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Wing Theory (not really im just thinking out loud)

Not having seen Aziraphale's wings since the end of season 1(chronologically speaking) has been haunting me. What would they look like after the appearance swap? After leaving heaven altogether?

Would they be black? Rejecting heaven and his angelic status resulting in his own choice to fall?

Would they still be white? A strong moral sense, a surety in what he's doing as the right thing keeping him from falling entirely(or just being God's specialest boy)?

Would they be gray? Not fallen per se, but still a bit on the fence? Caught between two worlds?Accepting that sometimes there are 'shades of gray?' (I think Crowley's would also be gray in such an instance maybe, which reminds me, im obsessed with what his wings might look like rn too.)

Do they even have wings anymore? Probably but I'm considering every damn possibility.

It's been making me wonder what's truly considered "fallen." I have more thoughts on the nature of falling itself but perhaps I'll save it for later.

Tell me your thoughts, I love wings!

recently, i've been contemplating. about life.

contemplating about dropping out of school, running away, cutting ties with people i dont want to associate with anymore, going to art school, getting a long-term girlfriend and moving in together with a cat or two, and becoming a tattoo artist to make a living, all of which has become very appealing these past few weeks.

this is where i want my life to end up. i want to be there now, but alas, i must endure the final years of school, the final painful years, yet important and memorable ones they'll be.

so i'll keep my little fantasy in my head, in hopes one day i'll get there.

imagine meeting him in this era and being the reason he finds out that he loves being dominated and pegged

frat rafe