Short Rant About Our 95z Line.

Short rant about our 95z line.

Yesterday was already a very emotional day for us Carats especially after Circles. And I appreciated them then how they comforted Woozi and Wonwoo. Only Joshua was physically trying to comfort Woozi. The other two just watched and helped with their presence. Subtly helped the other member to comfort the two.

But today they were even better. All three were the first fo go to Woozi to comfort him. And after that as they are sat for their ending ment they just observed how Minghao gave him the picture (what also happend because of Jeonghan).

That isn't to say the other members weren't great because the opposite is true. I just love that we can see that they talked about moments like this how every single one likes to get comforted and give them their personal space if they needed it. Those two incidents gave us the view again of the Seventeen family that we mostly just see joking around and bicker but who are actually very connected with eachother.

Unpopular opinion:

I kinda like that Seventeen (see JH, SK) talk about their enlistment. And in Jeonghans case, even in a comedic way. Maybe, because it is similar to my coping mechanisms. But everybody knows they need to go, so why not talk about it in a kind of positive way. (Silence does not make it easier, in my opinion) We are going to be sad either way. Let's make it easier with tears in our eyes but a smile on our lips.

Jin the most typical introvert on Jhopes listening party.

A small S.Coups appreciation.

Why is S.Coups so underrated as a leader and hyung. As I discovered Seventeen I have the biggest respect for the three leaders and especially S.Coups. But in the most compilations of the best leader/hyung he's rarely mentioned and I think that is extremely sad after everything he has done for his group and his members. He really deserves way more attention and respect also from other fandoms.

Tired leader😴

For me, that song would be Hug. I understand Smile Flower, too. Both of these are crying songs in their own way. In my opinion, Hug makes you cry on a hard day or when you are not in a good mindset. Where as Smile Flower makes you realise the love you have for them and their friendship.

I'll always listen to Hug if I feel a bit too lonely. That's why, statistically, Hug makes me cry more often than Smile Flower, but I really do understand both.

It's really rare that I cry while listening to a song. But smile flower is undoubtedly one of the only songs that can make me cry no matter what. Especially while you're listening to this song fearing SVT going to military. This hits hard when you know they won't be together for a while because of enlistment. But we should know that no matter what, SVT will ALWAYS be together.

I have many thoughts about BTS hiatus.

1) Firstly, I will continue to support all of them in whatever they decide to do. I am actually very excited to see what their actual individuality can create.

2) Secondly, I think it was the right decision to take a break from the group. I don't like to assume anything especially because our boys have such a special bond but it could easily end in resentment and their quality could not be the same as before. If you take their explanations into consideration they really need to find their own again to produce the music and concepts that represents them and what they are proud of.

3) Thirdly, it doesn't change that I'm still very uncertain for the future and therefore sad. We don't know exactly what is to come, how often we see our boys together.

4) Fourthly, I had a feeling that something like this was coming. The whole proof album was so reminiscent and nostalgic that I had a feeling that an ending was to come. And I think it stands in connection with their military enlistment which this year is also coming for Jin. I think subconsciously I put all the pieces together but nonetheless it was so shocking to me that I couldn't stop crying after half of the Festa dinner.

My feelings were honestly the trigger for this post because I don't see many people talk about crying while watching the dinner. ^^'