They Just Anger Me So Much. - Tumblr Posts
YOU GET IT. i love moon and solar i just want them being friends to be like, a separate thing instead of a replacement! i think their dynimic is really fun and interesting but it just hurts too much to enjoy.
also yes i agree completely i wish they could just be a happy little family so badly. -and side note, oh how i wish that nexus and eclipse could chat for a bit. cause i know it would never happen in the show, but imagine- guy who has to be a replacement/copy of his previous version, but is supposed to be better and put everyone’s happiness above his own and do whatever it takes to make them happy even to his own detriment; and guy who’s expected to act the same as the versions of him that came before and gets treated according to what the past versions did and just is supposed to accept it being that way?? they could bond
an di love earth she always gave me such happy good vibes and felt like such a comfort person but seeing how easily she dropped him just sucks when she’s done the opposite for everyone else that’s done stuff similar (and yet his actions are probably the least severe out of everyone’s and only happened once)
and back to moon- everyone is saying how awful and traumatic his experience with nexus was-
BUT WHAT ABOUT WHEN MONTY DID THAT??
like it’s always in the back of my mind how even if everyone knew what monty did to him that they most likely wouldn’t care. (what monty did being the ‘shocking him into unconsciousness so he could go in his head after nexus told him he didn’t want him to so he could plot with moon how to get rid of nexus and bring old moon back’ (bearing in mind that this all happened before nexus did ANYTHING.))
and also- this is mostly theory but i think most of nexus’s current actions aren’t even fully him, like i think the whole ‘trying to bring back solar by killing bloodmoon’ thing was him, but since being infected with the negative starpower he’s only been focused on getting wither shards, which i think is just what dark sun wants.
i think he’s just not doing what he wants anymore, i don’t think he’s in control of his actions fully. like i felt him shining through with the little speech to sun the other day, but everything else feels so off and just bad.
also that thing gemini said about negative starpower effecting people and that if they go too far they aren’t in control of their own actions and are in service to other beings? yeah i remember that very vividly.
okay, yet again i would like to acknowledge that nobody treated nexus like he was his own person, not once, but now that he’s doing bad things he’s suddenly completely different from moon?? like, he was held to such high standards and now that moon is going through it everyone suddenly decides they’re not the same anymore?
in the laes episode yesterday lunar and earth are like ‘None of us acknowledge Nexus as family anymore cause he tried to kill earth’ but moon abused sun for so long and that’s somehow not held to the same standard?? i would argue it’s worse personally. At the very least, Nexus wasn’t specifically going for earth, moon knew what he was doing the entire time he treated sun that way.
and now today on sams Earth talks about how Moon acted with KC and how Moon just wanted his independence and that him separating from Sun was his first time with his own decisions and free will.
that is exactly what’s happened (and is happening) with Nexus right now.
Nexus has had to be Moon since he woke up. well, he had a tiny bit of time to be himself before seeing how Moon was and knowing he was supposed to be that, but then he was just acting the same way Moon did out of necessity. He finally pushes to be himself for the first time now (albeit very violently now- though at first it wasn’t ) and yet everyone has treated this the same way since he started acting like his own person. they hate him now.
they don’t see him as family, they don’t see him as anyone they care about. a year of experiences and friendship, and family, and they give up any and all hope instantly.