Allenthedevastator - Allen ~ - Tumblr Blog
I'm alive, it's just that I'm progressively getting cringier 🤭 (Not tagging this post at all, I'm ashamed of what I'm becoming, shush... Blaming my tism, and traumatic breakup for shaping me into whatever tf I am now)
Tried to draw cleanly instead of progressively drawing messier... Mf is probably a barn lesbian, and nothing can stop me from making the mf into one
To this day, I have no idea how to draw the man... Also, ik, not accurate weapon at all, shush, I still can't tell the difference between shotgun and rifle
Needed reassurance of sorts that I am in fact not a woman because my whiney afab ass got dysphoric at... And I kid you not... My lowkey abusive ex coming out as a lesbian (It's indeed stupid that I feel this way about that information, I understand it is extremely heccing stupid, and I hate my brain for that)... Also, yeah, hurried the colouring 🤭
Just a lil fella based on a generator kid, yk, nothing too interesting... Anyways, head is killing me, so expect a bunch of posts everywhere with the same heccing drawings, because I'm trying my best to contain myself from contacting my ex just to say how much of a hypocrite she is (She did exactly what I did to her because of my obsessive attachment to me), and that I hope she loses everything like I did 🤭
If something like this can't be posted, I can delete it, idm, I just wanted to share that I did smt today, I won't do this again until next year
Only time where it's socially acceptable to dress up as fictional lil guys, and miss a lot of details, or do whatever tf you want in general because you aren't really doing it professionally (I was on a budget + couldn't find the lil fingerless gloves he had)... Also ignore I look like I haven't eaten, or seen the sun in weeks, and might even look heccing 12 at most, I'm just naturally built like that
Just lil meme things using my Sona, cuz why not... I've drawn these a while ago, the first one was made as a base example, but posting em anyways
Yeahhh... Probably drew the dude a bit weird again, but in my defence, I used to draw nothing but cats until not so long ago 🤭... Also, sorry that the weapon isn't accurate, I have no idea about guns, and the reference for the gun was so pixelated I could barely tell what I was looking at.
(Also, game pic thrown in the post, because I said so)
I was so proud of myself for getting there, then the ending happened-... Oh lord, the ending... It was smt-
90% of when I draw this man it's me venting, it's kinda funny in a way... Yes, what I wrote down is song lyrics
Still have no idea how to tag... A design I sold on FA, and more of my lil demon Sona, because even though I made him for a negative reason (My ex mentioning me in a post as a demon), I still love to draw him
I've been a lil edgy lately, so throwing this here... To this day, I still have no heccing idea how to tag things in this hellhole-
Heck it, posting lil kitty I drew recently... Gonna try to be more active, it's just that I have been drawing mostly cats for years, and now being free from that restraint feels... Weird?... Yeah, I got banned off the place I used to be active on, so suffer, y'all gonna have to see my rambles 🤭
I love how I was supposed to post what I post over at the hellhole that is Amino over here, now I'm gathering as much Postal 1 dude fanart as I can to pm it to someone daily so they judge me even more... I have no regrets
First doodle page of the notebook (Part 4)
Alright, done for now... Geez, I did even less than it looked like I did at first-
First doodle page of the notebook (Part 3)
Man's (?) worst enemy... The swan... Hear me out, I'm sorry, but I had to 😊... I'm quickly realising how little I know about using tags on this hell of a site, heccing help-
First doodle page of the notebook (Part 1)
These aren't in order of when I made em, it's just that... Well... None of these things go well together, so it's probably better to post em separately-... Yk, they're just really damn different topics n stuff (I'm not even done with the whole page either, and it's already this bad of a mess)
Chester doodle just cuz... Aaaanyways, lost all the shading layers half way because my brain decided they looked ugly, lmao... I have the second image with it, but I don't have the layers to add things to it anymore 👍
Got forced to draw smt for my cousin yesterday 👍... Yes, I'm Spanish, now shush 🤫
I'm gonna ruin every game this site re-introduces me to, and y'all can't heccing stop me 😊... Anyways, i used to only visit this lil hellhole to look at Maxwill stuff as a kid, and after so many years, still can't draw the heccing man... Specially the hair, what the absolute hell is that hair, fr 💔... Also, have a pic of me heccing dying while we're at it, that's the longest I've lived so far (Haven't died yet, but I'm extremely pessimistic)
(Also, yes, I have no idea how to tag posts, shush)
Tried to draw in Animal Jam... It was fun! The game itself is also so heccing nostalgic, even if I now have to... Well... * stares at the NFT's*... Yk what I mean
I'm rly Simping over a heccing Nokia 💔... Anyways, yeah, woke up, my partner is probably gone forever, I wasn't able to get out of bed, and I scrolled so deep into the hell that is YouTube that I found Kwite's stream about this game... Oh boy-
Again, designs I made on WA using colour palettes... Yk, the usual 👍
Sooo... As a first post (Ik this is gonna be really poorly formated, hear me out, I have no idea about Tumblr), just a lil adopt I did on Warriors Amino! I'm trying to keep myself distracted, yk, the usual... So far, designing with colour palettes is just really fun 👍
