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I WANNA DRAW STUFF THATS NOT SILLY ME DEMON BUT MOTIVATION IS DEAD AND IM EXTRA SCARED FOR SOME REASON HAHA IM SO SILLY AND NOT AT ALL DELUSIONAL!!! probably will move out of this account hehe the reason doesnt help the fact i already have shown myself as nothing but sick in the head lmao i mean not worse than all the times ive rambled in her dms (or what ive let friends send her) although ik i shoudlnt since everything will be used against me and is being used against me and even at some points purposefully made myself look worse because i found it "funny"

so yeah bye im gonna go to another account 👋

Why did it TURN OUT KINDA NOT BAD WAAA it's /neg I shouldn't have even tried to draw this properly

Also an ex friend told me to kms in a /srs way lmao I'm 16 and have gone through 1000 layers of abuse let's gooo can't wait to maybe get a job (Yes at the oh so ripe age of 16) AND still have to study (At least it's smt I like now since I passed secondary I'm proud of myself on that) soon only seeing my family on weekends soon too it only goes downhill 💪

Squishes em in my hand no explanation as to why I did this it was just fun

I'm not putting anything in this account as often as I could because lately I've been becoming that one 2015 edgelord so yeah hurried doodle at 23:44 I shall now proceed to not put harassment worthy things here for the rest of the week

THIS DOESN'T EVEN SUIT HIM??? He's not a stereotypical villain he's just... Well... Mentally unwell and has little to no regard for others as long as he's able to survive imo which I can't decide whether to cover it up as his acute (Whatever that means) ASPD or being trained to kill and then tortured and the little friends he had leaving him behind as that went down or both and fight me it's both I can't decide so no one else can now I refuse to accept I'm just a moron but yeah he's no "Omg I'm so evil and cool 😎" character he just needs help so he doesn't harm everyone and puts himself in danger in the process imo like maybe perhaps yk just a thought-

I said I wouldn't ramble here but this is important enough to me

AYYYYY one of the rare times im gonna tag not important things or post furry art on main this sheet is hilarious (i may have commented smt bad on their art out of impulse after this but shh ik its wrong i wont do it again 🙏)

the art in question provided of course because theres a reason they commented on this one specifically and not anything else 🤭

ALSO EXTRA HERES A POST THEY LIKED I HECCING CANT sorry for engaging with an obviously satire account like ffs this cant be srs 😭

oh boi im sorta on an era i dont like aka. i wanna draw the same characters over and over but still do things i wouldnt usually therefore idk what the hell im trying or doing anymore runs and hides cutely

manhunt 2 wouldn't have happened without the pickman bridge being a thing (lets pretend for a sec field test cavus wasnt tied to it although it was) and leo dying but boredom causes stupid ideas that should've been dug in my ibis gallery and not a public account

not tagging for obvious reasons but still not bad enough to go in the alt gonna go now 🫡

(if it ends up actually having sent istg ive tried to put this here like twice) MADE AN ALT NOW I CAN KEEP THIS ACCOUNT ORGANISED AND NOT A MESS OF INCOHERENT RAMBLINGS 👏👏👏

i started trying to play bully on the wii (pc ver crashes constantly which is funny to see reminder for me not to boot it again also) and i failed first lesson/level/whatever tf of maths istg. reminder to future me that i should learn basic maths idk how i ever got to 4th of secondary 🙏

back to my cave i go woohoo

wont elaborate much but yeah woke up to smt having gone down at like 2 am but now turns out no its okay-ish which is nice probably most positive thing i can bury here this year lmao

i sorta like the outcome but god i wont be able to write or even game in weeks ow my hand tried to filter it too because why not

for context drew with a mouse on krita shhh