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Kimetsu No Yaiba ~Calling Them 'handsome' 2nd Part~

Kimetsu no Yaiba ~Calling them 'handsome' 2nd part~

First part is here and third part is here.

T. Giyuu

He'll need a minute to realize what you've told him: Giyuu.exe has stopped working; press a button to restart

When he recovers, he'll look away to hide his blush

After, he'll go away

The next day, he'll bring you a dark pink rose (it symbolizes gratitude)

"You're more beautiful than me. Thanks for all."

R. Kyojuro

His smile will get even bigger and an adorable blush will spread across his cheeks

He'll giggle and thank you shouting

"Ahahah! Thank you, my little flame, but your beauty far surpasses mine."

Then, he'll hug you and hold you close to him

When you part from the hug, he'll give you a sweet kiss

S. Sanemi

Tsundere Sanemi in action!

"W-what are you saying?! I'm not handsome!"

He'll turn with his back to you, but, if you pay attention, you'll see the tips of his ears turn red

He'll murmur you're more beautiful than him something

"Huh, did you say something, Nemi?" "N-no!"

T. Muichiro

He'll continue to do what he was doing for a minute

Then, when he realizes it, he'll freeze for a few seconds and his cheeks will turn slightly pink

He'll nod and thank you

The next day, he'll come back to you and hug you

"Kanroji said I should have hugged you and told you you're beautiful too, so I do it now."

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1 year ago

Forever

Manga/anime: Naruto

Warnings: slight angst (nothing that it's unbearable), but there is a happy ending

(Y/N): your name

Forever

Madara, do you remember how we met?

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

"Nii-sama (big brother), where are we going?" Hashirama, my big brother, said he would take me somewhere special, but he didn't tell me where.

"In a special place." This is the maximum response I get from him!

"Come ooooon, nii-samaaaaaaa!"

"I'll just tell you one thing: you'll meet someone." What? Who?

"Nii-sama, who will we meet?"

Our walk continues with my incessant questions and eventually we come to a river. It's a truly beautiful setting: the rays of the sun, high in the sky, are reflected on the water of the river, which is so clear I would see my feet if I stepped into it; the trees frame the entire panorama, with the beautiful green of their leaves; to complete everything, there's the figure of a boy, perhaps the same age as my brother.

"Hashirama, you're late!" The boy turns around and his eyes meet mine. He's so handsome...

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

I've always told you: the first thing about you that struck me were your eyes.

You often tell me the black of your eyes represents your soul, but I don't think so: in my opinion, your soul isn't dark at all, on the contrary, it's bright and shiny. I can understand it from the way you always treated me: even if we were from enemy clans, you always spoke to me kindly, you always acted sweetly towards me, you consoled me when my brothers died, you accepted me when we were supposed to get married, even if it was an arranged marriage...

Although, in reality, it wasn't exactly an arranged and unwanted marriage.

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

I'm so happy today! We Senju, the Uchiha and all our affiliated clans will come together to found a village of peace, under the leadership of my older brother and Madara. Finally, our dream will come true.

"(Y/N)?" Hashirama calls me.

"Yes, nii-sama?"

"The Senju and Uchiha clans are thinking of a way to strengthen our union and the Uchiha clan proposed a marriage between Madara and a Senju. Do you have any ideas about the girl who could be his wife?" What?! Will Madara get married?

My heart breaks. I love him so much, but if he gets married...

What can I do?

An idea comes to my mind: "I, Senju (Y/N), offer myself as Uchiha Madara's wife to unite these two clans."

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

Tobirama opposed my choice, but I remained firm in my decision to marry you.

Hashirama told me you had opened your eyes a little and accepted the marriage immediately when he had told you I had proposed myself to marry you. I was very happy.

However, I was also very insecure, because I feared you hadn't agreed to marry me because you loved me, but only because I was a long-time friend of yours. Nevertheless, you always reassured me, telling me you loved me more than as a friend.

And, Madara, do you remember when you told me you loved me for the first time?

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

What a beautiful night! This evening Madara and I celebrated our wedding anniversary: we married exactly one year ago.

To celebrate the anniversary, we cooked and ate dinner together, and now we are taking a moonlit walk through the streets of Konoha.

"Kyou tsuki wa kirei, desu ne? (the moon is beautiful today, right?)" Eh? What?

"What did you say?"

"Nothing!" He's blushing. So cute!

"It isn't true! You said you love me!"

"You must have imagined it..."

"No!"

"Yes."

"No!"

"Yes."

"No!"

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

That night, we went on until you admitted you said you loved me. You also promised me you would always take care of me and always protect me.

Yet, why did you leave? Why did you hurt me like that?

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

I wake up in the middle of the night. I had a terrible nightmare, which terrified me: Madara was going away, leaving me alone with the baby I was carrying.

My anxiety increases when I realize my husband (how beautiful it is to call him that!) isn't in bed with me.

I manage not to panic and I look for him. I find him in front of the door, as if he was about to open it.

"Madara, why are you awake?" He gasps and turns to look at me.

"I'll go away."

"Oh? Has my brother already given you a mission? You just got back from the last one! I told him not to overload you-"

"No, I'm leaving forever." Eh? What?

"W-what are you saying? I-it's a joke?"

"No, it isn't."

"W-why?"

"You don't have to care about this."

"What does it mean?! Of course I should be interested, I'm your wife!" Meanwhile, I'm taking his arm to try to stop him.

"Let me go, (Y/N)." His tone is so cold it sends shivers through my body.

"No! First you'll explain to me why you want to leave."

He turns to me and his eyes meet mine.

His eyes... Sharingan?!

I see his dangerous and deadly, but beautiful red eyes.

Then, dark.

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

That was the first time you turned your Sharingan on me. You told me the red of this represents the blood of everyone you killed, but I don't think so: in my opinion, your Sharingan represents the love you felt first for your brothers, and then for Hashirama, for all the citizens of Konoha and for me.

And it's for this love I decided to bring you home.

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

"What? Has Madara left the village?!" So it wasn't a nightmare... He really went away.

"Why did he do it, nii-sama?"

I don't know how I should react: should I be angry at him? Sad? Both? But I know one thing: I absolutely have to convince him to come back.

Without thinking twice, I run out the door.

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

While I was looking for you, I heard some noises, which sounded like battle noises, so I went to the source of these.

When I arrive at the place where that noise I heard came from, I see a dreadful scene: you're about to stab Hashirama with your sword!

My body moves on its own and, in an instant, I'm in front of my brother to take the blow for him.

Your sword instantly pierces my chest, straight into my heart; your face goes from pleased to full of horror; your arms hold me close to you as I fall to the ground, my legs no longer able to support me.

"(Y/N)!" Both you and Hashirama scream.

"Why? Why did you do that?!" I turn my attention to you.

"Because I didn't want... the killing of your best friend... would destroy you. At least this time... I wanted to be... the one... to save... you." Yes, at least once I managed to do it.

My vision is fading... I'm starting to see black dots...

My cheek feels wet, so I look at you. You're crying.

With the little strength I have left, I raise my arms and place my hands on your cheeks to dry your tears.

"Please... don't cry... Madara... I love... you."

I feel my life is slipping away from me. I can't keep my eyes open anymore, I only hear voices.

"Don't die, (Y/N)! Your nii-chan will save you!"

Sorry, Hashirama. I would have liked to see more of your village where peace reigns but, after everything you did for me, I felt I had to save you. Thanks for letting me meet Madara.

"What happened here?! Why is (Y/N) dying?"

Sorry, Tobirama. The last time we saw each other, we fought about Madara, sorry. I never got to tell you I love you, nii-sama.

"Hashirama, save her, I beg you!"

Sorry, Madara. I wish I could have spent more time with you and lived to grow old with you and our children. Thank you for being my husband and for loving me.

Madara...

~ ๐Ÿ’œ ~

Eh? Where am I? Wasn't I dead?

"(Y/N)!" I feel someone hugging me.

Hashirama?!

"Nii-sama? What's going on?"

"We resurrected you with Edo Tensei because we need your help."

"My help?"

"Madara has been resurrected and he's causing problems for our successors." What? Successors? What does it mean? What's going on?

"We don't have time to talk. We'll explain everything to you along the way."

While we're running, they explain to me everything that happens. I don't believe it! How can Madara do all this?

But I still don't understand one thing: "What can I do to stop it?"

"Are you kidding us?!" Tobirama exclaims, annoyed.

"Madara will only listen to you!" He continues.

"After all, everything he's doing is for you..." Hashirama adds. What?! For me?

"I never asked for this! I didn't want a war to break out for me!" The silence that follows makes my stomach turn.

โ€œAfter mistakenly killing you, Madara was so devastated and heartbroken that he declared war on the Shinobi. He easily manipulated Uchiha Obito because he had lost the love of his life too." Meanwhile we have arrived at the place where the Shinobi are fighting against Madara.

I see him! Is that his appearance as Juubi's Jinchuuriki? His appearance is so strange: he looks like a supernatural creature! But he's still very handsome; I think I've blushed.

"Madara!" He turns to me, his eyes wide.

In a second, without me realizing it, I'm in his strong arms. I hear everyone around us gasp, but I almost don't notice it: I'm too focused on his heat. I missed being held by him so much...

"Madara, please, stop all this."

"I can't. Finally there will be peace in the Shinobi World." He answers sharply.

"But this won't be true peace! I don't think you've noticed, but here, in a certain sense, there's already a sort of peace: to oppose you, all the Shinobi have united for the first time, they've allied themselves, they've made peace with each other. You've done enough, Madara. Please come with me: let's leave this world and return to your brothers."

"I..."

He breaks away from the embrace; he walks away and makes gestures with his hands. He's freeing the Bijuu!

I run to hug him again and ask Tobirama to erase the Edo Tensei on me.

"Thank you, Madara. You made the right choice."

Our body is starting to dissolve; soon we'll "die".

"We'll finally be together forever."

And, with one last kiss, we disappear from this world. This time forever.

If you didn't know, the phrase "Kyou tsuki wa kirei, desu ne?" is a way in Japan to confess your love to your crush.

I think this is my best post yet, what do you think? I've had this idea for a few days, but it took me a little time to write it down. I hope Madara wasn't too OOC!

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1 year ago

hey, i was wondering if you could do shin headcanons? <3

Nana ~Boyfriend headcanons~

Manga/anime: Nana

Warnings: nothing

(Y/N): your name

O. Shin'ichi (Shin)

I tell you one thing: you're really lucky Shin unfolded himself enough to let you be his girlfriend. He's a person who doesn't trust others; your presence probably made him so much at ease he decided he wanted to be with you as your boyfriend: in fact, when he starts a romantic relationship with a person, know he'll want to spend his whole life with them, since he isn't the type of guy who is engaged to a person just for fun. He has very serious intentions with you!

Shin will probably continue to prostitute himself, but not because he wants to have a full barrel and a drunk wife: he only does this to survive economically. In fact, if BLAST achieved success or if you were very rich, Shin would immediately stop prostituting himself and he would dedicate himself totally to you

Shin loves when you listen to him play during BLAST concerts or during rehearsals: the fact you dedicate your time to come and listen to him makes him happy, especially if you don't like that kind of music too much. He also really likes it when you cuddle together in bed or on the couch: holding you close to him makes him feel so good he would like to hold you in his arms forever

However, I think Shin's first love language is words of affirmation: he knows what it feels like to not be loved and how it feels when people ignore you, so he always tries to make you feel loved by saying sweet words to you. For example, whenever you wear a really cute dress, he always compliments you ("You look beautiful, (Y/N)."), and he always notice if you cut your hair or paint your nails and point it out to you ("Have you done anything to your hair/nails? You look very good."). He also tells you very often he loves you: as soon as he wakes up and before going to sleep, he always sends you a message (when you don't sleep together), writing he loves you very much; he tells you this even when you get together after not seeing each other for a long time

Shin doesn't really call you by a nickname: mostly he calls you by your name, sometimes also "love" or "my love"

If you didn't know, the saying "to have a full barrel and a drunk wife" (avere la botte piena e la moglie ubriaca) is an Italian saying which means having two mutually exclusive advantages.

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1 year ago

hey! i saw the headcanon of kny characters' reactions when you say they're handsome. can you also do it for the yu yu hakusho main quartet? Thanks

Yu Yu Hakusho ~Calling them 'handsome'~

Manga/anime: Yu Yu Hakusho

Warnings: nothing

(Y/N): your name

U. Yusuke

A small smile will grow on his face and a very light and adorable blush will spread across his cheeks

His self-esteem will grow significantly

He'll tease you a little at first ("Oh? I didn't get it right: did you say I'm handsome? Can you say that again?"), but then he'll return the compliment

"You are beautiful too, (Y/N)."

However, if you remind him later, he'll pretend nothing happened

K. Kazuma

He'll literally pass out: Kazuma.exe has stopped working; press a button to restart

After he recovers, he'll probably think about your words, and he'll faint again

After he recovers for real this time, he'll pick you up and spin you around

"My beautiful (Y/N)! I love you so much, we'll be together forever!"

For the next few days, your compliment will keep repeating in his head

Kurama

He'll be surprised, and he'll probably blush a little; moreover, Youko will stir inside him Youko is very possessive and hearing you say that agitated him

Afterwards, he'll smile sweetly, and he'll create a rose and give it to you

"To thank you for your compliment, I give you this rose. It will wither when your beauty and my love for you fade."

After telling you this, he'll hug you gently and kiss you

Know that rose, since it's created with Kurama's powers, will never wither

Hiei

He'll deny your compliment immediately

"I'm not handsome." "Instead you are, Hiei, you just don't notice it." "Shut up."

You won't notice, but he'll be really embarrassed: your compliment will make him feel warm, and he'll stare at you for a few minutes

After that, he'll leave, but, before disappearing from your sight, he'll turn slightly and look at you

"After all, you aren't that ugly either."

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1 year ago

hey so how do you think Hiei, Yusuke and Kurama would deal with a crush who thinks the boys are really funny. Like Hiei sarcastic comments has crush giggling in the back all the time. Kurama being a bit of a troll sometimes. Yusuke snark gets them easilyยฟ

Yu Yu Hakusho ~With a reader who thinks they're funny~

Manga/anime: Yu Yu Hakusho

Warnings: nothing

(Y/N): your name

U. Yusuke

The first few times you laughed at his jokes or sarcastic comments, even if they weren't funny, he was weirded out; then, he understood you just thought he was really funny, and he liked it when you laughed

In fact, currently he makes a lot of jokes to keep you entertained

When you laugh at his comments, he acts like Kazuma while he talks to Yukina: he blushes deeply, stutters slightly and starts acting a little stupid and strange

However, he tries not to let you know how much he likes your laugh but he doesn't succeed too much

Know he'll get offended if you don't laugh at his jokes

Kurama

He knew he loved you when he first heard you laugh at one of his comments: he understood he wanted you to keep laughing forever

In fact, he turned the same color as his hair the first time he saw you like that

However, he never thought of himself as a funny person, so your laughter confused him at first too

Unlike Yusuke, he don't make more jokes or sarcastic comments, because he's afraid you might find him excessive

Now he blushes slightly and smiles softly when you laugh and when he sees you are amused by him

Hiei

That woman is so strange...

He always thinks so when you laugh at his sarcastic comments

At first, he thought you were either crazy or you didn't understand his comments, but then he realized you just found him funny

Every time you laughed at his comments, he got a strange pleasant feeling, so he asked Kurama what this was

Currently he blushes a little every time you laugh because he remembers Kurama's response: "Hiei, you love (Y/N), and therefore you also like to see her having fun."

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1 year ago

Hi, may I request for Hak x Reader please? Reader is the neglected princess and wife of Hak. Since they're travelling he's always with Yona and Yona also doesn't let them be together being so stupid. So they have a big argument also with Yona but the dragons and Yoon also try to stop them but the reader snaps. She announces to divorce him and leave. When they meet again she's with another person happily something like that

You weren't the right one

Manga/anime: Akatsuki no Yona

Warnings: angst, with a bitter-sweet ending

(Y/N): your name

(S/O): significant other (not Hak)

Hi, May I Request For Hak X Reader Please? Reader Is The Neglected Princess And Wife Of Hak. Since They're

Is being envious a bad thing? Is it that bad to feel it? Is it so bad that I'm jealous of her? I know, I know I shouldn't be jealous, but I can't help it: Hak, my husband, loves Yona, my sister, and I feel terrible.

To be honest, I've always known this, yet I loved him so much I agreed to marry him when my father proposed it to me.

I still remember what I thought when he proposed marriage to me: maybe you won't be the right one, but I still want to be your wife, Hak.

Finally, I gave in to a selfish desire of mine: I hoped I would be able to make him fall in love with me, but I couldn't.

~ ๐Ÿ’™ ~

Why, Hak? Why don't you look at me? Why do you console Yona and not me? The one who was killed was also my father, not just her.

"Hak?"

"Not now (Y/N). Yona-hime (princess Yona) is sleeping."

"Yes..." You shouldn't hug only her.

I'm not saying you shouldn't console her, but at least pretend you care a little about me. At least try to console me: hug me and say sweet words to me, like you did with Yona.

Please...

~ ๐Ÿ’™ ~

Since we began our journey to find the Four Dragons, I've been trying to spend some time with Hak, but Yona wouldn't let me: she kept butting in every time we were alone! I sometimes feel like she does it on purpose, but Yona isn't that kind of person, especially after what happened to our father.

I've also noticed Hak is becoming a lot more protective, not only of Yona but of others as well. However, I wish he was so protective of me too, but instead everything remained as before.

However, I'm your wife, Hak! I'm not asking for maximum attention, but I would at least like you to go a little beyond the "good morning" when you wake up and the "good night" before going to sleep (by the way, not even with me). I mean, everyone we meet thinks your wife is Yona and not me! Even the Dragons thought so the first time we met.

Really: you aren't probably the right one...

~ ๐Ÿ’™ ~

I can't take it anymore! Every day is harder and harder!

I'm dying of jealousy for Hak and Yona, and I feel terrible. I don't want to be jealous, but I'm not entirely wrong either: nothing has improved since the start of the trip.

Everything is like when we were at the castle...

~ ๐Ÿ’™ ~

"Hello, Hak! How are you?"

"Fine." He didn't even look at me.

"Emmm... What are you doing today?" How stupid! I couldn't ask a stupider question: he's obviously looking at my sister!

"I'm looking at Yona-hime. Do you need something?"

"I-I would like to know if you would be willing to come with me to the market one day."

"Sorry, (Y/N)-hime (princess (Y/N)), I can't go out with you: I'm busy taking care of your sister." As always, after all.

Otou-sama (father), why can't I have a bodyguard too? Why does only Yona have it? Why don't you ever consider me?

Why doesn't anyone consider me?

~ ๐Ÿ’™ ~

"I'm not clingy or demanding! I just wantโ€ฆ I just want to know why it seems like I don't matter to you. I'm your wife!"

Hak and I are arguing. I didn't like feeling these kinds of emotions and I couldn't stand that situation anymore, so I told Hak about it, thinking it might be a good idea. Of course, I didn't expect him to become more affectionate with me, but I hoped he would at least understand me a little and tone down his attention on Yona.

"You are, but you aren't my first priority, and it's time you realized that and stopped getting in my way! I'm tired of you nagging me all the time! Stay away from me for a while and go away!"

What?

What he said?

I? Clingy to him?

"What did you say?"

"You've heard." His voice is chilling; he's really angry.

"Hak, nee-san (big sister), you two should calm down." I can't stand her anymore! Always getting in the way!

"Shut up! I'm really angry with you too!"

"Why? What have I done?" She really is so damn innocent and stupid! She doesn't understand anything!

"Do you even dare ask me? Are you stupid? Since we left, you've been complaining about wanting to get stronger, but what have you actually done? Have you ever managed to do anything? To save someone? Not to be protected? Do you know how much you annoyed me? I'm not like you: I had no one to protect me, even though I was the eldest daughter and heir to the throne. I had to defend myself, I had to learn to fight alone, I always did everything alone! Don't you dare come here, after you keep putting my husband in danger and fluttering your eyelashes at him, even though he's married to your sister!"

It all happens in an instant: a noise, and then a very strong pain in my right cheek.

Huh? What?

"Don't you ever dare talk to Yona-hime like that again!" Hak?

Was it you? Did you hit me on the cheek? Did you hit your wife to protect another woman? How...

"Hak?"

"Don't call me that anymore and don't be with us anymore. Go away."

"W-what?" How could you say that?

Tears stream down my face.

I feel terrible. My head hurts, I can't breathe, I feel dizzy...

I know, or rather I've always known, Hak cares more about Yona than me and he'll always protect her, despite everything.

I always knew, Hak, I always knew you aren't the right one for me...

"All right. If that is what you all want, I'll walk away. Hak, don't think of me as your wife anymore: you and I no longer exist. I hope you and Yona will be happy together. Goodbye."

~ ๐Ÿ’™ ~

It's been a while since I've been away from my sister, Hak and the others, and I couldn't feel better: I found a man, (S/O), who really loves me, who I care about a lot. However, the story with Hak is still an open wound in my heart, even if my current boyfriend understands me and he never makes me worry about this; he's just a perfect boy!

Now, (S/O) and I are at the market buying everything we need to make our lunch. I'm at the fruit stand; he moved away from me because he had met one of his friends.

While I'm choosing fruit to buy, a familiar sound reaches my ears: Hak! Although my mind isn't even processing everything that is happening, my body is already reacting to his voice, so I look around almost desperately to find him: I start running in the direction from which I heard his voice, colliding with some people and risking tripping several times, until I reach him.

Here, right in front of me, there's the man I've loved almost my entire life. He's as beautiful as ever: his blue eyes, which I have always loved to look at, shine like the sea, and his smile is as warm as the embrace of a loved one. However, what makes me so sad is the fact his smile isn't directed at me: he's smiling at Yona, looking at her with so much affection, not at me. He didn't even notice me.

I don't need to see anything else. I don't want to see anything else. I turn and leave.

My mind is full of regret, pain and anger towards myself: why doesn't Hak look at me? What does Yona have that I don't? Why didn't the relationship between us work out? Why do I keep thinking about him? Why don't you get out of my head, Hak?

A few "what if" scenarios ran through my thoughts, although I know there's no point in thinking about them: he's probably engaged to her by now; I, on the other hand, am engaged to (S/O).

I shouldn't cry, I shouldn't do this, nevertheless, as I lean against the wall of an inn, my chest aching like never before, I can't stop the tears from flowing.

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"My love? Are you okay?"

"(S/O)?" I lift my head from my crouched position, looking at (S/O). He's crouched in front of me, looking at me worriedly.

Without thinking twice, I throw myself into his arms and hold him, crying into his chest. He returns the hug, immediately holding me tightly and cradling me gently against him, saying sweet words.

"What happened?"

"I... met... Hak..." I tell him, my voice breaking with sobs.

"Oh, my love... Shhhhh, don't worry: everything will be fine. Can I do something to make you feel better?"

"Can you keep hugging me a little longer, please?"

"Of course." (S/O), why are you so kind to me? Why are you close to me, even though you know I love you, but I still love Hak?

I feel like a traitor. I love (S/O), but I still love Hak too, and I don't understand if I really love him or if he's just a replacement for me. I can't understand my feelings, and I don't want to make him suffer...

"Why are you close to me?" My sudden question shocks him.

"How 'why'? Are you thinking about the situation with your ex husband?" How did he figure it out?

I nod, so he holds me even more gently and says: "Don't worry, I already told you. I love you so much, and, if you're confused about your feelings, I'll help you as much as I can, okay?" I nod again, hugging him tighter and pushing my head further into his chest.

What things which were so good have I done to deserve such a kind person next to me?

I may be so selfish, but, even if I still don't have my feelings clear, I want to be with (S/O); I want to feel as good as when I'm with him; I want to feel that beautiful feeling I feel when we're together forever.

"Thank you, (S/O). Can I ask you something else?"

"Yes." I gently pull away from our embrace and look into his eyes.

"Can we be together forever?" He looks at me with wide eyes and a blush that quickly colors all his cheeks; then, his eyes soften and a sweet smile spreads across his face.

"Of course we can. Come -(S/O) stands up and he takes my hand and helps me get up- let's go home."

Thank you, Hak. You weren't the right one for me, but thanks to what happened between us I'm happy now.

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