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if you do write for pjo, i was hoping you could do one with percy jackson where the reader is just a depressed or has a very gloomy mentality and is just taking a shit on the gods for robbing her from everything she could pottentially have and its just a scene where percy is slowly heeling her. could it be from angst and transition to fluff. also loved the prompts, can't wait to start requesting em.
𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜
fandom- Percy Jackson and the Olympians
pairing(s)- percy jackson
a/n: hullo, I'm tryna start writting agin cause i've been having a block and i have currently finished my midterms and im ready to cry after recieving my results on monday, so its all rushed and i barely have time to post but this has me screaming and crying all at once, also first ever pjo wriiting, yay requests are forever open, luv, teddy
requested- yes
currently playing- forever favourite
warnings- okay so its results season and that is why i this is written with such despair. idk what's wrong with but i'm tryna get back on my flow and i keep getting pushed down. its pretty obvious how sad she is, and its kinda depressing lol and deffo not reflecting on the shit going through my head lamoo
there was a pit in your stomach, a dread. they always say that the gray clouds that reign the sky have always symbolized burden, maybe despair even but it felt an extent of emotions of the ones who have given up every inch of themselves, furious, enraged and vengeful.
maybe that’s what you should have felt.
did i deserve to feel angry? am i a victim or someone who’s expected too much from the world when having nothing to her name?
pity should have filled you, watching the hopeless pray. its as if believing the gods of all people would have pity for anyone.
but were you not just the same?
every day you wake up to have hope crushed within you just for it to painfully reassemble itself unconsciously within you. a weed that never would stop corrupting every fibre of you.
your body pressed against a pole, attempting to take a figure of someone unbothered, but her heel bouncing up and down gave her away.
a strong arm grabbed her hand causing a twirl. panick begans to bleach your thoughts until his face came into view.
his absolutley stunning and boyish face with the prettiest dimples. his smile extended warmth and hope. he was brainwash, he melted away all the rational thoughts. the one that calculated, how long, what next, till when.
“hi gorgeous” an arm went around your shoulder to pull the heavy book bag of of yours to his.
“hullo handsome” you replied, a smile contagiously spreading, your arm wrapping around his bicep.
it'll be okay