What's Even The Point Of Writing Stuff - Tumblr Posts

ugh writers block i guess? uninspired and stuff too what's even the point of writing stuff bluh i love bellies but cant even enjoy what i write venting now i guess lol maybe just poor timing with everything going on here guess just feel useless and dumb and selfish for some reason? have i even tried hard enough to complain even? lol i still debate just giving up writing and/or ocs all together because im so awful orz guess i had a lot on my mind lol sorry venting over blugh just leave me in a hole to rot what a spoiled brat i am to even be venting delete later maybe if i remember what’s the point im just trash i cant even explain myself right i just kinda wish I could disappear im pointless just a nobody whatever right? a petty and jealous nobody who should just vanish i wonder what im doing wrong hahaha i wonder if i should give up trying not that anyone would really care aside from a handful of friends gosh i don't deserve them