Though Im Terrified That Im Going To Fuck Them Up By Passing My Trauma To Them Like My Father Did To Me - Tumblr Posts

I would love to adopt some children though… I’m terrified that I’m going to fuck them up by passing my trauma to them like my father did to me but I’m self-aware enough and I have better ways of coping than my father so maybe it’ll be alright and I can truly break the cycle plus I have a wonderful fiancé that I know will make an amazing dad to our children 🥰 I say adopt because I actually can’t bear any children of my own due to past surgeries to remove ovarian cysts that took both of my ovaries anyway. My fiancé and I would love to adopt kids someday ☺️