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Gender and orientation has always been a wonky thing for me. I've never really understood how I feel or what I want. It's one of those things that's heavily feelings centered and that's been difficult.

I've settled in aroace and agender but doesn't always.. fit.

I struggle with romantic attraction, and especially others having feelings towards me. But I still get lovesick fantasies of Wattpad like stories of falling for someone and having a cheesy romance with them. But I've proven to be uncomfortable with that time and time again!

And gender is its whole other can of worms that I just will not touch because it confuses me far too much.

I know I could just forgo the labels and things will fit better, I could just not care about what I am and who I am or am not attracted to. But there's just something so comforting about having a label that fits, on those days where it does feel right.

When it fits, it feels like my favorite jacket. When it doesn't, it feels like the jacket is soaking wet and also 3 sizes smaller than it used to be. But it's still my favorite jacket.

I hope that makes sense.

Ahhhhhh--They're both sooo prreeetttyyyy!

*cough* Um ... sorry 'bout that. Anyways, as you can see, I decided to draw Vinnie and Nikki! I'm actually really pleased with how this turned out!

So, I hope you guys like this!

Have a good day, and peace out! ✌