This Might Be Confusing A Bit Because I Sat Down To Finish Writing This 2 Days After Starting - Tumblr Posts

hello, i’m alive, surprisingly. i’m sure most of you (at least my beloved mutuals) have noticed that i’ve been gone for a while, maybe opening tumblr to scroll and reblog here and there. i’ve been busy working on a.. project that might be over my ability, patience and communication skills a little and….. well, very lightly, has simply brought me a massive burnout and art block. it sucks. and i hate it because i’m craving creating things real bad

recently i’ve been trying to work through it, it’s taking time and i’m probably still recovering from the same thing from last year so let’s see how it’ll turn out being layered like this 0.oooo

the worst part is is that i’ve been.. missing a lot of stuff.. here i mostly mean sky, since most of you guys know me for my love of it….. it’s genuinely made me cry when i realized i missed igc items for the first time ever and even though they’ll return in a year it just made it clear to me that i’m in a bad place at the moment

even trying to just post this (hello me from 2 days ago who started this) makes me nervous. but what do you know, lots of stuff is happening in sky and i gotta get my shit together if i want to get any of it, so i gotta make commission posts (i believe one will basically be uploaded right after this). if you're seeing this from the commission post? dont worry, i will make you what you want quickly and efficiently. i guess im just nervous that i've been forgotten or made my friends here believe im ignoring them which isnt the case. i love you all, lets hope i can keep this up (staying alive and drawing)