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Second Circle Of Hell - Osferth (The Last Kingdom)
I got this idea while I was in church...because my pastor is kinda good looking...cough. i'm such a sinner, i must corrupt the babey
Warnings: SMUT (MINORS DNI), dubcon, femdom (mostly), corruption kink, innocence kink, virginity loss, religious conflict, religious guilt (not me projectingđ), think that's it?
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Ever since pious and devout Christian monk Osferth joined the party of Uhtred, you've had your eye on him in deep intrigue.
The young man seemed so innocent, too innocent. You often wondered what dirty secrets he could be hiding.
Now, you may have just been a lecherous heathen that everyone who wasnât a Dane said you were. You were practically a whore in your own right, so maybe anyone who acted relatively kind was innocent to you.
You never shied away from being yourself, especially in front of your group of men. Perhaps it was the way you were raised. You had no trouble changing in front of people, knowing that you could protect yourself if any of them would be stupid enough to make a move. Uhtred had already made that mistake once, but he never did it again after you put your dagger to his balls. You also never feared to bathe near the group, plus it was safer than going off on your own and you didnât care if they saw you. You loved making your boys uncomfortable as well.
A memory that always stuck with you is when you were bathing in a river one day and Osferth accidentally saw you. He spoke apology after apology until his face turned beet red, but all you did was laugh. You had asked him for your clothes but he handed them to you with his eyes closed. That was the only moment when you were disappointed a man didnât try to take advantage of you for once.
There was a day in Winchester where you, Finan, and Osferth were sitting outside a tavern. You could see how nervous and shy the boy was around women, and then Finan said it. He joked that Osferth was a virgin. He did that thing where he denied it so much that it mustâve been true, and thatâs what you had your idea. You knew youâd want to be the one to deflower him, lest Finan actually bought him a whore one day like he said he would. No, you wanted to claim him for yourself. You just had to find the right moment.
Thankfully, there came a time when Uhtred had asked you and Osferth to spy on a Danish camp. It would be dangerous obviously, but you couldnât help but celebrate in your mind when you realized the two of you would finally be alone together. It looked like Osferth was just happy he was being trusted with such an important task, although you would be there too.
You both set up camp a good distance away from the Danesâ campsite, some ways deep into the woods, making sure there would be no way they could spot you or hear you. You watched them all day, returning to your own campsite as the sun started to set. The trees blocking the light of the moon that you had to build a campfire to see as well as keep warm. But, you soon started thinking of other ways you could keep warm.
Osferth was nervous, you could tell. He didnât look you in the eyes unless he had to. He probably would have preferred to go on this mission with Finan or Sihtric, but he had to deal with you alone now.
You tried your best to make conversation, but it never lasted more than a few sentences. It was frustrating. So, you did what you usually do best: make people uncomfortable.
âHave you ever been with a woman?â You asked suddenly, amused at the way Osferth immediately went wide-eyed and a wild blush coming to his cheeks. âI heard what Finan said at that tavern the other day, you seemed flustered as you are now.â He stuttered, no full words leaving his mouth due to your boldness. It gave you your answer. âSo, I suppose Finan was right. You are a virgin.â You smirked teasingly.
Osferth finally quit his stuttering and sighed in defeat. âSo what if I was?â
âYou are a handsome lad, surely there have been offers from women before?â
âI meanâŠyes. Some.â
âAnd you never thought to take up those offers?â
He looked down in embarrassment. âItâs not like I didnât want to, itâs just. I dunno, I feel like I wouldnât want my first time to be with a stranger. Someone I donât care about or know.â
âSo would you hump someone you cared about?â
âWhen we were married, I suppose.â
You scoffed. âWhy wait till marriage?â
âBecause itâs a sin to be with someone before marriage, thatâs what the Scripture says.â
âAnd what if you never get married?â You asked with an exasperated chuckle.
âThen I guess Iâll always be a virginâŠâ He shrugged, âDo you think me less of a man, my Lady?â
You shook your head with a smile. âNo. Iâm actually kinda glad you are.â He furrowed his brows in confusion, not understanding what you meant. âBecause I wish to be the one to deflower you.â As if he couldnât get any redder, he managed to do so, especially when you moved closer to him so you sat right beside him. He blinked a few times in shock, holding the cross attached to his necklace tightly.
âMy Lady, I-I just told you, I canât.â
You snickered. âOf course you can. Iâve seen the way you look at me, Osferth. I saw how your cock swelled when you saw me naked in the river that day. Did you even relieve yourself afterwards?â He stayed silent, and you hummed in disapproval. âWhat? Is it a sin to make yourself come too?â He nodded curtly and you rolled your eyes, placing your hand on his knee, slowly trailing up his thigh until he pushed you away and stood up from his spot on the ground.
âStop. I made a vow, to myself and to God.â
You frowned. âDo you not like me?â And you tried to hide your smile as he immediately assured you that was not the case. You stood up and reached for him cautiously, seeing his internal struggle. âYouâve killed, betrayed your country, your home. Do you think breaking a simple vow will be any worse than all that, hm?â
âI never wanted to kill anyone.â He whispered, allowing you to run your hands up his chest and wrap around his shoulders.
âThen maybe you shouldn't have joined up with a group of heathens.â He was such a sheltered man, you wanted him to experience all he could. You wanted him to be with someone he knew and cared about, you werenât going to let him be with some whore or stranger. He was looking down at you with confliction, eyes traveling from your own to your lips. You knew what he wanted, you just had to give him a little push.
Osferth let out a surprised hum when you pressed your lips against his without another word, catching him off guard so that he couldnât reject your advances right away. But even as you kept kissing him, he never made a move to push you away nor did he intensify the kiss in any way. You tangled your fingers in his short hair, pulling hard enough that he gasped, allowing you to deepen the kiss. You smirked as he let out a breathy moan, you could already feel his hard on pressing against you. Your tongues touched briefly, but it seemed that shook him back into focus as he jolted away, his back turned to you. âYou shouldnât have done that, my LadyâŠâ You heard him whisper shakily, you could see his hands trembling at his sides.
You said nothing as you walked to stand in front of him again, his innocent pleading eyes looking up at you, silently begging for you not to continue. But you did not listen, the throbbing at the apex of your thighs would not let you. âPlease, OsferthâŠI can make you feel good.â You kissed his cheek cautiously, kissing all over his face until there was one spot left. He leaned in to kiss you himself this time, wrapping his arms around your waist and pressing you against him tightly. You could feel a wetness on his face and you pulled back to see that he was crying.
âGod, I want you so bad, I do.â He sniffled. âIt hurts.â He winced.
âThen let me make the pain go away.â You cooed, removing your clothes until you were bare to the elements of Wessex. You shuddered as the wind hardened your nipples and cooled the slick that was already gathering at your cunt. Osferth moaned at the sight of you, not looking away this time like he did at the river. âTouch me.â You commanded softly, gently bringing one of his hands to cup your supple breasts. He squeezed them experimentally, looking to see if it brought you any discomfort, but it did quite the opposite. âI need you, Osferth.â You kissed him again passionately, your limbs going shaky as you felt desire overcome you.
He wordlessly allowed you to strip him naked, saying a silent prayer in his mind as his stiff cock was finally freed of its confines. You brought him to the ground, where you had laid furs for the night, seeing him look up at you on his back made you drool.
âPlease,â Osferth begged, his cock already throbbing and you hadnât even done anything but whisper your enchanting words in his ears. âdonât make me break my vowâŠâ
âShh, itâs okay. Just relax for me.â You whispered, throwing your leg over his waist, straddling him. Your pussy was already slick with anticipation of his sweet corruption. You could only imagine how pretty his lewd moans would sound.
Osferth hissed as you took his cock in your hand, rubbing the tip in between in your folds before lining him up with your entrance. You both moaned loudly as you sunk down on him, he stretched you out more than you anticipated. âGods, youâre bigger than you look.â You whispered breathily.
âAm I hurting you?â He panicked instantly, but you simply smiled and shook your head. Such a sweet gentleman. You were so warm and wet, your walls clenching around him due to the intrusion, but he would be lying if he said it didnât feel so damn good; like heaven on earth. âOh, my Lord God, have mercy on my soulâŠâ He begged as he clutched his cross in his hand tightly as you grinded down on him. He looked up at you in awe as if you were an angel, he could practically see your halo as he suddenly came.
You giggled as he filled you up, watching as his eyes rolled to the back of his skull, his mouth opened wide as he let out a long, pained moan. âThat was quick. Was it that good?â You smirked, loving the way his face flushed with embarrassment.
âIâm sorry, my Lady.â He stuttered, but you silenced him with a kiss.
âDonât be.â
Osferthâs eyes filled with tears, the light from the campfire making his piercing blue eyes shine as he stared at the cross in his hand. âWhat have I done, Lord?â He whimpered pitifully, and you almost felt sorry for him if it wasnât for the fact that he was still rock hard inside your cunt.
âReady to go again so soon?â You chuckled darkly, moving your hips back and forth, causing him to let out a whine.
âNo, donât, not again-â
âYouâve already broken your vow, sweet monk. What more harm could you do now?â He looked up at you with a remorseful expression, the weight of what he had done heavy on his chest. You slowly lifted yourself off, slamming back down on him to elicit a cry from his soft lips. âSo sensitive. But I suppose since I got what I wanted, I can stop-â
âNo!â Osferth interrupted, surprising himself and you. He looked entirely conflicted as he placed his shaking hands on your hips, keeping you in place and not allowing you to remove himself from you. âNoâŠyouâre right. Iâve broken my vow. I canât change that now. I suppose...I can enjoy this?â
âYes, sweet baby monk. Let yourself enjoy this. Indulge in the feeling of me.â You moaned, continuing to rock your hips, a gasp escaping your lips as your clit brushed up against his pelvis as the head of his cock started to rub up against that sensitive spot inside you that always made you see stars. âGods, youâre perfect. I wish we had done this sooner.â Osferth moaned at your words, his cock twitching inside you and making butterflies swirl in his stomach. You raked your nails down his bare chest, hearing soft whimpers escaping his mouth as you rode him. âHow does it feel?â You asked, struggling to keep in your high pitched moans.
âGood, my Lady.â He stuttered. âSo good.â You moaned as Osferth started to buck up into you, losing himself in his own pleasure and making you feel amazing in return. âDoes it always feel so heavenly?â He groaned, tightening his grip on your hips, the dull pain making a shock of euphoria reverberate through your entire body for a split second.
âNo, not for women at least.â
âIsâŠis there anything I can do to make it feel good for you too?â He asked innocently, but his eyes expressed something else, a slight darkness to them, his pupils so blown out you could barely see his bright blue irises anymore.
You grinned as you took one of his hands off your hip, bringing it to your cunt. âRub circles with your thumb right here.â You guided him to your clit, even what little pressure he put had your head reeling.
âLike this, my Lady?âÂ
âA bit more pressure.â You cried out as he listened to your instructions diligently. âYes, yes, gods, just like that.â Osferth smiled proudly, helping you ride him as he rubbed your clit attentively. You threw your head back as you were nearing your own peak, the man beneath you learning faster than anyone else youâve ever been with. âSuch a good boy.â You whined, your hands grasping and scratching at your tits.
You squeaked as Osferth suddenly flipped you over onto your back, knocking the breath from your lungs as he pounded into you with abandon. Like a switch finally flipped inside him, he was taking pleasure for himself, finding confidence just like he found the courage to fight and kill alongside everyone on Uhtredâs team. You hoped you had created a monster. The way he was fucking into you, if you didnât know he had only been a virgin half an hour ago, you would have believed he had experience beyond your years. He still had the decency to continue caring for your sensitive nub, forcing your body into overdrive as you kept climbing and climbing to reach that peak. Now you were the one whining and whimpering, how the tables turned.
With his cock continuously hitting that special spot inside of you and your stimulated clit, accompanied by the sound of Osferthâs skin slapping against yours wetly along with his soft moans in your ear, you felt that intense ecstasy you had been craving wash over you like a tidal wave. You prayed to the gods that the Daneâs camp, however many miles away, would not be able to hear your loud strained moan as you came. âGods, Osferth!â You cried out, your hands holding onto his shoulder with a vice grip that would surely leave bruises just like he mustâve done to your hips.
âChrist-!â Osferth groaned, gripping one of your breasts as he fucked a second load into you, his vision going blurry as his second orgasm was much more powerful than the first. It was too much and not enough, all he could do was ride it out until the feeling went away.Â
When it seemed he came back to your realm, you were looking up at him with a proud grin. He couldnât help but grin back, the afterglow making him dazed and giddy. âYou made me come, sweet Osferth. Not many people have achieved such a feat.âÂ
âI donât believe you, my Lady.â He smiled, pulling out of you with a hiss and laying down beside you. It was true, but even if it wasnât, you still wanted to stroke his ego just to see the blush on his face. âNow I understand why some take a vow of celibacy.â
You giggled, turning to lay on your stomach, resting on your elbows. âWhy?â
âBecause I think I could worship you now, and the Scripture says that you shall not have any gods before Him.â He smirked boyishly, trailing his pointer finger across your jawline, stopping his path to rest the finger on your bottom lip.
You gently kissed the tip of his finger, his eyes watching you intently. âAs much as it might be fun to be worshiped, I have no intention to steal you away from your god.â
âYou already have, my Lady.âÂ
Needless to say, your mission for Uhtred went well. You managed to signal the rest of the group when the Danes were off guard, slaughtering everyone you all could before they retreated. And your recent lover Osferth had just the way to celebrate the newest victory.
i am such a heathen, something me and Uhtred have in common i guess
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thanks to everyone who liked the first part, i appreciate y'allđ„°
Summary: You and Osferth are in love, but neither of you know the feelings are reciprocated.
Warnings: SMUT (MINORS DNI), heavy angst, idiots in love (emphasis on idiots), Osferth being a manwhore and insecure (and Finan being his wingman), canon divergence (baby monk will NOT die), whump, PTSD references, hurt/comfort, fluff (promise), fingering, oral (f!receiving), and cockwarming (if you squint)
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part 1 | part 2
It had been a long, long time since Osferth rescued you.
Months had passed, a year almost having gone by, your past soon becoming somewhat of a distant memory. With the help and support of your newfound friends, you were able to live life to the fullest. Of course, you still had moments when you were back in that horrid little village, but your mind slowly started to figure out that you werenât in constant danger anymore.
Due to Uhtredâs decisions that you couldnât really understand, you all had moved on from Coccham, traveling north to Rumcofa where it was always cold. It wasnât all that bad, you did prefer the cold to the blazing heat when all you could do was strip down, and even that wouldnât be enough. So the cold was a nice change.
You finally had your own little house, in a more secluded part of this new town, which you appreciated but was fearful of all the same. A part of you, a big part actually, just wanted to stay with Osferth.
It was soon after your realization that you were in love with Osferth, is when he inexplicably started to pull away.
You didnât understand it. Based on his interactions with you, you thought he mightâve felt the same. He started to spend less and less time with you, opting that beginning to train with Finan again was better for you, considering your swift progress with the sword. And Finan had forgiven you pretty quickly after your accidental outburst, finding out that he was more understanding than you originally thought. But you wanted Osferth to train you. You wanted his smiles of pride, not Finanâs. You wanted his hands on your body when having to demonstrate the correct combat posture. You just wanted Osferth.
The night you watched Osferth enter his own house with a lady on his arm, your heart broke into pieces.
All this time you had been hopeful heâd see you the way you see him, but seeing this display just confirmed your fears. And the worst of it was, that you were still in love with him. Even when he never made for you, even if he ignored you sometimes, even if he preferred the company of ladies with loose morals, you were still helplessly in love with him.
It was inevitable, but your mind started to go to the darkest places. Did he never see you this way? Did he find you undesirable? Was it because of your past? Did the things that were done to you make him disgusted? Has he ever seen you as whole?
You thought back to the night he gave you his cross, fiddling with the silver absentmindedly. He used to always wear the cross, why would he give something so special to you if you werenât in fact, special to him. So, what changed? Why was he never around anymore? Did you do something to make him this way? And if so, what could you do to earn his forgiveness?
Itâs not like you couldâve known why Osferth retreated from you. He didnât really understand it himself. The two of you wereâŠperfect. You were so incredibly important to him. He loved you, that much was true. Thatâs why he couldnât burden you with the knowledge of how incredibly difficult it was for Osferth to be around you without desiring you. Carnally.
It felt like all his thoughts, night and day, were about you. How youâd look beneath him, what sounds he could elicit from you with his fingers, his tongue, his cock. He hated feeling this way. He hated that he felt no better than your former master, using you for his own pleasure whether you agreed or not. Of course, Osferth wasnât actually doing these horrible things. But he thought of you, especially in the throws of his ecstasy, whether it was by his own hand or a woman of the nightâs cunny. He was ashamed how often he needed to bed a woman, just to be rid of the aching feeling inside him whenever he gazed upon you.
Osferth could tell how confused and hurt you were by his actions, his arms becoming a safe haven of sorts. But he didnât know if he could control his thoughts or actions in your presence, which is why he removed himself all together.
Osferth often thought what would happen if he came onto you like heâs so craved. He couldnât possibly imagine you reciprocating his affections, so he thought of the worst case scenarios. You scream and cry, pushing him away and saying you never wanted to see him again. He thought of you being terrified to be anywhere near him. He thought of you seeing him as no better than her former master, and the idea often brought him to tears. So he decided, heâd rather you feel betrayed than scared by him. You could hate him, but he would rather die than have you scared of him.
So he continued to bed other women, pleading out your name when he reached his end, much to the dismay of these women. It wasnât like he was doing this to hurt you, it was quite the opposite, he didnât even realize he was hurting you until Finan talked to him one night. âYou know sheâs in love with you, right?â
Osferth blanched, his eyes widening at the mere idea that you could feel the same way about him. âWhat are you on about, Finan?â He asked, trying to make sure he heard him correctly.
âYouâre mad if you canât see it, mate. Sheâs obsessed with you, much like youâre obsessed with her. Canât believe youâre still dancing around each other.â
Osferth blushed, much to the enjoyment of Finan. âIâm notâŠobsessed.â He almost laughed at himself with how clearly that was a lie.
âThou shalt not lie, baby monk.â Finan teased, eliciting an eye roll from the younger man. âI donât know what youâre so afraid of. Clearly, it canât be rejection.â
âI donât want her to be frightened of me.â Osferth admitted, making Finan furrow his brows.
âWhy would she be frightened of ya?â He asked, concern etched into his features.
âBecause IâmâŠI'm a sinful man, despite my best efforts. Iâm so full of lust, itâs hard to even think.â
âYou would force yourself on her?â
âNo! Of course not! Iâd sooner plunge my own sword into my heart.â
âAnd we know that. Everyone who knows you, knows that, baby monk. Youâre scared of yourself for thoughts you canât control. But you can control your actions. Just because you have bad thoughts doesnât make you a bad person, especially if youâre appalled by these thoughts. Your mind just likes to fuck with ya.â Finan watched as Osferth pondered this, a pang of annoyance rippling through his body. âTalk to her tomorrow. If you donât, Iâll kick your shins in.â
There wasnât much room to argue after that.
The next morning, Osferth woke up with a sense of hopefulness, a shy smile decorating his face as he saw the run rise. His conversation with Finan really gave him some clarity, and he was terrified still, but he decided he didnât want to live with regret. But first, he needed to gain your trust back and he just hoped youâd give him another chance.
Osferth fussed with his appearance for a moment before heading to your house, his pulse thrumming beneath his skin, his heart beating in tandem. He didnât stop his pace, afraid if he slowed down heâd stop altogether. But when he saw you were already outside your house, sitting in a rocking chair reading a book, Osferth froze. He was always so stunned by your beauty, even doing the most mundane things like simply reading. God, he was so in love.
Osferth winced when a twig snapped beneath his feet, alerting you of his presence, watching as your head jerked up and made eye contact with him. âOsferthâŠâ You whispered, barely audible but just enough for him to hear, and he swore his heart skipped a beat. The sound of your voice, it was like a weight lifted off his shoulders.
âMy ladyâŠâ Osferth replied breathlessly, his voice wavering with emotion. âI was wondering if I could join you?â
âYou want to read with me?â You asked in slight amusement, making him blush.
âI just meant, if youâd do me the honor of allowing me to be in your company?â
You frowned. âWhy now, when you havenât wanted my company for some time?â
Osferth took a cautious step towards you, continuing when you didnât shy away, sitting on your porch at your feet, looking up at you with the most remorseful expression he could manage. âIâll tell you everything, my lady. But first, I just wish to tell you my absence had nothing to do with you. Iâve beenâŠdealing with my own troubles. But every day Iâve been away from you, my life has been awful. Iâve missed youâŠso, so much.â
Unwanted tears sprung to your eyes, the pure emotion in his voice making your heart swell. âIâve missed you, Osferth.â You bit your lip when your voice wavered, but it only caused him to gently take ahold of your hand. He still sat by your feet, looking up at you like you strung up the moon and stars in the sky, practically resting his cheek against your knee, the sight eliciting an inappropriate thought to cross your mind.
âI wish to tell you much more. The most important thing I need to tell you isâŠâ Osferth exhaled a shaky breath, âis that Iâm in-â
Screams echoed sharply throughout the village, Finan calling Osferthâs name, interrupting his confession and causing the two of you to stand on high alert. âOsferth?â you asked, frightened.
âTake your sword and stay hidden, alright? Promise me.â Osferth spoke sternly, looking into your eyes with such intensity that you agreed without hesitancy, following his instructions to the best of your ability.
A group of soldiers waltzed into the town, looking like they were on a mission, their swords already drawn. It took naught but a few moments for a fight to break out, blades clashing together and fists being thrown. They were separating Danes from Christians, killing any Danes, men, women, and children. You couldnât just stand there and watch, you had to do something.
You had been in very few fights, especially fights like these, but your morals gave you little choice. When you saw a soldier strike a child to the ground, about to push his blade into their little neck, you struck first. Blood dripped down your blade, onto your hands, as you pushed your sword into the back of the soldier, the sound of the flesh being pierced making you gag. But you saved the child, bringing them back to their parents before moving on to help the next resident of Rumcofa.
If Osferth had the time, he would have been pissed. He told you not to get involved, yet you were. But he couldnât blame you for that, in fact, it was nice to have another helping hand. He was good at multitasking, he thought, fighting off two burly men while making sure you werenât in danger. Osferth was lucky, it followed him around, to being able to join Uhtred and his men to finding you in this lifetime, he figured he was the luckiest man around. But a personâs luck has to run out sometime.
Osferth exhaled a sharp breath as an excruciating pain resonated through his body, his mouth filling with blood as he fell to the cold ground. He heard screams, your screams, and suddenly he wasnât thinking about the pain.
You shrieked as you watched the brute of a man shove his blade into Osferthâs side, his form crumpling to the ground. Rage overwhelmed you, and you didnât think as you charged forwards. You couldnât know what you even planned on doing but it didnât matter. You felt like you had been stabbed yourself and all that was on your mind was getting revenge. And despite all your training, and the few soldiers you managed to get the best off, your mind was in the worst place, going on pure adrenaline with no thought behind your attacks. It wasnât that surprising when the man knocked you out, stealing the sword from your hands and hitting your temple with its pommel, plunging your world into darkness.
All Osferth could do was watch in a panic as you fought to defend him, calling out your name as the attacker knocked you down, your eyes rolling back as you stopped moving.
Finan was sprinting to Osferth, but he yelled at him to make sure you were okay first, your well being more important to him than anything. And after a few moments, Finan deemed you alright, getting his wife to look after you for now as he kneeled beside Osferth with tears in his eyes. As Osferth felt his best friendâs arms around him, his fear and panic washed over him, drowning him. âOh my God, oh my God, Iâm gonna die, Iâm gonna die!â He cried, holding on tightly to Finan.
âNo, no, baby monk. Youâre okay, youâre gonna be okay. I wonât let you die.â Finan sobbed, screaming for help.
Osferth whispered your name, gaining Finanâs attention back. âSheâs okay?â
âYes, yes, sheâs alright.â
âTell her,â He choked, âtell her how much I loved her. Tell her that she was the most important person in my life and that Iâm sorry.â
âTell her yourself, you daft prat. Youâre gonna survive this, I promise.â
When you came to, your first thought and first word uttered was, âOsferth.â
The last thing you remembered was Osferth getting stabbed, and you running to his attacker to make sure he wasnât stabbed again. Much use you were, you thought bitterly, you couldnât even hold your own against this man for more than a minute. Pitiful. But that didnât matter now, all that mattered was making sure he was alive.
You ignored all the pleas and urges from Finanâs wife and other healers taking care of you and rushed out of your room, trying to find your friends. Finally, your gaze met Finanâs, and he looked distraught. No, you thought, you wouldnât believe it. But before you could even open your mouth to speak, Finance answered your silent question. âHeâs aliveâŠsomehow.â The Irishman spoke in a broken voice, clearly just as affected as you were.
âCan I see him?â
Finan nodded solemnly. âHeâs sleeping, and probably will be for a while, Ingrith tells me.â
As soon as you walked into the room, you had to hold in your gasp as you saw Osferthâs state. He was so pale, from blood loss and the cold, youâd think he was dead if you hadnât been told otherwise. âWhen will he wake?â
âWe donât knowâŠâ He sighed, making your heart drop.
âBut he will wake?â
âThatâs our hope.â
But he didnât wake, not for more than a few seconds at a time, muttering incoherent words before falling back asleep, not even when the surviving residents of Rumcofa had to relocate where it was more safe. You didnât sleep, you didnât eat; all your time was devoted to making sure Osferthâs heart was still beating, putting your ear to his chest multiple times every single day, praying to every god you could think of to just let him survive.
It was only a few days after settling in a more secure place that Osferth did finally awake.Â
You were at his bedside, as you often were, reading to him and holding his hand, thinking that your voice might stir him. You almost fell off your chair in shock when you suddenly felt his hand weakly squeeze yours. Your head snapped up and saw that his eyes were already on you. âOsferthâŠâ You called out softly, letting your book fall by the wayside to move to sit next to him on the edge of the bed. âYouâre awake. At last.â Tears filled your eyes, falling down your cheeks and landing on his hand that you were now holding tightly, afraid that heâd fall back into unconsciousness.
Osferth spoke your name so softly, his voice cracking and hoarse from not using it for so long. âI must be dead, for I see only an angel before meâŠâ
You chuckled tearfully, bringing up his hand to kiss his knuckles. âNo, youâre alive. Youâre alive.â You repeated, mostly trying to convince yourself.
âHow long have I been asleep?â He asked, looking around the room he was in and furrowed his brows. âWhere are we?â
You froze, unsure of how much you should say. You didnât want him to faint from shock, but you couldn't lie to him either. You could never lie to him. âWe left Rumcofa several days ago, everyone who survived the attack. But Uhtred is off to fight another war for Edward. They all wanted to stay until you woke, butâŠâ
Osferth nodded solemnly. âWhat use would a man on the brink of death be, yeah?â
âTheyâll be mad with joy to hear of your recovery, Iâm sure. Especially Finan, he wept for you badly.â
âAnd did you? Weep for me?â
Your face flushed with heat, avoiding his gaze and instead fixing your eyes on your conjoined hands. âYesâŠâ You whispered. âIâve wept every day since you were wounded. But youâre better now, awake and healing up nicely. Ingrith told me you might wake as soon as the fever leaves your body,â You placed the back of your other hand to his forehead, warm but not too warm, âand you feel fine now. Before, your skin was hot to the touch-â Osferth grabbed your wrist as you moved to pull away, eliciting a gasp from you. âO-Osferth?â
Osferth blinked, as if he suddenly realized what he was doing. âSorry.â He stuttered, releasing your wrist.
âIâll go get Ingrith.â
âNo! NoâŠplease, justâŠIâd like to be alone with you for a moment longer. If thatâs alright, my lady?â
You nodded, a bit too eagerly. âOf course. Iâd love nothing more.â
And stay with him you did, up until you insisted you tell Ingrith and had her check on him. The wound was healing nicely, a deep red scar forming over the stab. It really was a miracle that he was alive, the blade barely missing the vital organs the body needs to function. You donât know what you would've done if Osferth had died, the thought making your chest tighten uncomfortably, panic overriding your senses. But all you had to do to rid yourself of those feelings, was to simply look at Osferth, gaining his strength back more and more every day and starting to walk without help.Â
Almost two weeks went by until he started to train again, though very carefully. Seeing grow stronger didnât help ease your nerves as much as you thought it would, you figured youâd keep him on bed rest forever if you had any say. It took Ingrith assuring you that he was practically fully healed for you to stop fretting over him like a concerned mother. But Osferth didnât seem to mind it all that much, a soft amused smile gracing his features every time you asked if he was alright. His answer was always yes, and he even told you not to worry so much, trying to come across as nonchalant so it didnât seem like he was completely affected by your concern.
Osferth never did get a chance to confess to you that day, the fight in Rumcofa having such unfortunate timing. Though, you never brought it up, the fact almost making his insecurities come back and suffocate him. But he trusted Finan, and even though he was an occasional prankster, heâd never try to give someone false hope.
Osferth tossed and turned one night, thinking about you and his suspended confession. Itâs ridiculous, why couldnât he have gotten the words out quicker, rather than prolong those simple words. He said it to you every day in his mind, the words coming out so easily and repeatedly. Ridiculous. This was ridiculous.
As soon as the thought appeared in his mind, Osferth jumped up from bed. He knew it was entirely inappropriate, thinking about coming to you in the middle of the night, but he knew he wouldnât be able to sleep until he told you how he felt. And to his utter surprise, when he opened his front door, there you were.Â
It was raining, the droplets of water pelting the roof of the timber home, the occasional thunder rumble making the frames vibrate. And there you were, a wet and shivering figure, your clothes melding to you like a second skin; Osferth could see your breath coming out in quick and shallow puffs. Even in the dark with naught but a lantern that he lit to light his way, he could see the tears in your eyes, only a keen eye wouldâve been able to differentiate the rain from the tear drops. His face immediately fell in concern, and it only took him calling out your name softly for you to collapse in his arms.
Osferth quickly pulled you past the threshold of the doorframe, bringing you in from the cold and holding you tightly to him, the uncomfortable feeling of his dampening clothes the furthest thing from his mind. âMy lady?â He spoke gently, like he was trying not to spook you, âWhatâs happened?â You mumbled words incoherently, your face pressed against his chest muffling what you were attempting to say. Osferth had to pull you off, not completely, just to look at your face. âWhat was that?â
âYou were dead.â You cried, âYou were killed and I couldnât do anything but stand there and watch!â
âA dreamâŠâ He realized, sighing in sympathy and pulling you back onto his chest. âItâs okay, love. Itâs okay. Here-â He took a hold of your hand, pressing the tips of your fingers to the pulse point in his neck, the blood flowing through his veins, the throbbing pushing at your fingertips minutely. âDo you feel? And you hear by heartbeat?â
âMhm.â You sniffled, starting to calm down in the soothing cage of his arms.
âSee? Iâm okay. Iâm not hurt anymore. Iâm safe. We both are.â
âIâm sorryâŠâ You hiccupped.
Osferth shook his head, cupping your jaw gently and forcing your eyes to his. âHey, none of that. Itâs not your fault. Understand me?â Reluctantly, you shook your head, wiping away your tears with your already damp hands. And you shivered, your body suddenly registering the cold. âLetâs get you warm, okay?â
And in a matter of minutes, Osferth had lit a fire in his hearth, the flames roaring to life and eliciting a sigh of relief from you as you saw in front of it on a pile of wool blankets heâd spread out for the two of you. âI didnât mean to disturb you, Osferth, truly. Itâs justâŠwhen my mind showed me such a vivid thing-â
âI understand completely, my lady. I canât say I wouldnât have done the same in your place. Besides,â Osferth grunted softly as he plopped himself down beside you, your knees barely touching, âI was about to come see you myself.â
You furrowed your brows. âWhy?â And suddenly, Osferth was that same scared boy he was before he met Uhtred. He hadnât meant to be so brazen, but he wanted to ease your mind so badly, he didnât think youâd ever ask why.
âUh, um,â Osferth swallowed thickly, his body becoming much too warm for his liking, âjust wanted to check on ya, is all.â Liar.
âOhâŠâ You seemed to say in an almost disappointed tone.
Osferth sighed. Ridiculous.
âActually,â He almost winced, his body, one thinking this was a good idea, was suddenly betraying him. No, he thought, he wouldnât repress his feelings any longer. âDo you remember our conversation before the fight in Rumcofa?â
Your face flushed with heat, an achy feeling spreading in your heart. âYou said you missed me.â You smiled softly at the memory, but your brows furrowed. âBut you were trying to tell me something else, werenât you?â Osferth nodded nervously, running his hands up and down his thighs, his heart threatening to beat out of his chest. You playfully bumped his shoulder with your own, âWell?â
âIâminlovewithyou-â He gasped.
âWhat?â You almost squawked, his words jumbled and rushed, making entirely no sense to your ears.
But suddenly, Osferth grinned, a sigh of relief escaping his lips. He said it, finally. Thatâs all it took really, just to get it out there to make it more easy to say. Sure, it wasnât the best way to go about it, but he did it. âIâm in love with you.â And this time, he didnât rush. In fact, it was the most clear and precise you had ever heard him. He took his time saying the words this time, savoring them, just in case it was the last time he could.
âYouâreâŠin love with me?â You were looking up at him with wide eyes, an adorable childlike awe displaying in your expression.
âYes.â He smiled. âCompletely and hopelessly. IâŠhave been, for a while now. I wanted to tell you sooner but, ya know.â He gestured to his stab wound. You felt breathless, your throat constricting as you tried to fight back another bout of tears. But Osferth took it the wrong way. âIâm so sorry, my lady. I knew there was a high chance youâd be completely repulsed. Thatâs why I tried to stay away for so long because I didnât want you scared of me like-â
âOsferth.â Responding to his name and your touch to his jaw, turning him to face you, he didnât see one trace of disgust or fear in your eyes. âI could never be repulsed by you, or scared. Why would you ever think that?â
Osferth blushed a bright red, the flames from the hearth making his skin look an even darker red. âSince Iâve decided to be so honest tonightâŠyou should know I also yearn for you, my lady. YourâŠtouch. But I also want you to know itâs because I love you, not because Iâm someâŠlecherous sinner. Although, I suppose I am that too.â
âWhy would you think Iâd be repulsed because you desire me so?â
âWell, becauseâŠbecauseâŠuh.â
You closed your eyes in understanding, nodding slightly. âIf you think Iâd ever be able to compare you, sweet boy, to that monster, youâre sorely mistaken. You are nothing like him. Do you really think I wouldâve kept close to you if you had been?â
âI suppose not. I just never wanted you to feel like Iâm pressuring you into something you donât wantâŠâ
âAnd that, my dear Osferth, is why Iâm completely and hopelessly in love with you too.â
Osferthâs eyes widened. âR-Really?â
You smirked. âShall I prove it to you?â Youâve never really kissed or been kissed, willingly at least, so as you leaned forward, you prayed that Osferth wouldnât laugh as you softly pressed your lips against his.Â
It was unlike anything you had ever experienced, the aspect of your choice in the matter only amplifying the sensation. And for Osferth? It was hard to keep in the whimper that was so desperate to escape him, but you pulled away, all too soon. You opened your eyes to see Osferthâs was still closed, his lips chasing yours with a blissed out expression on his face. He whispered out your name so softly, you could scarcely hear it. He sounded so needy, it lit a fire in your belly, much like the one still blazing in the fireplace.
âI shanât ask for more, if you do not wish to give more.â
âI do, though, want more. I fear I want much, much more.â Your expression had noticeably darkened, lust filled, and Osferth had never seen this of you before. It wasnât a bad change, though he was apprehensive.
âAreâŠAre you sure, my lady? I donât want you to regret this. Iâd hate for you to regret this.â
âI find that I have no regrets with you, sweet Osferth. Just promise me something.â
âAnything.â
âYouâll stop if I ask?â
âI wouldnât dare disobey you, my love.â
âGood,â You leaned forward to give him another kiss, a bit more forceful and more sure of yourself, âbecause if you do, Iâll kill you with the sword you gifted me, baby monk.â You teased, making him giggle, the purest sound you would ever hear in your lifetime, you were sure. And this time, when you each pressed your lips together, it was filled with an altogether different feeling, charged and motivated, the thought of something more promising if you continued fueling your actions. It probably was because of the fire, but your body warmed and warmed to the point you thought your clothes would melt off your body if you kept them on any longer. âCan you help me take these off?â You asked shyly, gesturing to your still damp clothing.
Osferthâs eyes widened comically, that ever present blush on his face warming your heart better than fire in the hearth next to you. âS-Sure.â He stuttered, carefully and delicately removing each article of clothing (after asking if you were sure a few more times) until you were down to your bare skin. âHave I ever told you how absolutely breathtaking you are?â
You giggled, slightly self conscious. âI donât think so.â
Osferth gently slapped himself. âWhat an idiot I am, huh?â
âYou will be if you donât take off your clothes too.â And with that, it was almost at the speed of light that all Osferthâs clothes were thrown into a pile of the floor, mingling with yours. You inhaled a breath as your eyes traced his frame, his pale skin making his battle scars more prominent, but you found that they made him more handsome. You didnât mind that he was doing the same to you. âI donât know quite what to do nowâŠâ You whispered, gently taking his hand and kissing his knuckles. âWill you help me?â
âOf course.â He replied back shakily, moving closer to you until you sat side by side, your exposed skin rubbing up against his, causing you to shiver pleasantly. âWeâll take it slow. I donât want to rush this, not with you.âÂ
Osferth maneuvered you so that you were laying on your back, him resting beside you, propped up on one elbow, his other hand gently running up and down your torso. Gooseflesh rose along your skin as his calloused fingers marked a path across your body, from your jaw, down between the valley of your breasts, down your stomach to the tufts of wiry hair at the beginning of the apex of your thighs. âI have to ask again, love. Are you sure you want this? Want me?â
You couldâve whined, but you maintain your composure, however much was left. âWith every iota of my soul.â
Osferth leaned down to kiss you passionately, that whine you had been holding in finally coming out when you felt his fingers dip in between you already silk folds. âSo softâŠâ He hummed, trailing kisses down your neck to your breasts, covering one of your pebbled nipples with his tongue, eliciting a sharp gasp from you. You hadnât realized how sensitive you were until now, his mouth sucking you in deeper as he slowly inched a finger inside you.
You moaned as he curled his finger, finding your sweet spot with inhuman ease. âOsferthâŠâ You breathed, and he answered by gently tapping your sensitive nub with his thumb as he added another finger. âOsferth!â
âDo you want me to stop?â He asked immediately, causing you to chuckle wantonly, his eyes darkening as he felt your walls squeeze his fingers.
âNo, heavens, no. Please, keep going.â You didnât have to tell him twice, as he continued his ministrations with an added ferocity that had you aching your back of the blankets, moaning and bucking into his hand. A strange sensation that you couldnât quite put into words seemed to keep building and building in the pit of your stomach, your eyes rolling back each time a deep pang of pleasure resonated through you. And as Osferth kissed you roughly and added a third finger inside you, the building sensation spilled over; like a fire doused with gasoline, you ignited, flames licking you from the inside out as you rode out the glowing waves of ecstasy with little care how loud you became.
And when it was all over, Osferth was there to soothe your burns.
âAre you alright, my love?â He asked softly, running his hand along the inside of your spread thighs.
âMore than alright.â You smiled in a haze.
As you looked down, you couldnât help but notice Osferthâs hardened length. You were surprised how it grew in size, always a wonder how such could fit inside a womanâs body. You absentmindedly reached out to touch him, a soft huff escaping his lips as you ran your hand along the silky skin. âWe donât have to do anything else, if you arenât ready. Iâm perfectly content having given you the pleasure you so deserve.â
âI told you I wanted you, Osferth. I meant that. I want you. All of you.â
Osferth pulled your hand away, kissing it before moving to settle in between your legs, the tip of his length prodding at your inner thigh before he guided it to your entrance. âJust tell me if you want to stop, for any reason. Promise me.â You sealed your promise with a kiss, nodding to him and he nodded back before very slowly pushing himself inside you, the both of you letting out gasps at the feeling. âOh Lord aboveâŠâ He groaned, bottoming out and stilling, burying his face in the crook of your neck, giving you however long you needed to adjust, but you found you didnât need much time.
You whined, trying to cant your hips to get some very needed friction, but Osferth was too heavy. âPleaseâŠâ
âIâm afraidâŠif I move so soon, I will not be able to last for very long, my love.â He spoke, his voice and body shaking. âI wantâŠI need this to last.â
âHey,â you lifted his head, looking at him lovingly, the flames of the fire shining in his bright blue eyes, âthis will not be the first and last time we make love.â
âYou donât know that. I fear danger lurks around every corner now. We arenât promised tomorrow.â
You kissed him, trying to push all his worries away. âThen make love to me as many times as you can.â
âPlease?â He whined.
âPlease.â
You cried out loudly as Osferth began to thrust into you wildly, moaning just as loudly with you, his cock hitting you in just the right places, the loud slapping of wet skin making your cheeks flush with heat. Your walls squeezed him perfectly, almost sucking him in deeper. Every ridge and every vein you could feel drove you wild, that same sensation building in you yet again. If you werenât in such a pleasured haze, youâd be worried who might be able to hear you and Osferth, just from your moans alone.
âOh, God, love. Feels so good. You feel so good.â Osferth groaned, his cock twitching inside you. âFuck, Iâm gonna come.â And before you could reach another peak, he pulled out quickly, his warm spend shooting out of his tip, white streaks coating your stomach. âOh, fuck, Iâm sorry.â He moaned breathlessly, his blissed out expression the most beautiful thing youâve ever seen.
âYouâre beautiful, Osferth.â You whispered, the borderline predatory look in his eyes making you shy.
âYou almost came again.â He spoke apologetically.
You smiled. âItâs alright. You already took care of me once.â
ââS not enough.â He growled, lowering his face to your weeping cunny and before you could ask what he was doing, the words were stolen from you as his tongue licked and sucked at your nub, your denied peak building back up rapidly at his talented mouth.
âOh, OsferthâŠâ You almost sobbed, overly sensitive but not enough that you wanted him to stop, and from the moans he released, it seemed he was taking as much pleasure from this as you were.
âCome for me, my love. Please.â He begged, his words and moans causing vibrations against your mound, the pleasure overwhelming and all encompassing, your peak spilling on his lips and tongue.
Osferth rested against your inner thigh, his hooded eyes watching your cunt quiver and spasm as you came down from your high, the urge to dive back in almost too overpowering. But he withheld, coming back up to lay at your side with a crooked grin. âAre you okay?â
âHow many times have you asked me that tonight, do you think?â You teased, catching your breath and moving to lay on his chest, listening to the steadying beat of his heart.
âIf youâre annoyed with how many times I asked? Then just enough.â
Needless to say, neither you or Osferth got much sleep that night.
By the time everyone else returned for Osferth, the pair of you were inseparable. Where you go, he goes, and vice versa. It didnât take a genius to see how disgustingly in love the two of you were. And neither of you expected to get away without a little bit of teasing.
As Finan watched the two of you, his words escaped him before he could even stop himself.
âSo, whenâs the wedding?â
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