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I'm having kin dysphoria again...

I can't stand to look in the mirror because I don't recognize myself right now. I don't look like the character I kin so it's all wrong, it's unfamiliar. My voice doesn't sound like my own, I just want *his* voice because anything else sounds fake. Just sitting here knowing I'm not him and I can't ever be him is physically painful and it's killing me.

Anyone else who experiences this, how do you cope with it?