Missing BTS Hours (not In Order From Oldest To Youngest)

Missing BTS Hours (not in order from oldest to youngest)

7:30- 8:30 Missing Namjoon Hour 9:00-10:00 Missing Yoongi Hour 10:30-11:30 Missing Seokjin Hour 12:00-1:00 Missing Taehyung Hour 1:30-2:30 Missing Hoseok Hour 3:00-4:00 Missing Jimin Hour 4:30-5:30 Missing Jungkook Hour

https://youtu.be/y8pTFwksO7s?t=156

(TW: Suicide) Here’s a sad/wholesome confession

Whenever i’m feeling super depressed and want to kill myself and feel useless, I listen to the one video of Taehyung telling Namjoon he’s proud of him and pretend that Tae is saying that he’s proud of me for making it as far as I have and it makes me cry every time.

Edit: its been a few hours since I made this post and I’m here to say that I didn’t expect myself needing to do this. My sister is an ass and him saying he’s proud makes me very happy

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18 (Part 1)

I love 18 by 5 Seconds of Summer soooo... (listen to that song if you want)

AND I AM NOT IN ANYWAY ROMANTICISING CHILD GROOMING.

Pairing: Jungkook x reader

au: pre-debut, Namjoon's sister, fem reader, pervy teenage boy Jungkook

genre: angst, lemon (?)

Warning: Reader is 20 (Korean age) in this and since it's pre-debut that means Koo is 15 (Korean age), DON'T READ IF YOUR SENSITIVE TO CHILD GROOMING AND UNDERAGE ALCOHOL CONSUMPTION.

This isn't really child grooming but it's okay

Namjoon and his younger sister, Y/n, live alone in a small apartment. They have been for a long time, and it's only because once Namjoon has to move into the new dorms, the place will be just Y/n's.

Namjoon decides to let the other members of his band sleepover, Y/n isn't opposed to this idea. The group of eight currently sits in the small living room, watching a movie.

Sitting on the floor is Taehyung, Namjoon, and Jimin, the two small armchairs holds Seokjin and Hoseok, on the small couch is Yoongi, Jungkook, and Y/n.

"Joon, get the bottle from the fridge, I'm thirsty." The girl demands and her brother stands up and walks to the mini-fridge. He pulls out a bottle of cheap Soju, making Y/n quietly clap her hands. Taehyung is quick to pause the movie as Namjoon asks if anyone wants any.

"Jimin, Taehyung, and I can't have any." The boy pouts and kindly declines his hyung's offer, which makes Taehyung pout as well.

"That's not fair, I want some." Taehyung and Jimin throw a mini joke fit as Namjoon pours them a glass.

"You sure you don't want any, Koo?" Y/n is now turned towards Jungkook. Her left hand is holding her wine glass and her right one is tracing the young boy's ear. His breath hitches as the older, more mature woman messes with his ear.

"I-I'll have a little bit." Jungkook takes a shaky breath as Namjoon hands him a glass. He holds onto the slender glass with his sweater paws and takes a small sip and nods, avoiding eye contact with the older girl staring at him with lustful eyes.

~~~

It's been about an hour and the group of eight finished at least two bottles. Everyone passed out, except for Y/n and Jungkook. Y/n is old enough to be able to handle a few glasses of cheap Soju, Jungkook on the other hand is so lightweight, he's laying on Y/n's bed wasted. Y/n lays down next to him and he looks over at her. His big doe eyes glistening as he looks at the woman he's absolutely in love with.

Ever since Namjoon introduced the other members to Y/n, Jungkook formed a puppy crush. He's just an innocent teenage boy and she's an older, mature, and kind woman. How could he not fall in love? He's young and easy to manipulate.

Jungkook turns on his side to be face to face with Y/n. "You're so cute, Koo."

"Th-Thank you, Y/n." The boy's face turns pink and he smiles as Y/n moves his fringe from his eyes.

"Hey, that's not how you talk to your elders." The girl scolds, stroking his cheek.

"I-I'm sorry, Noona." Jungkook looks down but quickly looks away after looking down Y/n's shirt.

"Let's play a game, my precious baby boy." Y/n sits up and the drunken boy does as well.

Jungkook is young and is easy to manipulate, and knowing this, Y/n uses this to her advantage. She knows that Jungkook loves her, it's way too obvious. Y/n is sex-deprived, and Jungkook is a loverboy. "Let's play 5 rounds of rock paper scissors, and every time one loses, they have to remove a piece of clothing. The person who has the most amount of clothing wins." Jungkook is quick to agree to the game and they immediately begin playing.

"Rock. Paper. Scissors!"

"Oh.. would you look at that. You chose scissors. That beats paper. Choose what item you want me to remove." Jungkook takes a second to think about it.

"Your shirt." He says quietly, looking away due to him blushing.

"Speak up, honey." The girl coos, sweeping his fringe from his eyes again.

"Y-You're shirt, Noona." He stutters, way too embarrassed to look Y/n in the eyes. She giggles and removes the oversized shirt, leaving her in a bra and pajama shorts. Y/n lifts Jungkook's face and his eyes travel down to her practically bare chest. "Noona... A-are you sure this is okay for us to do? I mean, you're an adult, and I'm still a kid-"

"Shh, baby boy. If you want to stop, I am more than happy to make you feel comfortable and happy. But it's okay because we love each other, right? You do love me, right, Koo?" Her eyes glisten in an almost manipulating way.

Truth be told, Y/n really did like Jungkook, but she was way more interested in satisfying her sexual cravings.

"Y-Yeah, I do love you Noona." Jungkook gives the older girl an innocent smile with his big soft doe eyes staring at her.

The two of them lean in, closing the space between them. Y/n slowly pushed the boy back onto the bed. Once he's flat on his back, she drapes her legs over his waist, making the boy blush and bite his lip anxiously.

Right before Jungkook reaches to hold onto Y/n's face, she grabs his wrist. "Oh shoot, we're still playing our game." She fake pouts and gets off of Jungkook, who's face is beat red. He sits himself up.

"Rock. Paper. Scissors!"

"Noona, w-what would you like me to remove?" The young boy chose rock, and Y/n chose paper, again.

"Take off your hoodie, Koo." And so he does. Luckily for him, he was wearing a shirt underneath his hoodie.

~~~

It's gotten to the point where Y/n is only wearing her lingerie and Jungkook is only shirtless. She stands up to stretch and as she does so, she turns around. Jungkook's eyes widen seeing what he is seeing.

Sitting on Y/n's left asscheek is a tattoo. The tattoo seems to be a naked woman's body, but with the alcohol and the dim lights, the poor boy can barely make out the shape. "You should probably get to bed, Koo. It's late, and as you said earlier, you are just a kid." The boy looks over at the time and sees that it is three in the morning.

"Y-Yeah you're right. By the way, wh-what is your tattoo?" Jungkook asks shyly, putting his shirt and hoodie back on.

"Ah, that is my favourite picture of myself. I personally think nude photos are a form of art, especially when they're drawn. It's beautiful I think. It shows self-confidence. It shows that I love my body just the way it is." Y/n sits down, after putting her clothes back on.

"That's beautiful." Jungkook stares at the girl in awe, feeling nothing but love towards her. Y/n nods, sitting up closer to the boy. She lays her head on his shoulder and holds his hand.

"Koo, I just wanted to let you know that this night is a one-time thing." It finally hit her. She finally realized what she did. This is gonna affect him forever she thinks painfully.

"W-what?" He looks away and looks at her with hurt eyes.

"Koo, I really do love you! Don't take it the wrong way, it's just you're a teenager. Maybe when you're eighteen we can actually advance our relationship."

Jungkook is waiting until he's 18...

~

𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚

I have just been sad recently and feeling like shit so enjoy this. I am not romanticizing depression and all that jazz, but i've been feeling like shit and I want Taehyung to comfort me rn.

Genre: fluff, angst(not really)

Pairing: Taehyung x sad! Gender neutral! reader

Au: (very affectionate) best friends to lovers

Warnings: mentions of being suicidal, Taehyung is trying to comfort the reader, reader is literally sad for no reason but for a reason at the same time, spicy(?), swear words

I sit in the corner of my room with a pair of sweats and a hoodie. My headphones are turned up loud to block out the sound of my family having fun in the other room.

Maybe I should try playing Among Us? No, none of my friends want me. They all hate me so why do I even try. I should just end it all, nobody would care that i'm gone anyway.

Just as I was lost in thought, and on the verge of tears, my mom opens the door. I pause my music and take my headphones out. "Sweetie. Your friend is here." I stare at her, emotionless. She walks away and Taehyung comes in and closes the door.

He sits next to me and says nothing. Even though he's just wearing a grey jacket, white shirt, and black sweatpants, he's still beautiful. "Are you okay?"

Those words. Those damn words.

I burst into tears causing Taehyung to jump and wrap his arms around me. I sob into his shoulder, leaving a dark wet mark on his jacket. He rubs my back and rocks us back and forth. I grab a hold of the zippers on his jacket, desprately trying to pull him closer. "Everything is going wrong." I weep, causing him to hold onto me tighter. "What's going wrong, baby? Please tell me, what's going wrong." I shake my head at him trying his hardest to comfort me.

"Everyone hates me. I hate myself. I don't want to suffer anymore. Tae, I'm done with everything." I finally snuck my arms around his waist, gripping at his white shirt. Taehyung held onto me while I cried allowing me to calm down. He keeps his arms around me and runs his fingers through my hair. "Nobody hates you, y/n. In fact, I love you so much. You are my best friend and I don't want to lose you. Don't give up please."

I pull away from him and use my sleeves to wipe my tears. "I'm sorry Tae for soiling your jacket." I sniffle, trying to change the subject. "You're okay, no need to apologize." He stands up and holds his hand out. "Come on, let's go." I tilt my head to the side to show my confusion. I hestitantly take his hand and we leave my house, going to his car. "Tae, where are we going?" I say, wiping any extra tears. He starts the car and buckles himself.

"It's a surprise." He smiles and starts driving. I roll my eyes and look out the window. During the drive, we sit in a comfortable silence. I close my eyes, and drift off to sleep.

"Hey wake up. We're here." Taehyung shakes me awake. My eyes slowly open and I look at his smiling face. I nod and unbuckle my seat belt. We both exit the car and I look around. "You really just.. You really drove all the way out here and for what?" I look at him while he smiles and puts his hands in his pockets. He drove me two miles away from my house, to the park we met at. I was staying with my friend m/f/n (male friend name) and we decided to go for a walk in the dark. Taehyung and Jimin were on the swings. He decided we should go talk to the boys on the swings.

"Because I love you. When I got the call from your mom that you were sad, I knew exactly what I needed to do." Tears start to form in my eyes and he walks towards me. He places one hand on my hip and the other on my cheek, wiping away fallen tears. Taehyung slowly leans in and I meet him halfway.

I close my eyes and try to pull myself closer to him. The warmth coming from his body comforts my cold one. He smiles against the kiss before pulling away. He rests his forehead on mine and holds my waist with both his hands. "I love you, y/n. I love you so much." My cheeks start to heat up and I give him a quick peck. "I love you too, Tae. I love you more than anything." He smiles again giving me a big hug.

I've always love his hugs. He's always so warm and comforting. He pulls away and grabs my hand, leading me towards the playground. We climb up onto the overhang and stare up at the sky. "I remember you, me, m/f/n, and Jimin were up here and you were trying your hardest to point out the different stars, but couldn't see the stars and remember the names." I giggle, as he wraps his arm around me.

"That's such a random thing to be able to remember." I cuddle into him, and he rubs my shoulder. "Can you tell me some of the stars and constelations now?" He looks at me with dilated pupils. It's either because it's dark or he really does love me. I smile and leave a quick kiss on his lips before looking up at the pitch black sky again.

"See those three stars? That's Orion's belt," I point up at the sky and he nods, "See those seven stars right there?"

"Yeah, I see them, kinda."

"Those are the seven sisters. Orion fell in love with the seven sisters and basically stalks them." I inform him, causing him to smile. "That's really creepy." Taehyung laughs kisses my head. "See that bright star?" Taehyung nods again. "That's actually not a star. That's Jupiter."

"Really? I always thought that was just a really bright star. How can you tell?" My heart starts to pound a heavier than before. Does he really care or is he just pretending like everyone else does?

"Well, if you look at stars, they kind of look as if they're changing colour. That's them 'twinkling' I guess. If you look at Jupiter, it's not twinkling." He makes and 'ah' sound to show understanding. Idoubt he actually cares, but being here with him and talking about space is better than being at home locked away in my room, crying.

"You're incredibly special, you know that? Like in a good way. It's really cute how you can just tell me all these things about space." I giggle at his compliment. "You're literally so precious, Tae. I'm such a shit person, why is the world suddenly trying to reward me after punishing me?" I sit up, to stop myself from crying again. "Maybe because you're not a shit person. You are literally such a sweet and kind person, it almost seems impossible for you to exist." He sits up next to me and I look at him.

He leans in again for a sweet and passionate kiss. I fall backward and he grips my waist as the kiss gets a little more rough. "Fuck, I love you," Taehyung pants between the kiss. The sloppy kiss comes to an end after his phone starts ringing.

It's my mom.

He answers the phone on speaker, "Hey, y/m/n." He greets, with a big smile on his face. "How are they? Is y/n okay?"

"Yeah, they're okay! I promise you everything is okay, they are okay." He's quick to reasurre my mom, and I lay my head on his shoulder. "Are they coming home tonight?" Worry fills her voice.

I shake my head and Taehyung nods. "Yeah, I'll be driving them home in a second." He places a soft and quiet kiss on my forehead and smiles at my pouting face. "Okay, thank you Taehyung. Please keep them safe."

"I will." They both hang up and Taehyung goes to jump off the over hang.

We get into his car and sit there for a second. "I love you, Tae." I grab a hold of his hand. "I love you more, y/n."

He starts the car and we start driving. I look out the window and smile when Taehyung starts to hum.  After a little while, we pull up in front of my house.

"Y/n!" My mom comes rushing over to us and gives me a big hug. I give her a small smile before walking to my room with Taehyung following me. I collalpse onto my bed and Taehyung laughs. I quickly get under my blanket and he kneels down to press a soft kiss against my forehead. "Goodnight, Y/n. I love you." He smiles and stands up. I quickly grab his hand and he looks back at me.

"Stay with me." I manage to say, attempting to stay awake. He gives me a small smile and climbs into my bed next to me. "I'll stay with you. I love you, my precious baby."

"I love you more." Taehyung wraps his warm arms around my body and holds me close.

Maybe life is worth living for after all...