I Just Want To Be Thin - Tumblr Posts
my goal is to fit in to brandy melville clothes

Bella Thinșpø
I hate myself so much! I just realized I have let myself go so far from what I want to be! I have to stop eating ice cream, chocolate and junk food and only eat fruits for snacks now.. I hate feeling like this.. I want to be thin so bad.. I have to stop caring about my feelings and just do this or else I'm going to find myself so fat in future... bc of work and life I always compensate it by comforting myself with food but I just realized nothing really matters so I don't care If I feel sad or anxious and don't get the food I want... I have to get comfortable with my bad thoughts so I don't eat so fucking much!!!!
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Also my birthday is in a month and I don't want to feel like shit when I have my birthday!!
Hi guys I’m back!I tried to recover but I changed my mind I’m more happy being the way I am rather than trying to change my ways. I’m more motivated than ever! (I have to mention that I’ll be paying more attention to eating healthier and getting enough protein and vitamins so I can be thin and healthy)

I cannot wait to live on my own so no one is tracking what I eat and how much I exercise


💓Hi! I’m looking for a bestie who is in the same situation as me.💓
We could motivate each other to reach our goals and achieve our dreams!🪽🌟
🍂I’m looking forward for this fall feeling motivated🍂 the only thing I wish for is a bestie so we can cheer on each other and be friends! <3
I hate it SO much that I’ve gained weight! I don’t know what am I doing wrong. I’ve exercised so much that some of it could be muscle but I’m going back to the basics and start counting cals so I know for sure I’m on a deficit





she’s so thin it kills me 🍒
Why was 14 year old me so much better at this eating disorder?
somebody institutionalize me (but don't actually, please)!
Why is my mom trying to sabotage me?!?! I can't even get away from it even when I'm at college...I was doing so great too and she had to drop by and give me a bunch of food!
It's like she wants me to stay fat so she can keep criticizing me.
not to be an asshole, but I hate that everyone is SO worried about my sibling's -ating -iorder when I had it first!
just accidently bought regular cherry coke instead of cherry coke zero...I am my worst enemy.
what do I do?!?! I really don't want to waste my money!
I know it's not great to weigh yourself everyday, but I NEED to know the number or else I'll lose my mind
Yet, I lose my mind anyways if I don't like the number.
learn from my mistake...eat a little something before driving
the brain fog WILL get you
wish I would lose weight as fast as I'm losing my hair
failed an exam for the first time today so now not only am I fat… I’m fat AND stupid
I was doing so well... I was under 300 calories and was on the treadmill for 90 minutes and burned 700 calories...and then my parent's insisted I come home for the weekend...
Why do they keep doing this to me and how do I prevent it?
ate some chipotle and i can't fucking throw it up fml. i keep trying but NOTHING. this js means i'm skipping dinner n drinking 0 cal energy drink smh