Or... Not The Way I'm Reading Identity... - Tumblr Posts
7 months ago

"when i try to get through
on the telephone to you
there'll be nobody home"
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....right there with you tifa....
the art is so good
tifa lockhart
nanaki
Cloud Strife
i know they talk about cloud before this not being real.... but
for me that's shorthand for not being in touch with all of himself
and performing who he thinks he should be or needs to be
not like 100% inauthentic as the phrasing comes off to me
because as much as he tries to act like zack and partially thinks zack's history is his
his pre-breakdown self has a lot in common with his post-breakdown self
it's him too... just a lost and hurting him
trying not to be that
that's how it seems to me
and being in such conflict with himself makes him vulnerable
to shall we say psychic attacks
i guess i ascribe to a more whole cloud theory haha
you can read him way more fragmented with good textual justification
that's just not my angle
or... not the way i'm reading identity...
although my self concept isn't very solid either so what seems stable to me is maybe less so than others