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Oh winter cocoons are the BEST sleep
the main problem with this time of year is the irresistible urge to get fully into bed at like 5:34 pm and outside is like yesss, yesss do it, it's what you deserve yesss. like is it depression or is it just november
14/30 - Your favourite silent film
Modern Times (1936), dir.: Charles Chaplin
people will read books they Do Not Like™ and then wonder why they hate reading
I'm sorry --- is this THE 'grey scale video'?
(the video that Jungkook referenced as what he watched that made him choose Big Hit)
This video was filmed in 2010, written by RM and produced by him and Pdogg, to be a promotional video to attract more recruits to audition for Big Hit. It was one of two songs RM wrote for that purpose. (I have no idea why the end of the video cuts to just lyrics, but oh well.)
READ THOSE LYRICS. If you were a 13 year old boy, kind of aimless but wishing you had some type of passion, those lyrics would be a siren's song. 13 year old me would have followed Namjoon anywhere too after hearing this song.
In my imagination - this is now officially the video that made Jungkook decide to follow RM.
Also -- 15 year old RM is very cool. Mad respect for writing this song at that age.
And I love that Big Hit used RM's own words (no one else is credited at all on those lyrics) to recruit people. They didn't try to fancy it up at all -- they were really out there putting all their money on proving that they wanted people who could tell their own story. And I am HERE for it.
sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.
i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.
so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.
today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.
and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.
so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.