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❝𝐈 𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧’𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐝 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐢𝐦.❞

↳ Part 8/10 of Loveless. See Part 1 for story description.

↳ Female reader x Changbin, female reader x Hyunjin

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! Strong language, explicit sexual content, heavy angst and tension, arranged marriage au, soulmates au, themes of cheating, mild threat, confrontation, descriptions of medical paraphernalia, pseudo-science, themes of virginity, pining, yearning, regret and poor decisions, no breaks this chapter, adult themes throughout !

「Part 1」 「Contents List」 「© August 2022 by jl-micasea-fics」

She did it.

She actually fucking did it.

Changbin shouldn’t be surprised. She loves Hyunjin, after all.

She’s loved Hyunjin since before Changbin even knew her, so really, it shouldn’t be any kind of twisted revelation that she took the opportunity to be with him when it was handed to her on a silver plate.

Hell, Changbin supposes he would have done the same thing.

If he were locked in a room with Elena and promised a single night of undisturbed privacy, he’d be more than eager to indulge without a second thought, losing himself in the girl he loves until morning.

But that’s just the thing.

He didn’t.

When he was finally faced with the girl he always believed was his one and only, he found himself unable to go through with it.

He wonders what it all means.

It wasn’t the fear of being caught that stopped him. No, Changbin doesn’t feel fear the same way others do; occupational hazard. It wasn’t fear of underperforming or anything so trivial as that; Changbin knows he’s a giver in all senses of the word. It wasn’t even that he wasn’t ready; it was all he was supposed to have ever wanted. To somehow make his mark on her that she might be reminded of him in the most fleeting or mundane of moments after they parted.

So yes. In theory, there was nothing stopping him.

Yet in practice?

Something did.

Something he doesn’t really understand himself.

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