Sometimes We Dont Have Anything To Look Forward To But We Have People Who Look Forward To Seeing What We Do And Achieve - Tumblr Posts

Could we see the pigeon earrings? If you're willing to share

I have nothing in life to look forward to anymore. All those posts about "it's never too late you have time 💕💕💕" can shut the fuck up because it's not true. Every year that passes that's less chance I can get married and have children. And I'm never going to be able to afford my own home, so I'll be an old maid rotting in a single room surrounded by stuffed animals and books and things I probably should have grown out of by now with nothing to talk about except my stupid craft projects and book plots. While my siblings and long-term friends are talking about important things, like how it feels to be pregnant and a mother and a wife. And I just sit there because it's just more things I'm not a part of and when people ask me "what's new with you" talking about "well, I made pigeon earrings and I read a book and my job is the same" suddenly feels quite trivial and pathetic.