Thats Really Something Id Rather Avoid - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
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Drugs are so nice. The prescribed ones I have relaxed me to the point its almost like my (legal) edibles. So chill, so tired, so pliable - probably a lot more sensitive too now that head empty, thoughts null.
I really wanna have some fun when I'm like this. Take advantage of my lack of strength and pin me down, watch as I melt when you mark my neck with kisses, hickies, and bites. Grope at my chest and dick and listen as my breath stutters, silent exhales slowly turning to low moans.
Get me horny enough and I might start to get desperate for you to be inside. It'd feel so good to have a dick in that bonus hole, especially when mine is hard and craving company.
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im really drugged up rn i had to take my anxietybegone meds bc tomorrow is the consultation with possible top surgery surgeon
i really really hope it works out and easy and maybe even my insurance covers it bc im too broke to afford anything anymore
fuck plz let tomorrow work out i need these sacks of fat GONE i wanna walk n run around without being weighed down n dysphoric all the time
i really hope insurance covers it bc otherwise i might need to exit stealth mode on main just to try and get enough money and fuck
thats really something id rather avoid
... im totally clueless on how to make money
being unable to get a job sucks ass