Sometimes You Just Have To Let Yourself Be A Bit Neurodivergent.

sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.

i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.

so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.

today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.

and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.

so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.

bkdk baking for the holidays

^ My most popular piece from 2023!

I'm still blown away by the response this one got ❤️ tysm to everyone who liked, reposted, screamed in the tags, or did that lil frown+nod of approval thing as they scrolled by

"You are made of dreams and this world is not for you."

(posting again w/o zoom-ins)

Some fanfictions put Steve hanging out immediately with Jonathan and Nancy after they broke his heart. Honestly, that doesn't make sense. I think Steve did everything he could to avoid them, including eating lunch in his car while Careless Whisper plays. He cries every time. And then Eddie walks by, and he's a sucker for a lost sheep.

Lil sneak peak of the future heartbreak I’ll be putting everyone through ✌️

(WIP)

i hope the anonymous person who sent the "i used to live in your house. i'm drunk in boston and it's the only address i know. happy holidays" postcard is aware that they wrote my favourite poem