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a cockroach sneaks into an art museum, ii
has anyone tasted the air before death strikes?
has anyone claimed onto canvas the moment before waves fall?
has anyone, like you, known intimately
the minute twist of emotions when
hot, fractious, unguarded wonder rots
into a disgust that flays you alive?
you have seen it run across the beetle-shine of your back
you have seen how the sight of your legs and your antennae, rigid with hair
latches onto happiness like a parasite
and flush it with terror and disgust
you have seen it all, the
nail-biting fear and fungus-green disgust
the technicolored nausea and the silver-sharp panic
you have seen the moment when waves fall
you have waited for the waves to fall
hold your breath and wait for the slightest hint of destruction-
but him, the young boy
the young artist with hands like violin strings, thrumming with potential-
and eyes full of hot, fractious, unguarded wonder
leaves you waiting
a wait that placidly trods far beyond its anticipated limit
and leaves you wondering
you have seen it all, the
fear and the disgust and the nausea and the panic
and you have tasted the air before death strikes
and the salt-spray before waves fall.
never have you tasted hope
never have you found a shard in time where you are the most human thing in somebody’s eyes
never have you become something worthy of wonder
something worthy of being known
![A COCKROACH SNEAKS INTO AN ART MUSEUM
and crawls across the marble
floor into its first exhibit.
it has seen the birds of the air
soar across the infinite sky,
and the soft green cushion of
the tree leaves they call home;
it has seen the wonders of nature,
and all the beauty it has to offer──
but it wants to find the quiet grace
of humanity. and so it watches the
crowds of people stare in wonder
at the exhibits hanging on the walls,
watches the children laugh at abstract
faces, watches the college students
study each work for their next paper,
watches the comings and goings of it all.
but it finds an old woman with tears
in her big, brown eyes, as she gazes into
a painting with the kind of love that
can only be requited.
and though it's
curious about the kind of painting
that would garner such a reaction──
it finds it cannot tear its eyes away
from the woman who is her own
kind of masterpiece
and it watches her, finally understanding
that humans, too, are as awe-inspiring
as the flowers that dot the
landscapes it knows so well.
but the woman sees it.
and the moment is ripped away.
she shrieks and tries to stomp it to death,
so it scuttles off back into the darkness,
its tiny heart torn in two.
and dreaming it could someday be seen
as beautiful as the people who want it dead,
the cockroach becomes the most human
thing in the whole building:
small and rejected and more than anything,
just wanting to be known](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e1f7c6232aeb883b28792106fc70388b/da7a0818876a7a79-ea/s500x750/0ecff2543cf7524f46c8b93a138cc92fd9ff5c4f.png)
a cockroach sneaks into an art museum by judas h. ( @judas-redeemed ) image id in alt
![Hey Everyone!!! Yesterday Ive Reached To 1.2k Followers On My Blog, So I Decided That Before I Have To](https://64.media.tumblr.com/3c060c2b97862e956b091c42ea6c814e/tumblr_ow0p1mxuQk1soxoleo1_500.gif)
hey everyone!!! Yesterday I’ve reached to 1.2k followers on my blog, so I decided that before I have to go on my trip I will do a quick follow forever. I’m grateful for everyone who decided to follow me despite the fact I have been on hiatus for so long and I haven’t been posting too much content. thank you very very much!
in an alphabetical order, here we go -
@andyzambie, @annalovesfiction, @ayan0-tateyama, @azuraai, @bakasasukee @bestboyyusuke, @bhion-chan, @bloodycarnations, @blue-and-gold-things. @boxthissideup, @breakfast-at-anteiku, @catsoul2, @coromoor, @delusional-lune, @dynamic-lover, @emzoroark, @fangirlingforeverz. @fanikirishima. @fattanionsama, @floralbreeze, @hamliet, @harleyquilt, @hinamikasa, @horitsuba, @jellieplant, @jeonhannah13, @jukitachan, @kaheis, @kaheis, @kenkamishiro, @kingkishou, @kirishimas, @ladywongs, @lilacflamesss, @lollyhaze, @madghoulworld, @mamasaiko, @nonsense-shit, @pomelopasta, @pseudocitrus, @queenkirishima, @reimz, @rozemaryblaze, @senju-swag, @spacegull, @taukirishima, @thefailednewsie, @thiccthighshaise, @tiredrenno, @togashimiko, @tokatorash, @toukadefensesquad, @toukatan, @vvngoth, @wanglang1313, @xnightdx.
I love all of your blogs very much and I hope you feel the same! also, if anyone thinks I’ve forgotten them I most likely just accidentally didn’t write your name since I’m in a hurry because of the flight. ;; sorry ahead of time!
hii ! ive just finished reading all ur works and i was wondering if you have any recommendations for ateez writers or fics ? thank you ! <33
owo thank you for reading all my works lmao JDJDJDJ (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤(◍•ᴗ•◍)❤ AND YES!
some fics that i vibe with currently (i have too many favs so):
[8:27pm] # kang yeosang. [5:44pm] # kim hongjoong. -> @kireiwoo
quarantine kisses (mingi) [09:29] (seonghwa) -> @mingkiii
i’m not doing anything (wooyoung) -> @suni-ho
[ 2:20 ] (yeosang) old passions and new hopes (san) -> @closer-stars (js,, i recommend every writing of hers,, much feels felt and her writing style is so up my alley uwu)
XIV. Detour (Wooyoung) -> @jeongyunhoed (the whole series is so good but i somehow cannot find the others anymore ;-;)
And writers i did not already mention! @hereisleo @moonchildsaurora @aasthrielle @treasure-hwa @yeochikin
ANYWAYS last but not least i need to shamelessly promote @ateezlovenet IT IS A TINY NET but if you're (anyone reading this) a cc,, please apply uwu