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Ride Or Die - Chapter 3 (M)

— pairing | Jeon Jungkook /Reader

— word c | 10.181

— genre | Mafia au!, angst , Smut.

— summary |  He seemed to have come out of a museum for being so handsome, it seemed to be that badboy coming straight from the teen movies, but as you go deep into his life, you realize he was not a badguy just to annoy his parentes. He was not a Badboy, but a BadMan. He sold drugs and his friends too. He commanded a dangerous, feared gang.And you fell madly in love with him, almost leaving your life and everyone you knew behind, to be with him..

— warnings/tags | Adult content, Violence, drugs, alcoholic beverages, explicit sex, low slang words.

— disclaimer | myself and this fic DOES NOT condone violence, abuse, use of drugs, alcohol or any kind of crimes. This is a fanfic, an alternative reality, I have no intention of offending anyone. If that makes you feel bad, please do not read. In this fanfic the character is not abusive to the reader, and remember, what Jungkook does in this fanfic is not what he does in real life. Myself or this fanfic does not have any type of connection with BTS, Jungkook or Bighit. Hope you like it.

— Ride Or Die - Character Biography.

01 | 02 | ‘03′ | 04 | 05 | 06 | 07 | 08 | 09 | 10 |  11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 |

The next day, you told Jungkook that he didn’t need to pick you up, ‘because you would go on the school bus. As soon as you left your room, your parents started talking to you, but you just ignored them and left the house waiting for school bus to arrive. It was starting to drizzle, so you pulled the hood off your sweater and sat down on the sidewalk.

“Honey, can we talk?” Your mother's voice caught your attention, making you sigh and lower your head, putting it in your hands.

"I do not have the patience for complaints and demands now, mom.”

"Do you know how worried we were when we saw that you had left home and had not come back?"

"If you had not taken my cell phone, I could have warned you."

"We're doing it because we want a good life for you. Because we are your parents and we want a promising future for you, not that you end up pregnant from a punk and unhappy.” She said, but you ignored her again. “All right, I tried. Anyway, after graduation you go to Australia, go to college in Sydney ...” And you stopped listening there. The dilemmas in your head were driving you crazy. Your parents wanted to send you to another country, away from the man you love. The man you love was a drug dealer and you didn’t know how to feel about it, didn’t know how to deal with it. The bus came so you got up and went, leaving his mother talking to the wind. Once arrived at the school, you took what had to get in your locker and went to the classroom.

You had physics as your first lesson. And as always JungKook was there. You didn’t talk to each other, and he did not try to get your attention this time. When the bell rang, you got up and was leaving the room, but the pain in his chest made you stop. Looking back, you saw JungKook sitting at his desk, his arms propped up on the table and his head in his hands, visibly uncomfortable and upset. You wanted to say something, wanted to go to him and hug him tightly, saying that everything was fine, but you were as uncomfortable as he or maybe even more, so you just took a deep breath and left the class room.

Thus were the following schedules.

In the lunch, instead of sitting with him, you sat down with your friends., who were surprised and started to ask questions that you couldn’t answer so you just said that you guys had fought.

“He's been staring at you ever since you sat down here. It seems that he wants to talk to you a lot or that he's very angry about something.” Suhee said. You moved your head, looking over your shoulder. He was sitting the way he did every day. Anchored on the back of the chair, feet on the table, head slightly hanging to the side, one arm propped over his chest and one hand over his chin. He was staring at you from top to bottom, as he used to do when you did not yet talked with each other.

“He'll get over it.” You said turning to look at her friends. “Look, I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Is everything alright?” Becca asked holding her hand, seeing that you had red cheeks and noticed your wet eyes. You denied shaking your head as the tears that you were trying hard to hold since you woke up, began to fall. Becca and Suhee took you in a double hug, running their hands down your arms and back. Even if you've moved away a little from them, by the different style of Jungkook's life, they still loved you as their best friend. “Let's go to the field, we can talk there.” So the three went up. You kept your head down as you passed Jungkook, and he frowned, seeing that something was wrong, and when he heard you sniffing, he got up quickly, following you and the girls out of the canteen, and grabbed your wrist pulling you once against him.

“No!” You exclaimed loudly pulling his arm back, moving away from him. He stood there in shock looking at you with surprise in his eyes. You'd never denied him to touch you. You pursed your lips and moved away from him quickly with your friends, leaving him static and actionless.

“You want to tell us what's going on?” Suhee asked as they sat on the stands. There were so many things you wanted to put out at the time, but you knew you could not talk to them, even if they were your friends.

“My parents want me to break up with Jungkook or they will send me to Australia after graduation." You said wiping the tears with the sleeve of your blouse.

“What?” The two shouted together.

“And what are we going to do? What are you going to do? Are you going to break up with him?”

“I would never do that." You said it loudly and then you stared at the court in front of you, as if a light was burning in your mind. That was always the answer. Even if you were very angry and upset with him, you still loving him and would do anything for him, even if it was at least trying to understand what he did and why he did. “I don’t know what I'm going to do about it, but there's no chance of me ending it just because my parents do not like him. And I'm not going to Australia either. I'll fix it. I'm just annoyed because the first time I find someone who doesn’t want to just get into my pants and hurt me, but rather that loves me, my parents want to ruin my happiness.”

“Come on (Y/N), look at their side too. Your sister left home years ago and now you're technically their only daughter, they just want the best for you.” Becca said.

“And let's agree that Jungkook is not exactly the parent's favorite type to date their daughter.” Suhee said. “From what we know, he does not care to be polite in front of them, he always has that expression of who hates the world and that if he could, he would set fire to everybody. They're right to be worried. Your boyfriend, despite being beautiful, has a psychopathic face sometimes. It’s scary”

“I do not think he is scary, And I understand that, but they have to understand that I love Jungkook and there is nothing in this world that will make me stop loving him.”

“You're only seventeen, (Y/N). In two months you will be eighteen and in four you will be in college. You will be surrounded by beautiful and hot men, and when someone asks you ‘How's Jungkook going?’ you'll answer ‘Who's Jungkook?’“ Sehee said making you and Becca look at her. “What?”

“Are we talking about Badboy Jungkook or another Jungkook we do not know, Suhee? Because forgetting him is something out of the question for anyone who has ever had him on their way ... Not wanting to lust after (Y/N) boyfriend, but he's a whole path from the bad way.”

“You understood what I meant.” She said rolling her eyes. “We are young, you can say that you love him today, but tomorrow you may be in love with another, you know?  So is it really worth fighting with your parents, those who take care of you since you were born, just for a guy?”

“Yes, Suhee, it's worth it. And just as you say that this may be just another crush, I say it's not. Something deep inside me tells me this is true, and that maybe I'll never stop loving him, and honestly, I don’t want to stop loving him.”

“We understand you, dear.” Becca said hugging you aside once more. You begin to feel better by taking it off your chest, but still lacked something. You had to clarify things with Jungkook. “Tomorrow we still go to the mall to see our prom dresses, right?”

“Sure, we will.”

After the conversation ended, you three returned inside the school when you heard the ring belll. You were walking towards the classroom, when you saw him walking with his shoulders down, hands in his pockets, bumping into the other students and not even bothering to apologize. Normal. He was upset for making you feel that way. You bit your lips and walked toward him, determined to talk about it all once and for all. When his eyes fell upon you, he stopped walking and stood watching you approach. When you were close, you reached out, grasping his wrist and pulling him toward the exit of the school, taking advantage of being tumultuous. He didn’t say a word despite being curious about what you were doing. When you reached the parking lot, you released him and approached his car, turning to him as you opened the passenger door.

“Take me for a ride.” You said and got in the car. He did not hesitate and did the same, taking the car out of the school parking lot and away from there at high speed. As he parked in a higher area away from the city, overlooking the buildings, and without anyone disturbing your conversation, he turned off the engine and the two of you fell silent.

You turned on your side, folding your legs and setting them on the bench as you stared at him.

"I want you to tell me everything." You said making him sigh and look at you, analyzing you one more time.

“Are you sure you want to know everything?” He asked cold, needing to know if you really wanted what you were asking. You took a deep breath before answering.

"If I was not sure, I would not be asking you to tell me, would i?"

“I don’t think you're ready for that.” He said looking away, making you laugh disbelief.

“Don’t tell me what I'm ready for or not, Jungkook. I didn’t sleep at night thinking about it, I didn’t pay attention in class and I was thinking about what to do until Becca and Suhee took me to the field to talk to me about why I was crying.”

“Did you tell them?”

“Do I look stupid to you? ‘So girls, my boyfriend besides being a fuckboy is a drug dealer’” You said sarcastically rolling your eyes. “I just told them that my parents want to send me away if I do not break up with you and that's when I realized that I had spent too much time thinking about it, since the answer to all this is more than obvious.” So he looked at you waiting for you to finish speaking. You could see the fear he had in his eyes, and he knew it was the fear of losing you. Afraid you'd say at that moment that you did not want anything else with him, that you wanted to break up, that you did not love him. “I love you, Jungkook, and I'll never leave you.” You finally said and you can see the tension coming off his shoulders as he hid his face with his own hand, hiding the relief of hearing your words, hiding the smile that was inevitable at that moment. "But you must tell me everything, I need to know who you are."

"Can you wait? At least a few days? Until I find a right way to tell you." He asked, wanting to have more time to get a way to tell that besides being a drug dealer, he also killed the people who got in his way. In his head, he knew you would accept him the way he was, after all you loved him, but he needed more time. He needed more time to show you how much he loved you and to show you that he would do everything for you to stay together. To show that he was the right guy, the only one who should be with you.

"No, Jungkook, it has to be now." You said shaking your head in denial. "Let's get things straight now"

“Look baby, this is more complicated than it sounds, so I'll just say it's a family business. My father, besides being a judge, has a drug business, and I help to administer it.” He paused. “I can’t say much now, not because I don’t trust you, but because it is something that involves other people besides me, and the less you know, the less dangerous it is for you.”

“Who else knows?”

“Hoseok, the guys in my gang, some cops who help us cover up, and some people in town.”

You were silent for a few seconds thinking about it. It was not possible that this was really happening.

“Why did you get into that, Jungkook? Did your father make you do this?” You asked taking his hand and placing it between yours, caressing. He stared at the gesture and his mind smiled at the thought of seeing you worried about him.

“No love, I didn’t want to live at the expense of my parents, since they wanted to control my life at all costs. So I told my father that I would take care of the traffic on the south side of town with some friends, and that he would have no more power over me. Honestly, I just wanted to kill him, but if I did, I'd have to take care of business and I do not have the patience for it.” You were taken by surprise with the seriousness in his voice when he said that he wanted to kill your own father. You could not tell if he was being serious or ironic, so just remained silent. “That's when I left home, I set up that house for myself and met Hoseok who came to live with me a month later.” He said without taking his eyes from your, showing that he was being completely honest with you. You lay back on the bench and took a deep breath, you were confused again.

‘Maybe I should tell her. She loves me, she will not leave me because of the truth. She will continue loving me even knowing what I do. She seems well by now’. That's what he thought.

"I don’t do just that." He said drawing your attention again. He could see the worry in your eyes. He should be careful with the next words, you were not like him, you felt everything that humans felt, but he did not. “Sometimes me and the guys do some work, and I have to hurt some people in those actions.”

“What do you mean by hurt? Hurt how? You…” You asked, letting go of his hand and frowning at him. That's when you started thinking about what he was talking about. No. He would not do that, would he? Panic began to settle in your body, and the idea that your boyfriend could be a killer left you terrified, and made you throw your body involuntarily back away from him. He kept quiet waiting for you to finish the sentence, but you didn’t, just opened the door and got out of the car, walking away a few steps and trying to get you breath back to normal.

While doing this, you remembered all the times he fought at school, had never seen even a flash of regret, fear or any other emotion that was not anger in his eyes. When Jungkook was in a fight, he was there to win and did not care about the damage he would cause to the one he fought with. You thought that was part of his explosive personality but never thought he could kill someone. You did not want to think about it any more, but the only thing that came into your head in that moment was Jungkook's words and all the fighting scenes you'd seen since he entered school. It was making breathing difficult. You brought your hand up to your chest, feeling as if you were about to have a panic attack.

Jungkook had gotten out of the car and was slowly moving toward you. He didn’t understand your panic. Had he said something that made you feel threatened? Were you afraid of him? But he would never do anything to hurt you, so why were you scared? Should he have waited to tell you that? Maybe he should not even have told you.

“Baby.” His voice pulled you out of your thoughts as he cupped your chin, forcing you to look at him.

“Have you ever murdered anyone?” You asked in broken voice, silent tears streaming down your cheeks.

‘I told you that you were not prepared to know everything, baby. Why did you insist? Stubborn girl.’ He thought.

“No.” He lied. You let the air out with relief and your legs weakened as well, forcing you to hold onto it so you would not fall down. “But I hurt almost to kill.”

Your heart went to your stomach as you heard those words, making the tears begin to fall faster. At that moment you had no strength at all. He pulled you into a hug and you did not have the strength to pull away. What would you do?

“I ... I-I can’t do this.” You spoke after a few seconds, moving away from him, getting his confused look. “It's too much information. And I can’t.”

“Are you ... Are you breaking up with me? Are you going to leave me?” He asked confused, looking at you wide-eyed. "But you said you would never leave me. You love me. Why do you want to leave me? If you love me, you can’t break up with me.”

And you were even more confused. He hurt people, hurt until almost kill. Why did you feel that you could not live away from him, even knowing that he was violent up to this point?

“I need some time to digest all this.” She said taking a few steps back, running a hand over her hair, nervous. “Damn you're a fucking drug dealer who beat up people. I-i was not ready for this. I'm not ready to move on with you after hearing this, I need some time to know if this is really what I want for my life.”

He looked incredulous, almost unable to believe what he was hearing. Why was you acting like this with him? What had he done wrong?

"You can’t accept me like this? But you love me! Just think with me, if anyone can love a vampire knowing that he kills to feed on blood and lives well with it, why can not you accept me like that?”

You brought your eyes to him, opening your mouth in shock. Was he really asking you that? Did not he understand that what he did was a bad thing?

“You hurt people, Jungkook.” You shouted. “Shit! Imagine the fuck you'd do to me if we fought ugly. Imagine what you could do to me now, damn it.”

“Are you afraid of me? I would never put a finger on you, to hurt you, baby. You are the most important thing I have in this fucking life.” He said walking up to you, pulling you by the wrists, holding you against him, grabbing your chin, forcing you to look at him. “I love you, and I will protect you from everything and everyone, you do not have to be afraid of me. We're going to be happy together, I promise.”

"Then you'll give me that time. Please. I need to think.” You said. Jungkook let his hands fall to his side and let out a sigh, looking at you with disappointment. He clenched his jaw and looked away, turning his back and walking to the car, letting out an angry grunt and kicking the bodywork of the vehicle before turning back to you. He would always do whatever you wanted or asked for. You owned him, you controlled him, he was your puppet, your puppy. You commanded, and he obeyed.

“How much time?”

“I don’t know.”

“How long, (Y/N)?” He shouted, making you jump with fright. "How long will I have to stay away from you? How much time you need? Tell me and I'll give you this time.”

“I don’t know, Jungkook.” You yelled back. “I just found out that besides being a drug dealer, my boyfriend is almost a fucking killer, so I'm sorry if I'm not being totally coherent or if I'm not with my fucking head in place. Just... Just leave me at home, don’t try to force anything on me in the next few days, let me think, and as soon as I'm calm enough, I'll come to you. And I can decide what to do.”

Jungkook just shook his head in disbelief and raised his hands in surrender, walking to the car. Entering and slamming the door. He was so frustrated at that moment.

The next few days were strange. As soon as Jungkook left you in your house after that discussion, you did not talk any more. At school he hardly looked at you, he did not approach and you did the same. People began to comment that perhaps you had done, so that’s why you were like that.

On Friday, Jungkook was leaning in his car in the parking lot, cell phone in his ear, talking about something with Hoseok on the other end of the line. When he hung up the phone and put his hand on the door handle opening the car, one of the students approached him.

"Hey Jungkook, how's it going?" The boy spoke, making Jungkook slowly turn to him, one eyebrow raised, without any kind of feeling or expression on his face other than boredom. The boy was subtly intimidated by the unfriendly look Jeon gave him.

"Are you going to talk or what?" Jungkook asked in a cold, calm voice, but managed to be extremely rude at the same time.

"Well, since you and Kate are finished, I just came to know if there was any problem for you if I went out with her." The boredom in Jungkook's face and face was replaced by anger. His eyes darkened, while his cheeks turned red. He clenched his jaw and breathed deeply, with the vein in his neck getting the show. The boy in front of him widened his eyes trembling beneath Jeon's gaze. Oh boy, that was a big mistake.

"What the fuck did you just say?" Jungkook roared, slamming the door of the car he had opened, and grabbed the collar of the boy's shirt, pushing him back hard away from his vehicle. Some of the students who were there stopped to watch the tumult. "You want to go out with my girl, you little shit?" And so he hit a right hook in the boy's jaw that flew to the ground, groaning in pain. Jungkook walked toward him, intending to hit him again, but then he looked at the crowd and saw you standing there. He did not want to scare you any more than he had. He held the boy by the shirt and lifted him off the floor. “She's mine, we're still together. If I see you near her, I will do more than just punch you.” He released the boy, got into his car, and left.

Your parents were surprised Jungkook had not come to your house since Monday and they started questioning you if you were done with him, but you just avoided them saying that you did not feel like talking about it.

Your mother reminded you of the party he would have on the Sunday of renewal of the votes of his maternal grandfathers, who would have been 50 years of marriage, so you should not be late for a meeting with your friends on Saturday so you do not get tired the next day.

"I wish this town was not so boring on Saturday nights." Suhee said while the three of them were sitting at a coffee table in the center. You guys had taken a walk in the mall and were now sitting down to chat.

"It's true, we should go to some nightclub, or whatever." Becca said.

“And do what? They were not going to let us drink alcohol and we all know that a party is just a party if we get drunk.” Suhee said, and the two began to argue about it. You were looking out the window, thinking how much you missed Jungkook. It was weird. Nothing that you felt for him had changed. You still loved him. You still missed him. You still did not want to stay away from him. Maybe the decision you were about to make was wrong, maybe staying with him would lead you to bad places, but if he was with you, you would not mind. You'd heard of many stories of girls dating guys who had "jobs" like that, and never stopped to know what they had gotten with them, but you knew Jungkook would never do you any harm. You were still scared of everything, with all that dependency you were having. You were still frightened by the urge to be in his arms, but you was not afraid of him.

“I know of a place where we can go if you really want to drink and have fun.” You spoke, drawing attention to the two stopped arguing to look at you, waiting to continue. Hoseok was probably having a party that day, he always gave parties on Saturdays. "But for that, you'll have to let these attitudes of little girls aside."

“What? Do you happen to know any illegal bar selling drink to minors?” Suhee asked and you laughed. “Wait, is it in a bar?”

“No, it's a little better than a bar." You said getting up, leaving the money from your milk shake on the table.

“We will not get in trouble, right?” Becca asked as they followed you out of the cafeteria.

“That depends on your definition of trouble.” You said waving to a taxi approaching.

You did not tell them where you were going until the taxi driver stopped in front of Jungkook's house but across the street. You were right, they were having a party there.

"Are you sure you want to stay here? It's a very dangerous neighborhood for three lonely girls.” The taxi driver said looking at the three of them in the backseat. You laughed making your two friends look confused at you and really thinking about what the driver had said.

“My boyfriend lives in that house. We're fine, but thank you for concern” You said pointing to the house where was the party.

“Lady, you have a bad taste in men.” He said making you laugh and get out of the car, followed by the girls who were uncertain about it.

“Everybody says that." You said walking toward the house with your friends who were glued to you, almost as if they had glued their arms and hands.

"Are you sure this is safe?" Becca asked, seeing some people there looking at them strangely.

“But of course I do. Jungkook would not let anything happen to us”

"Correction, he would not let anything happen to you." Suhee said making you stop and look at them in disbelief.

“Girls, relax. Get out of this bubble of yours for one night. It's not because these people have tattoos and wear black that means they are bad people. It'll be fun, just follow me.”

So you turned and followed with the two inside the house. There were really lots of people there and some Arctic Monkeys music played on the stereo. You stopped for a moment, you looking for Jungkook or Hoseok, but you did not see them anywhere in the room.

“Hey." A boy of your height, with platinum hair, wearing a bandana on his forehead, black pants and a white t-shirt, approached you smiling. You had seen it somewhere, but you did not recognize it. "You're (Y/N), right? Jeon's girl?”

"Yes, it's me, and you ...?"

"I'm Yoongi." He said holding out his hand to you and saying hello. "I'm Jeon's friend." And so he looked at his friends from top to bottom, especially to Becca and smiled. "Looks like you brought us new food."

Your friends widened their eyes and nearly choked on their own saliva as you laughed at their reaction.

"New food meant new people for parties and not literally food." You explained, making them laugh in relief.

"Hey Kate. Hi ... Wow!" You turned to the one who was screaming and saw Hoseok passing through the other people and coming to you with a gigantic smile on his face. "Who are the little princesses?"

"These are Becca and Suhee, my friends."

"Jung Hoseok, pleasure." He said greeting them. "Glad you came."

"Where's Jungkook? I need to talk to him."

"He's in the kitchen drinking."

"Can you take care of them for a few minutes? I did not want them to be alone.” You asked them, who smiled and nodded at the same moment.

"Ladies." Yoongi said taking a step aside, showing them where they should go.. They both gave you a sly look before went with the boys.

You walked toward the kitchen, and after passing the sea of people, you managed to get there, where Jungkook had his back to the door, with a bottle of vodka in his hand and a glass on the table. So handsome. That's what a voice in your head said as soon as your eyes fell on it. He had thrown the hair back, half messy. He wore black pants, boots and a black blouse that left dug his biceps and muscular in evidence. You've come up with different ways to approach him.

“Hey, big boy." You said wrapping your arms around his waist, standing on tiptoe to get your chin on his shoulder. He jumped at the sudden touch and his muscles stiffened, but as soon as he heard your voice, and saw your face over his shoulder, he relaxed turning his attention to the vodka in front of him.

“Big boy?“ He mocked the nickname and took a sip of the drink.

“Miss me?” You asked and he laughed.

"Why would I? The house is full of women." He teased with a sarcastic smile on his lips, glancing over his shoulders. You opened your mouth in surprise at his response.

"Oh yeah? So I guess I'll have to find another badboy for me in the room." You said removing your arms from his waist and pulling away, then he turned and caught your wrist pulling you against him, holding your arms between the two of you.

"That was the stupidest question you ever asked me." He said with his face next to yours.

“Are you sure? Stupider than "do you prefer Aerosmith or Backstreet Boys"?”  He threw his head back and laughed.

"Yeah, even more stupid than that. Of course I missed you. You are my girl.” He said running his fingers over your cheek, caressing you as he stared down at your face. “ I’ll always miss you.”

“Can we talk?”

He nodded and took you hand, leading you upstairs to his room. As you entered, he closed the door and pointed to the bed, so you could sit down, but you shook your head. Sitting on the bed would suffocate you and you needed air to talk, so he just sat and stared at you with those black eyes that always liked to watch you, to analyze you, in clothes or naked.

"I have no idea what to say or how to say this." You began walking from one side to the other nervously. "I would really like it if you did not interrupt me, it's very difficult to stay focused. Right now." He nodded. “Okay, so, I'm not happy about what you told me about what you do and I honestly do not think I'm ready to get into your life. It is not right the things you did, but if you're willing to change some things, I can try. I'm willing to try. I'm willing to try to be with you even if you do these things, but I have a request to make.” He shook his head, begging you to continue. "I do not want you to hurt anybody else, you can keep selling, i do not really see a problem with this, but I do not want to be a killer's girlfriend. I do not want you to hurt people, I don’t want one day I wake up and you've been arrested for murder...”

“All right, I will not.” He said getting up at once and advancing you, catching you in the lap, placing your thighs around his waist and attacking your lips with a quick kiss. “I love you, I do whatever you want, as long as you stay by my side. Please do not leave me again.”

“I wont” You whispered.

You would not lie and say that you did not want to have sex with him at the time, but your friends were downstairs and if you knew them well, they would freak out if you did not show up.

"Becca and Suhee are in the house, they are with Hoseok and Yoongi, I can not leave them alone.”

"They'll be fine." He whispered walking to bed with you in his arms, threw you on the mattress and climbed on top of you, pressing his cock against her intimacy with force. You moaned to feel it so hard. "I missed you, and I know you missed me too, please, baby, I'm so hard for you.” He said as he attacked his neck with kisses and bites, making you roll your eyes and forget what you were going to say. “You want me to beg you to let me fuck that cunt?”

Beg. You've never seen him beg for you.

"Yes" You answered and he raised his head, looking at you with lust in his eyes. Then he kissed you, down the kisses down your chin, bringing his lips to your ear and nibbling. Taking kisses to your neck, licking and sucking your skin. He lowered his kisses over her breasts over her blouse, and continued down to her thighs, where he pulled up his your skirt and lay between your legs, grabbing your left leg and attacking it with wet and hot kisses, licking and biting, making you grab the sheet with more and more force as he was going up the kisses, approaching your pussy.

“Please, baby." He moaned as he stroked over your panties. “Please, Let me fuck this pussy. Let me eat your cunt.” He pulled her panties aside, and took his tongue to her clit, licking and sucking slowly and gently. “Let me make this little pussy cum around my dick, I need it so much baby, let me make you feel good.” And so he increased the speed of his tongue movements, making your moans grow louder as you threw your head back and arched your back. Taking your hands to his hair, holding them while you move your pussy against his mouth. “Yes baby, ride my face, fuck my mouth"

“Fuck Jungkook.” You cried. “Fuck me, now.”

He stood up, unzipping his pants and pulling it down with his underwear, climbing over you, positioning himself, and thrusting into you. You screamed with the feeling of being filled by his dick. You pussy pulsed around him, begging for an orgasm.

“Damn baby, you're so tight. I missed that, I missed you.” He said starting to come in and out hard, making you moan loudly and squirm under him. With each movement he pushed himself deeper and deeper into you, burying his cock in your pussy, making you grasp his arms and scream. You were so excited that you would come soon.

“More, please”

“You want faster baby? Harder and deeper? Do you want me to make you cum so hard that you're going to scream my name louder than the music and everyone at this party will know who makes you come, baby?”

“Yea-ah”

“Put your legs on my shoulders." He ordered, pulling your legs up, resting your calves on his shoulders, making your hip rise. So he began to thrusting harder once more, rolling his hips, hitting your weak spot. You grabbed the pillow when you felt the orgasm approaching. You took Jungkook's hand and placed it on your neck. He got the message and squeezed your throat, choking you. “Yes (Y/N), come around my cock. Cum while I fuck that tight little pussy. Scream my name, baby. Let everyone know who makes you feel good.”

“Oh fuck Jung-oh fuck me, oh my- Jungkook” You screamed when you felt the orgasm taking over your body. Jungkook released your neck and continued pumping at you until he's cumming too, moaning your name and lying on top of you, panting, tired and sweaty.

“I love you” He whispered coming out from you, and hugging you.

After getting cleaned, you got dressed, and went back to the party even though Jungkook was asking to stay with you in the bedroom or somewhere where no one would disturb you.

“So, what do you think?” You asked as they approached the four friends. The four of them had glasses of drink in their hands and smiled. That was a good sign.

“It's better than I expected.” Becca smiled.

"I thought you were different." Suhee said. "I did not think you guys were cool like that.”

“What did you think we were doing? Human sacrifices and we bowed in front of a pentagram worshiping the devil?” Yoongi asked sarcastically.

"Actually, yes." She shrugged, making them laugh.

“Most people think so, don’t worry” Hoseok said putting his arm around her shoulders and giving her a comforting smile. “The important thing is that now you know us and we can be friends…... or more than that, if you like.” He said causing Suhee's cheeks to redden.

You then got together and the six of you were together, talking, laughing, playing and even dancing. Except Jungkook, he just stood behind you while you danced. That's when Yoongi gave the idea of going for a ride. Everyone was drunk, but you always relied on Jungkook's skills in driving, and he was the one who drank the least there.

The six entered the Dodge 78. You and Jungkook at the front while the four of them squeezed in the back seat. Becca ended up having to sit on Yoongi's lap that did not complain for a minute. It was in Hoseok's face that he was interested in Suhee, but she was plunged too deep into past dramas to realize that. Meanwhile, Jungkook could only think of how happy he was to have you back, it was the hardest week he had since leaving his parents' house. ‘I know she'll understand someday, someday she'll accept me the way I am, and even like what I do, after all she loves me, and when we love a person, if we need to, we change for her.’ He thought.

"I want a lollipop." You asked, whimpering at Jungkook that came out of the thoughts and laughed mischievously.

"I have one here, if you want, you can suck it."

“Yah Jeon!” You said slapping his arm, and he laughed and turned the wheel, taking the car to a nearby gas station. He got out of the car and you accompanied him, going around the vehicle and jumping on his back, making him give a silly grin and grab your legs that were at his waist, carrying you into the convenience store. When they entered, the attendant gave them a suspicious look, but then lowered his eyes to the book of crossed words that was in his lap.

"Do you think they might end up wanting something more serious with the girls?" You asked after he put you on the floor and walked towards the candy session. Jungkook arched his eyebrow and looked at you for two seconds before laughing

"They just met, and no, I don’t think so."

"Yes, but they can meet and end up liking each other, right?” You said taking a bag of strawberry lollipops with whipped cream, looking Jungkook again who laughed again shaking his head, denying, leaning against the shelf, sticking one hand in his pants pocket.

“Do you really want your friends to get involved with gang guys?” He asked, making you stop to think a little. It was not exactly your choice, if they started hanging out together, you could not forbid them.

“Well, I brought the two to them, so if they decide to go out together, I can not stop them.”

“Even if they have sex today, they will not start dating. Hoseok and Yoongi don’t date, none of the gang's guys besides me have a girlfriend. They don’t like to compromise and that makes things easier. Without bonds, has nothing to lose. Not to mention that it's more fun for them to fuck and leave, without having to worry about anyone. I was like that too. I did not like to compromise either.”

"What changed?"

"You made me obsessed with you." He said pulling you into a kiss before taking you toward the cashier.

After touring the city, buying drinks, getting drunk even more, singing aloud the lyrics of the songs that passed on the radio, making noise and mess in the street, around two in the morning, Jungkook parked the car in a park on the other side of town. This park had a lake and in it could see the reflection of the moon and the stars. You both liked to go there sometimes, to lie down and look at the stars. You took a sheet that Jungkook used to carry in his car, and stretched it under a tree, where everyone gathered to chat while some songs still played not too loud on the car stereo, just to have a soundtrack actually. And while everyone was talking and laughing, Becca and Yoongi moved away a bit as they headed to the car, where Yoongi leaned in front of him and pulled Becca towards him, kissing her.

Suhee at that moment was also a little away with the phone in hand and you already knew what she was thinking, so you got up leaving Jungkook and Hoseok talking and walked to your friend who was drunk and whimpering alone to the phone.

"Tell me you're not texting Brad's idiot." You said approaching.

"Not yet, I'm deciding for what I will curse him ... I need a pretty ugly word that offends like hell ..."

"Seriously, Suhee!" You interrupted her by taking the phone out of her hand. "There's a fucking hot guy over there, and you want to send a message to your ex?" You said pointing at Hoseok who was crouched beside Jungkook, distracted in conversation.

“I don’t think he wants something with me. He's so ... Badboy ...”

“Come on! Hoseok!" You turned around and called the boy who stopped talking and turned to the two of you. "She's too motherfucker to take the first step, so do you want to do the honors?" Hoseok laughed and stood up, walking confidently towards you, so you stepped back to give way to Suhee.

“Come here, gorgeous.” He said pulling the girl by the arms and kissing her. Feeling satisfied, you went back to your boyfriend who was sitting with his back propped up on the big tree. You sat between his legs with your back against his chest and he hugged you, kissing you in the hair as you watched the other boy carrying Suhee toward the car.

"Hey, only me and (Y/N) can have sex in this car, you son of a bitch.” Jungkook shouted when he saw the two enter the back seat of the car, making you laugh and slap his arm embarrassed. “You know it will not go forward.”

“Yeah, but let them have fun. They will not delude themselves, at least I expect. And I know they will not hurt them.”

“How are you so sure? We are the bad guys, remember?”

“Yeah, but you're my boyfriend and they should know that if they hurt them, I will tell you to kill them.” You joked, making Jungkook frown for a minute, trying to figure out if you were just kidding. But one thing he knew, if you asked, he would kill anyone you wanted.

A little later, Becca and Yoongi amused themselves with something they saw on the phone, still in the car's hood. Jungkook had fallen asleep with you in his arms, and propped up on the tree. You just stared at the lake that reflected the light of the moon and stars while listening to the low Angel Aerosmith chords played on the sound. Suhee ended up sleeping in the back seat of the car, but since Hoseok did not sleep with whoever he had sex, he walked over to the sheet and sat there, watching the lake as you did too.

“Jeon told us that you already know what we're doing, and that's why you fought.” Hoseok said calling your attention to the new subject. “Look, I know it seems like we are the bad guys here, and yeah we are, but not all the time and we have our reasons for doing what we do.”

"I'm not judging you, Hobi.” Hoseok frowned, caught off guard by the name you used to call him. “I just ... It was a surprise to know that. That's all."

“Hobi?” He questioned, making you laugh.

"Yes, it's a nickname, get used to it, I always put nicknames on my friends" He just nodded and smiled. "You said you had reason to do what you do. Can you talk about it?”

“We had nothing to do, we had no choice. My parents always wanted to have a girl, but when I was born, they complained to me every day about how unhappy they were with me.” He began to tell you, turning to face you and crossing his legs. “Then my father died and my mother got married again, and this guy beat me whenever he could. Every day I got new bruises, my mother saw and never did anything to help me, maybe she was scared or just did not care. Once I arrived late from a class and he accused me of being late to not help with the house chores. He hit my head against the refrigerator door and left me almost fainted, unable to defend me, he sat me in a chair and put my arm on the table, grabbing a meat tenderizer and banging against my arm”

You almost choked on his words, shocked by the cruelty of his stepfather.

“I fainted and only woke up hours later, in the same place, all the lights of the house erased. The bastard went to sleep peacefully after what he did. I went to a hospital and when they asked me what had happened, I told them that my stepfather had broken my arm with a meat tenderizer, but he was a police officer and he denied everything, my mother said that I had a street fight, and that I did not like my stepfather, so I was accusing him. We went back home together and he beat me up again. But there came a day when I could not stand more and ran away from home. That's when I met Jungkook and he used his father's contacts to get me in business with him. Let me share the house with him not even know me fully. I was only seventeen at the time. Jungkook saved my life.”

"Oh my god Hoseok, I had no idea that this had happened to you, I'm sorry." You said it out of the arms of Jungkook, who continued to sleep like a stone, and leaned forward, giving Hoseok a strong hug that surprised him first, but then he returned the gesture.

"What happened to your stepfather? Did you get him sent to jail after that?” You asked, releasing him and sitting back between Jeon's legs. You can swear you saw a trace of darkness pass through Hoseok's eyes before he shook his head in denial.

"It's a story for another time. The fact is that all of us from the Century had very bad times and we were forced to leave our homes. It is not my place to say what happened to others, but when you meet them and you want to ask yourself, you will understand. Or we would take that chance on this branch, or we would die "

You then moved your head, looking back at the reflection in the water, thinking.

"You have no idea of the mess he turned this week." Hoseok's voice caught your attention again, making you look at him. “He did not sleep properly, and kept mumbling that he needed to see you, but you do not want to see him, that he wanted to hear your voice, but you didn’t even want him to call you. I've never seen him so broken as these days. I've never seen him like this. I never thought I would one day see him loving someone.”

“Why not?”

“Me and Jungkook have one thing in common, (Y/N). We both have a disease. I'm sure you've heard of the cousins of psychopaths. The sociopaths. We both have sociopathy.”

You stopped to think for a moment, that made sense. You were surprised but not scared and it puzzled you, because even though sociopathy was not psychopathy, sociopathy was directly linked to hostile and violent behavior, where the person suffering from the disease could not control his anger and his actions when he was extremely irritated. That explained a lot about Jungkook. About him losing his head in a fight and beating to really hurt, about him getting so angry and violent when someone tried to flirt with you, about his always preferring to stay away from other people and practically disregarding their existence as if they were trash rather than human beings. That explained why he did not seem to know the difference between right and wrong when it came to people, so he did not feel remorse or guilt for hurting anyone.

“Sociopaths have no attachment to moral values and are able to simulate feelings in order to manipulate other people.” You whispered a phrase you had read in a psychology book once in the library, frowning. It was not possible. He would not pretend to love you. "Hoseok, sociopaths can not have normal feelings ... They do not ... Sociopaths have disproved the feelings of others ..."

"There are some rare cases where people diagnosed with sociopathy can control their emotions without the use of medications. We managed to turn on or off our emotions. He chose to turn on the emotions and fell in love with you. But still he does not feel empathy for others and disregards everything that does not look right to him. If you're wondering if he pretends to love you, I can assure you that he does not. He trully loves you. And honestly, I think you're his trigger. You control him. And that's a good thing. That keeps him under control. Under emotions.”

Too muck information. You think.

“I love him more than anything, and even if some people say that this may be fleeting, I do not feel like that, I feel like every day, my love for him increases, more and more.”

“I know” He whispers. "I'm sorry to tell you all this, but you need to know what you're getting into."

“It’s okay. I appreciate you telling me these things and explaining to me. I feel better now. And honestly that's not what I'm worried about right now. I know he would never hurt me, or you.” And so your eyes fell on your hands, with sadness. “But two weeks is the graduation, and my parents are still with this stupid idea of making me break up with him or they send me to Australia. I still do not know what to do. I would run away with him, but I can not be selfish and ask him to leave everything he knows behind because of me.”

"Join us." he said, making you look up and look at him. "We have a job to do, a job we've been planning for months, and if it works out right, we're going to get a great deal. Joining the gang you will have the support of his father, and ours. Jungkook said that you now know how to drive, that he taught you. You can be our driver until we deal with other problems, and then we can use our fund to support you. You would not have to leave Jungkook or run away with him. You can continue here.”

Join Century?

"Am I going to have to hurt someone?" You asked uncertainly, and he denied it.

“No, no one. You just have to drive. Be our escape route in just one job.”

“Are you going to steal somewhere?” You asked, frowning, making him giggle.

"Not exactly, let's just take what's ours, that's not stealing.”

“Okay, I'm in.” You said not even get to think twice. Jungkook moved, wrapping his arms around you and smoothing his face against your hair, still asleep. “I do whatever it takes so I can stay with him.”

"Fuck!" Suhee screamed out of the car, startling all of you, making Jungkook woke up with a fright. "Did you see what time it is?"

"Hum, half past four in the morning." Yoongi said.

"My parents will kill me if they wake up and do not find me there." She said making you laugh at her despair.

"Keep calm, let's take you home," Hoseok said still beside you. You felt Jungkook's lips on your ear and turned back, seeing him smiling at you. An innocent smile, showing how happy he was to wake up with you in his arms. He could not fake it. You thought.

"I think we'd better go." You said giving him a peck and rising. Soon you had left the two in their houses, and now you were in Jungkook's house. The people had already left, and only the one who was in charge of taking care of the house while Hoseok was away, remained there, waiting for them to arrive so he could leave.

"We're going up." Jungkook said pounding highfive with the two friends who sat in the room with beer cans in hand. You waved at them and followed your boyfriend, up the stairs. "I think I'll take a shower first, you come with me?"

“Sure”

"You can wait there in the bathroom, I'll get the towels and clothes for you" He said giving you a kiss on the forehead and entering the room as you headed towards the bathroom. There you took off your clothes and went under the shower. As soon as he came in, he was entered under the hot water holding you. These moments were not very rare among you, although most of the time you had sex under the shower, sometimes you just liked to stick together. You then realized that it was already Sunday and later you would have your grandparents' party.

"Do you remember that my grandfathers have renewed their vows today?" You asked as he helped you clean yourself.

"Yes."

"Do you still want to go?"

"Do you still want me to go?"

"Yes." You smiled.

"Then I'll go, princess." He said helping you to rinse.

"Can I do something?" You asked as you ran your hands down his abdomen. He narrowed his eyes and looked down, to look at your hand that was now holding his cock. "It's always you who starts ..."

“I would love to fuck you now princess, but I want to do this in bed. I missed you too much to do something fast around here.” He said looking into your eyes as you massaged him, making him moan.

“Who says we're going to have sex here?” You asked, kneeling down and putting his cock in your mouth, making him moan again and grab your hair helping in the back and forth movements.

"You're playing with fire, baby." He said pushing his cock deep in your throat, making you choke for a few seconds before pulling him out and letting you breathe.

“I'm not afraid to burn me”

You ended up not sleeping that night, so after lunch together, Jungkook took you to your house. Before entering, you stayed in the car a bit, enjoying each other a little more.

“I love you.” He said through the kiss, stroking your waist, with you sitting in your lap. "And I still don’t understand what you did to me to make me such a fool, but I honestly don’t mind crawling for you.”

“You don't have to crawl for me, baby” You whispered kissing his forehead, raising slightly the body, resting your back on the wheel. You ran a hand through his hair, caressing it. "I love you too, so you'll never have to hurt yourself for me."

“(Y/N).” Your mother's voice yelling for you from the door of your house made you sigh with fatigue. You two looked at the porch by the windshield and saw her with her arms folded, waiting for you.

"Stay calm love, we will solve it all." He said caressing her face with his fingertips. "I'm not going to be able to get you to the party because I'm going to have to do something before, but I'll be there at 7:30 pm"

“Okay." You said, not wanting to think about what he might have to do on a Sunday, and prayed it was not related to his work. You gave him one last kiss before opening the driver's door and leaving, walking toward your house.

"I thought you was done with him." Your mother said as you passed by her and entered the house.

“I never said that, I just refused to tell you why he was not coming here and you came to the conclusion that we were finished.” You said up the stairs. “I'll take a shower and prepare my makeup and my clothes to the party.”

“Is he going?”

"Yes." And so you went in the room where you headed toward the closet. There you got a silver dress, with a entrance at the side and a zipper on the back. You had bought it just for that occasion. It had been a long time since you had seen your grandparents or the other people in your family, you were always more focused on your studies and your friends than on the people who had your blood. And after Jungkook appear in your life, that's when the interaction with them actually decreased. You headed for the bathroom to take a shower, but not before you turned on your stereo to listen to music while you began preparing to get ready.

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