Wading In The Oceans Waves But Im Done Waiting For You. Full Of Regrets Wasting Time When I Know Its

Wading in the oceans waves but I’m done waiting for you. Full of regrets wasting time when I know it’s only of the essence but I’ve invested more than a couple of seconds on you. We’re you wading and waiting for me? Maybe the connection isn’t connecting because your lost at sea. Sailing away while I’m wasting away wasting yet another day. I’m all souled out because for you I sold out. Morals and values gone doing things I can’t go home and be proud of. Fornication while on vacation when I know I deserved the jewel of a diamond before I unleashed my jewel, my precious pearl. Cold nights and you shattered my world but I can’t let you be the last thing on my mind and I’m a fool expressing my passion and pain in poetry all for you nah this time it’s for me. I’m more than that ordinary love and I can’t be taken for granted but why must your waves reverberate leaving me tossing and turning in the heat of the night it’s another ambien night.

Ambien Night’s part 2

I keep having this reoccurring dream of you and me spread across cool fresh white linen sheets with you holding me. Sounds of the lake by the oceans waves crashing as your heart beats against mines. Melanin painted on the canvas of those sheets and I still catch myself day dreaming constant thoughts in my head. Figments of my imagination running wild with all of the colors of the wind, reminiscing on all of your promise you said but never meant. Almost… I almost loved you. I almost imagined forever with you on countless nights…

Some people talk about that love at first sight shit

To keep it real I don't know whether I believe it's true

But if it is than tell me if I'm wrong or right

If I fell in love with you before I ever even knew

I catch your eye then look away as if it never happened

At times I feel as though I'm caught up in a strange dream

If eyes could talk then mines would tell ya that I'm feeling you

Sometimes I swear your eyes be telling me the same thing... - J.Cole

I can tell there's a deeper connection that's uniting our souls besides two boroughs. You've watched me from a distance just as I've done the same but I wont call it computer love I'm contemplating can we go deeper... can you send me swinging like your enchanting poetry you write me after dark and the way your words wear my name. I pray this ain't game because honestly I don't want my heart to beat the same as it did in the past. Those stolen moments I can't get back and I don't want to because there's a reason they didn't last. I can admit I'm cautious but the rarities I see in you makes me curious. I always wanted to run back to that concrete jungle and live wild and free with someone who accepts me for me. Someone with nurses my soul with love and loyalty and will never take their love from me.

Please tell me this love that we share doesn’t have an expiration date

No guarantee of sunshine when the forecast says rain. Some days I'm filled with depression and my love may be faint. I'm no angel in disguise please could you make your vision clearer. What you see in those rose colored frames is smoke and mirrors...