Please Dont Bully Me. - Tumblr Posts

guys. I wrote something in my other blog...

kinda angsty, but i was going through it at the time let me be.

i posted it a few days ago in honour of ms NIKI releasing "Buzz," I just wanted to share it here too :]

what we could have been

I wonder at times what we would be if it hadn't ended like it did. my friends talk about you, unintentionally letting me know that you have been okay. I am glad you're well, but it's aggravating how much I still think about you.

Are you working two jobs now? I heard you got a new job, I thought you quit the first one, but I saw something that could indicate otherwise. Take care of yourself, it could be quite hard to balance many responsibilities at once. And taking it from me, it is very tiring on both the mind and body. That was kind of how we slowly started to grow apart.

I also heard one of our friends finally met someone, I bet you have too. A little part of me wants to hope you haven't, but what am I saying? you are a great and kind person, they would be lucky to talk to you.

I genuinely wish you all the best in your future endeavors. Maybe some day we actually do cross paths like we talked about the first time, if not, I hope we can at least support each other quietly from a far.

Maybe one day, if when we both look up at the sky, you wonder what we could have been too.

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a/n: hello hello~ this was actually written in my drafts a couple weeks ago, but in honour of NIKI’s album “Buzz” coming out today, I decided to post it because of Paths hitting way too close to home…. LIKE TELL ME WHY SHE BASICALLY WROTE IT FOR ME- (sorry, my bad)

honestly tho, how is it possible that this song (AND HONESTLY THE ALBUM) came in just at the right moment, I love NIKI guys. I’m sorry. I don’t talk about her on Tumblr much, but I love her songs sm. Anyway, I hope you liked it 😔😵‍💫