When The Emotions Don't Want To Logic - Tumblr Posts

^ This, but also the logical understanding that posting twice in one day after a small eternity of silence will not earn views, and hence not earn the happy chemical, versus the compulsion to keep refreshing until you see proof of a reaction.

the ever terrifying and exhausting cycle of “i don’t want to share my writing bc it feels disheartening when not many people are interested in it” and “i have to post the writing for people to become interested in it”