Yet At The Same Time She's Too Paralyzed By Her Own Fears To Say It Back.x - Tumblr Posts

So THAT'S why Allison was treating Lydia like crap! She's super closeted and having trouble coming to terms with her feelings for Lydia. She loves Lydia with all her heart but when she thinks of how her parents would react it terrifies her so she pulls away. Deep down Allison's trying not to cry because it makes her so happy to hear Lydia say those words yet at the same time she's too paralyzed by her own fears to say it back.x