The Woes Of A Tortured Soul - Tumblr Posts

I don't know why I do this to myself, but I have a confession to make.....

I love reading unfinished/abandoned fics. It gives me life to read the snippet of art that was bestowed to us by the author.

The only reason why I haven't written my own ending/continuation of the story is because I know that I can never live up to the original author.

I will never know how they would’ve continued the story and I know for a fact that I will finish the fic the exact same way I would with the other 1000 unfinished fics that I have read.

Every person is unique and their mind even more so and trying to figure out what they would have wanted from the story while being constricted by your own mind is pure torture. The knowledge that one can not become better while relying solely on themselves is the brutal reality of being human.

How I'm feeling rn bc of this post

The ship dynamic of "I love you but I will always choose the world over you. I love you but my conscience binds me to the greater good in a way I can never escape. I love you but I would sacrifice you to save the world if I had to, even though it would kill me and I would never forgive myself. I love you and a part of me wishes that I could be the kind of person who would sacrifice everything for you. But I'm not, and I never will be, and if you're going to love me I need you to understand that."