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Ben Clark rant because yes

Warning: Very subjective because this getting written to cope with my headache🥲

Ben Clark. Just, a silly guy, right?

S1

Usually seen as just a shadow of Aiden Clark, "Oh, it's Aiden's cousin!" "Oh, is it that psycho's cousin?"

Ben doesn't mind! He's given up before, he doesn't mind being seen as "Aiden's cousin" and not "Ben Clark", he doesn't mind only following his cousin around, letting his cousin decide for him, he's given up, and is quite dependent of his cousin's choices.

He doesn't mind the fact that he usually just sleeps whenever there's nothing to do, because there is nothing to do, should he read? Should he listen to music? He doesn't jump into a lot of the group's conversations, and generally just gets forgotten.

He's only a helper to them, he's only their ally, their healer.

S2

And then Ben became more of Ben Clark and not the cousin of Aiden Clark. He started making more independent choices, he started getting seen as someone and not just a shadow.

The group started becoming more like family, his allies, his friends, started feeling more like family, he felt loved, cared, he felt at home.

(ps the headache hadn't subsided👍)