a-cup-of-struggling - BlueTaetae
BlueTaetae

Just some random girl from random place and posting random things.

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I Hate Myself For Not Standing Up For Myself.

I hate myself for not standing up for myself.

I hate myself because I felt bad too easily.

I hate myself for not seeing what other people see.

I hate myself for being jealous of other people's life.

I hate myself for not feeling grateful of things that I have now.

I hate myself for being two-faced.

I hate myself for not feeling the love others give me.

I hate myself for being selfish.

I hate myself for not feeling enough.

I hate myself for not getting better.

I just hate myself for being myself.

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5 years ago

Beauty standards

I know I'm not fucking beautiful, I know I'm so FUCKING fat that I don't look good wearing anything.

But you don't have to rub it in my face. Sometimes I want to look my best, and I want to believe that I AM beautiful, but you just have to throw me down like that don't you.

Thanks, dude. I'll probably just wear t-shirts and baggy pants from now on, and never wear boots.


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5 years ago

friendships that fluctuate between really stupid weird flippant jokes and earnest vulnerability and deep affection make life so much richer

5 years ago

these are actually nice ASKs

1. selfie

2. what would you name your future kids?

3. do you miss anyone?

4. what are you looking forward to?

5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?

6. is it hard for you to get over someone?

7. what was your life like last year?

8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?

9. who did you last see in person?

10. are you good at hiding your feelings?

11. are you listening to music right now?

12. what is something you want right now?

13. how do you feel right now?

14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?

15. personality description

16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?

17. opinion on insecurities.

18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?

19. have you ever been to New York?

20. what is your favourite song at the moment?

21. age and birthday?

22. description of crush.

23. fear(s)

24. height

25. role model

26. idol(s)

27. things i hate

28. i’ll love you if…

29. favourite film(s)

30. favourite tv show(s)

31. 3 random facts

32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?

33. something you want to learn

34. most embarrassing moment

35. favourite subject

36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?

37. favourite actor/actress

38. favourite comedian(s)

39. favourite sport(s)

40. favourite memory

41. relationship status

42. favourite book(s)

43. favourite song ever

44. age you get mistaken for

45. how you found out about your idol

46. what my last text message says

47. turn ons

48. turn offs

49. where i want to be right now

50. favourite picture of your idol

51. starsign

52. something i’m talented at

53. 5 things that make me happy

54. something thats worrying me at the moment

55. tumblr friends

56. favourite food(s)

57. favourite animal(s)

58. description of my best friend

59. why i joined tumblr

60. ask me anything you want

5 years ago
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful
 Loving You Feels Like A Tide, Its Overwhelming Yet Its Beautiful

❝ loving you feels like a tide, it’s overwhelming yet it’s beautiful ❞

happy birthday serena, @youngwholock  ♡ ♡

5 years ago
You Know That Old Meme Where People Kept Coming Up With Crazy Ways To Misspell Benefits Cumberbiscuit,

You know that old meme where people kept coming up with crazy ways to misspell Benefits Cumberbiscuit, I meant Benedict Cumberbatch… I like doing that with Draco Malloy’s name.