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smut/imagine requests are now open! just click my “ask me” section on my homepage and submit whatever you’d like! i do have certain boundaries for smuts, so here’s a list of categories i am uncomfortable doing/writing..

smuts (possible tw!!!!)

- any sort of age pl*y 

- non con

- kinks involving bodily waste

- smuts involving older teens (who are still minors | my harry potter fics are based either in the time skip, or in the 7th+ years)

- inc*st (stepcest is tbd for now)

-

However... I will write

-degradation

-edging

-dacryphilia

please be specific in requests, and i will pick out a prompt unless you provide me with one beforehand. if i do not answer your request after 3 days, please dm me with your request and name! i will be tagging people if not on anon.

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last updated 12/20/23

If only

Warnings: PURE angst, no smut but theres a bit spicy:D

🍓as always i don't know much English so if something is wrong correct me 🍓

I woke up to see the tall blonde girl laying next to me and mostly naked i began to think what happened last night

'there were celebrating of who knows what,i celebrated with the other eldians until the tall blonde offered me a drink we chat for a while just some stuff about the eldians. I couldn't count how many drink that was until I pass out. My sight came back to see her kissing my neck i want her to stop but all the stress coming out of you, you were zone out by the pleasure, I don't know what's happening but my body moves it self to unbutton her shirt

"desperate huh?"

All i could remember that time was she unbuckle my belt and kissed my lips we were making out till i felt her hands on my underwear playing with my clit

I hung in her shoulder and kept kissing her'

Thats all i remember, i stare into her closed eyes till they flatter open i jump up the bed and pick up my things

She didn't care, she just sat down there getting a cigarette

"I'm sorry"

Is all i could say i looked at her just sitting there looking outside the window ' alright lets do the pretend-nothing-happen ' But i couldn't pretend, i admire her so much

As i got outside the room my neck was very itchy so i keep clearing my throat

I was just ordered by the commander to sign all the paperwork

Then i was just walking till i felt someone then pin me to the wall and start to make out that's where it started to happen

we've been hooking up for the past weeks till the itch in my throat got worse

That day past and still my throat feels itchy the others told me that maybe it just needs some water but it isn't working

Other day past still the same i should've been in the front commanding the cadets but hange told me that she will take over

Its been weeks since my throat feels itchy, i was with the other crew till i saw yelena not only my throat feels more itchy but now i was coughing

The other crew ask if i was ok, i simply nod and looked at the tall woman again i cough again

I excuse myself, then when i was in the bathroom sink i remove my hands and saw a petal

I was confused that time and just don't care maybe some flowers flew on my mouth thats why i cough

I didn't care until i felt so weak in the past few days the others told me to go and see a doctor

But i just told them maybe its Just a simple cold

But it didn't stop there more petals are falling in my mouth now i realized it was no cold

I couldn't walk much but i go to a doctor that i pretty much know

I couldn't walk much but i go to a doctor that pretty much know

She didn't even know whats happening nor whats this dieses she told me that i just go home get rest and drink water because she couldn't give me any medicine since I don't have any syntoms of a cold

When i went to my room i drank i water as she said but while i was i feel like I was drowning so i spat the water out of my mouth I breath heavy and now i was coughing again i kneel down because i feel weak when i remove my hands there were petals but bloodie

My eyes were widen not only there were petals but there were blood

I woke up to see myself in the bed but i dont remember passing out here mostly when theres a blanket

In the side of my eye i saw her

Oh no..

I sat down and cough petals again she pated my back when she gave me a water i decline remember last night

When i stop coughing for a sec I ask her

"how'd you get here?"

"i saw your door open and saw you laying down in the floor, what happened?"

It feels kinda acward since we hooked up many times and pretend nothing happened when i was about to open my mouth and tell her my situation the door busted open

"(YOUR NAME) I FOUND THE-"

It was hange holding a book

She cleared her throat and ask for the woman to give them space

Yelena nodded and got out of the room

"(your name) i found the cure for your dieses"

I she caught my attention there ' finally I'm ending this suffering'

"it says here on the book its a disease in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings (romantic love only; strong friendship is not enough), or the victim dies. It can be cured through surgical removal, but when the infection is removed, the victim's romantic feelings for their love also disappear". (got this from Google:D)

"a one sided-love.." you mutter then you pictured her face you remember only her face

You thank hange and began to think what to do

The next day I ran past yelena and of course we chatted and i was so desperate to ask her about that night

"hey yelena i know this is weird and all but i want to ask about that night we-"

You were even finish she hush you and said

"past is past forget about that"

What... You became silent

'if only i know what she meant this wouldn't happen'

I began distance from her until i decide to get a surgery now i felt no longer to breathe so i ask hange if she can

She nodded

When the surgery is done i couldn't remember a thing she only said that you have a cold and now you can go out

Its been a few weeks since that day yelena approach you and ask

"hey I'm sorry i talk to you like that but i want to talk about that night.."

"what night?"

'if only you didn't misunderstand her actions '

"you know that night we hooked up"

I was so confused at her words so i just laughed it off

"i didn't know you had this kind of humor yelena"

"(your name) this isn't a joke"

You became extremely uncomfortable so when you were about to leave she pulled you

"seriously this is what you pay me after everything ive done?!"

"yelena i don't know what the fuck your talking about!"

'if only you knew she would return your feelings'

Then someone at the back stop the both of you it was hange (wait how many times hange came 🤸🏻?) She said you can go

Its been a month You both distance from there till you got the news that yelena is dead

You saw her corpse you looked at her then her hands..(your fav flower)on her hands then you remember that you have this same experience and that you have feelings for her

Those feelings came again..you began to cough again you stayed in the room till i suffer from the diese

'if only i knew'

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