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❝It Always Goes Like This (Siempre Termina Así)❞
❥ adareki, lovegear
✦ fandom: SK8 the Infinity
✦ rating: M
✦ language: English and Español
‼️ Contenido Sugestivo || Suggestive Themes ‼️
✦ tags: Hurt No Comfort, Angst and Feels, Break Up, Aged-Up Character(s), POV First Person, POV Third Person
Synopsis:
Reki Kyan and Ainosuke Shindo break up. || Reki Kyan y Ainosuke Shindo se separan.
✧ English Version
AO3
✧ Version Español
AO3 | Wattpad
That castle of a home that was Ainosuke’s cage had been empty for quite some time. Coming back to it now that his little robin was gone felt like walking on broken glass. There was a time where it wasn't always like this. When coming back home was something Ainosuke looked forward to each day. There was a time when he would be warmly welcomed. Always with a hug so tight and eager lips that begged to be devoured.
And that person that had claimed his heart had not been the one Ainosuke or Adam had been desperately chasing after. It had been the person Ainosuke least expected to see through him, to warm their way up to his heart until Ainosuke couldn't take him away from them.
Reki Kyan.
Every morning, Ainosuke would be woken up by sweet kisses that would turn heated and how Ainosuke loved to hear those breathy moans and sweet cries of his name coming from none other than his lover.
Ainosuke sat there, in that empty cage as he tried to wrap his head around why he couldn't have seen it coming. How Reki would bury his own sorrows in the beautiful garden that had seen better days. Withered away alongside the love between himself and whom Ainosuke once promised his eternity to.
Long ago, when Ainosuke could finally be himself to the fullest. When the halls echoed with a boy-ish laughter that illuminated his everything. Now, only soft sobs reverberated back as Ainosuke walked through those halls. Sobs he had caused. Time had slowed down for Ainosuke; it had stopped the moment Reki left.
Ainosuke was so numb to it all, so hollow he wasn't sure what to feel anymore.
The reflection staring back at him is terrifying. He can only see this monster of a man with blood on his hands, on his teeth and the blood had belonged to someone he loved so dearly. Someone he promised to cherish rather than break unlike what his father had done to his mother. Ainosuke felt so ashamed of himself, he could never see Reki in the eyes again. Or Masae, or the Kyan family in general.
Ainosuke had been blind to everything a long time ago. When a home had slowly become a cage, when freedom became shackles and playfully teasing had turned into arguments. Shouting matches that seem to end in Ainosuke having the last word and Reki slamming doors. Many kisses ago that rather than tasting sweet, tasted bitterly salty. When Reki had no other option but to cling onto Ainosuke as he held tight onto his wrists it bruised.
Now that Reki was finally out of his grasp; had escaped from that cage that Ainosuke himself never left, Ainosuke found himself walking around like a haunting ghost. Desperately clinging to a past that he had taken for granted. Ainosuke found himself in their shared bedroom, looking around to find even the smallest trace of when Reki was there. There was a book in one of his drawers, buried deep inside their clothes. Ainosuke blinked, pulling it out and walking over to his bed. Sitting down as he opened to read its content.
“Ainosuke, I never thought you of all people would be the one to sweep me off my feet. I have never felt so full and happy and loved. And oh, how I loved you so Ainosuke. I adored you when you would show sides of yourself you haven't shown others, not even Langa or Tadashi. I loved how your touch lit my whole body on fire, the way your lips would claim my skin and how you called my name so sweetly. I don't think I can love another man like I love you, but please, for the sake of both of us, I need you to get out of my life.”
Your one and only,
Reki.
The only one left in that cage was Ainosuke and the echoes of a time he had taken for granted.