We Had Later Apologized As Did The Persecutor - Tumblr Posts
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we were in a discord server that claimed to be DID friendly
we got triggered and a protector lashed out because of it
we attempted to explain that we were triggered by someone else in the server and that they were emotionally abusing us
at one point a persecutor had lashed out at them because of the emotional abuse
that persecutor purposefully triggered our abuser
abuser kept record of that
we had later apologized as did the persecutor
however we were stupid and never kept any physical record of the emotional and social abuse happening to us
our abuser made it so that our host didn’t trust any of us even though we were well aware of the emotional abuse happening to us
but because we were showing the actual trauma signs of dissociative identity disorder they kicked us out
nothing was done to our abuser in that server
they got away Scott free
and then we were basically kicked from the fandom the server was linked to
pisses me off daily
we’re better off without those people but now there’s a link between our trauma and that fandom
we can no longer enjoy that fandom because a vast majority supports our abuser
there are plenty of amazing people in the fandom that weren’t in the server and are absolutely amazing people
love them to death
we still follow and like those people’s posts
but it sucks that a lot of people support our abuser because they’re said to have more trauma than us
which supports their emotional abuse of us and another system
we showed the trauma side of this TRAUMA DISSORDER and were promptly removed from the server and vast majority of the fandom :)
oh well
better off without those people anyway
it just sucks that our abuser never got punishment for what they did because they’re more traumatized than us
also sucks because my s/o was the one who suffered most of this emotional abuse