the chuckle that escapes him. He saw this coming. "Because I've always wanted to stay."

You feel your breath hitch. Instead of letting your mind wonder about what his words could potentially mean, you decide to repeat your previous words in hopes of gaining some clarity. "Why?"

"Because I've fallen for you."

Your whole body goes rigid. This is not a prank right? Did he just say what he said? Are you dreaming?

On the other hand, the longer you remain silent, the more unsure Taehyung feels. "I am sorry, if I made it all awkward. It's just that when you asked me to stay, I finally thought that I had a chance–"

His rambling gets cut off by you turning your body around so that you can face him. The moment your eyes land on his facial features, you immediately feel this intense need to put him at ease. "I wanted you to stay because I hate when you leave, have hated it for a long time now."

You observe his features as hope appears in his eyes. But you don't miss the flicker of unsurety in them. "Why?"

Your left hand comes up to gently rest on his cheek and you let your thumb draw random figures on the surface. "Because I've fallen for you too."

He holds his breath for a moment, as if trying to make sure that the moment is real. A few more seconds pass as he remains silent before his hand comes up to remove your hand from his cheek and he brings your hand to his lips, kissing each of your fingers. "Fuck I can't believe this."

His kisses cause a tickling sensation causing you to giggle. "I can't either."

He smiles, giving you one of his trademark boxy smiles. "I never thought you'd return my feelings."

His words cause you to frown. Interlacing your fingers with his, you motion for him to come closer to you and he complies. "I can't imagine someone not falling for you, it was only a matter of time before you wooed me with your charms."

Chuckling he slides his hand under your t shirt, and lets it rest on your torso. The warmth of his palm giving rise to goosebumps. "Well you were the one who had suggested this whole fwb thing so I had naturally thought that you didn't want anything serious with me."

"But that's because we both–" your words die in your throat as you realise that he was never the one who had suggested the friends with benefits scenario. After the first time that you had slept with each other, you had automatically assumed that you both wanted a fwb situation. Him not objecting to your suggestion had only proved your point at the time. Or so you had thought. Now, however, his words make you realise that you perhaps, were not right.

The thought of that, automatically causes to feel guilty. "I'm so sorry, shit, I had no clue."

Taehyung rubs soothing circles on your hips. "It's okay. I just have you now and that's all that matters."

His words put you slightly at ease but you still feel guilty for not seeing your mistake any sooner. Shit, how could you be so stupid. "Its not okay though–"

"Shh," he hushes and you lift your eyes to meet his, your heart fluttering with how his eyes seem to sparkle with warmth and affection. "I've been wanting to hold you like this for so long. Now that I finally get to, I don't want to talk about the past."

Seeing how happy he seems in this moment, you feel so foolish to have deprived him and you, of the happiness that you both could have been experiencing for so long. Deciding to not ponder about that for long, you inch closer and kiss him.

Taehyung is caught off guard by your actions but soon realises what's happening and pulls you extremely close before he matches your pace.

His hands roam around your back before they trail up and start playing with your hair. His tongue messages your upper lip as you moan, savouring his taste. Your hands rest on his chest as you let yourself bask in his warmth.

You both kiss for, you don't know, how long. Because time seemingly slows down and it feels like an eternity before you two part.

Still close enough that both of your breaths mingle with each other's, Taehyung looks at you in awe. Looks at your glazed eyes, your lips that have now turned swollen due to the way he had assaulted them with his own and looks at how red your cheeks have turned.

Feeling him staring at you intensely, you turn shy. Burying your face in the crook of his neck, you whine.

Taehyung chuckles, putting both of his arms around you, he squeezes you tightly and sighs. "Fuck, this feels so good."

You pucker your lips and place a kiss on his skin. "That's what she said."

He cackles. "That's what you said, just a few minutes ago."

"Shut up." You can just feel his big smile against your forehead.

"No, but seriously, I'm so happy, I feel like a giddy child and I know it's probably stupid to blabber about it but I cannot not let you know, how much you mean to me and just how happy I am."

As soon as the words are out of his mouth you feel him tighten hin grip even more around you however not tight enough for you to feel uncomfortable. For some reason, you have a feeling that this time around, him pulling you closer isn't just because he wants you close, but also because he feels shy about his words and wants to hide.

Removing your face from the crook of his neck, you angle your head upwards to look at him and sure enough you find him avoiding your gaze with a shy smile on his face.

Smiling at his adorableness, you giggle. "You're so cute, fuck."

Taehyung playfully growls. "Do I need to remind you that I'm not cute?"

You giggle even louder. "Fucking me doesn't mean you are not cute. Because if that were the case, that would mean that I am not cute as well, considering the fact that I've fucked you. But I would have to disagree for I know that I am cute."

His eyes lock with yours and he huffs. "So cocky."

With his eyes now locked with yours, you know that now is the right time to say, what you want to say. "Tae, I hope you know that I feel the best I've felt in months. It feels like I can finally express my feelings for you, freely, without having to worry about the consequences. It feels so right to love you and I hope you know that you are so very special to me."

Taehyung's eyes soften and he smiles gently before pecking your lips. "I'm so lucky."

If only he knew how lucky you consider yourself, all because of him.