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Guys, I might be Asexual?

Idk, I feel like I've dated people just to make them happy, and seeing them happy made me happy (bc of my ✨spicy memories✨ aka trauma). But, I only did stuff to make them happy. Like, I felt some kind of connection, but I feel that way towards everyone I meet, I blush around anyone because I wanna tell people everything about me and it excites me that I get to bond with people like that. I also don't feel like I'm getting into relationships because I love the person, I feel like I get into relationships because they asked me first and I said "sure, I guess we're bfs now," and just went along with what they wanted. Yeah, I kissed people, mostly because that's what people do in relationships, right??? I cuddled with them because I just like hugs. Now that I think abt it, I have never exactly romantically loved someone, I just said to someone "Wanna date, you make me really happy everytime I'm around you, so.. yeah?" And they said "Sure, I guess I like you too," and- idk, this is so confusing.

Like I know my sexuality is gay, but asexual? I'm not sure. Can someone help me with this?