Regret And Forgiveness (Part 2)

Regret and Forgiveness (Part 2)

Characters: Megumi x FReader ft. Gojo Satoru, Itadori Yujii, Shoko, Nobara.

Anime: jujutsu kaisen

Type: Imagine

First part: Here

Warnings: forced kiss, brief fighting, sadness, mention of blood, arguing, self doubt, angst, fluff at the end, cult, not proof read fully, mention of hair, IVs, hospital.

Summary: After being seriously injured from a mission. Gojo steps in and takes you to the infirmary to get bandaged up. And Megumi, starts to feel regret and realizes his actions and words have not been that of a great boyfriend.

A/N: Hello! So I had gotten asked for a part two, so here it is! I hope.yall like it!

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"So, he is just going to leave us here for the time being? No one is going to wa-" The first year started to speak, before Megumi shot him a look that made his words get lodged in his throat.

"Did you not just see my girlfriend get carried away, literally bleeding and unconscious?!" Megumi shouted at him, his face turning a shade of red at the anger bubbling up. "Yeah, I did, but did you see her get thrown or even dodging those attacks? It wasn't even THAT bad, so over dramatic," He spoke crossing his arms in front of his chest, unaware of the killer look on Megumi face.

"W-What? And yet, you didn't even try to he-"

"Neither did you, so don't be trying to blame this on me. Or pick a fight, you were to busy fawning and worrying for me to even notice your own girlfriend becoming food."

Megumi went silent after that, standing a little straighter, cuz really what could he say to that? He was worrying over him, instead of his girlfriend that was taking the full force of the fight. Trying to focus the attention of the curse on her, instead of them.

"If it wasn't for the fact that you can't fight, or even muster up any kind of energy. I wouldn't have to worry about you," Megumi told him, watching his eyes grow wide at the rebuttal. "That was a low blow, Maki has no cursed ene-"

"Maki can fight, and has been training her ass off since she showed up here. Don't even try to mention her in this, or even compare yourself to her. You on the other hand, are always complaining and putting zero effort into anything, so really why are you here?"

"Ugh, Megumi and Akio, ca-" Itchai spoke up, his nerves ok high alert as he watched the two students argue. Though, neither one spoke to him and they were to busy shouting at one another.

"You want to know? It's because of you, Ive heard about you. The gloomy, and reserved 10 shadows user, I wanted to meet you an-"

"You literally are risking your life, so you could meet me? Seriously?! Are you crazy or -"

"My mother wanted me to see if you'd join our cult, we could use someone like you. You'd be the perfect match! Your father was with us, and we thought that you'd also join," Akio spoke, a crazy look in his eyes as his face twisted into a sinister smile. Hands reaching out towards Megumi, as he spoke on, "But then, I got to know you and be around you. Id been watching you for a long time, even before I started here. And I.. I think we really are meant to be, your sign and mine are a perfect match. Just dump that dumb bitch, she doesn't deserve you, look how she treated you tod-"

"Well, you heard all of that, correct Yaga?" Gojo hollered, grabbing Akio by his collar, pulling him backwards towards Yaga. Akio back slamming into Yaga chest, "What.. W-What how long have you guys been there?" Akio stuttered, pulling away from Yaga, but getting his hands pulled behind him cuffs quickly locked on his wrists. "Your going to the chamber to be spoken with, and questioned. Let's go Satoru, Itachi is here, he can tak-" Yaga stopped talking as Akio lunged forward towards Megumi, breaking the cuffs, his hands clapping around his head.

"I LOVE HIM, I CANT LEAVE LIKE THIS!" He shouted, moved Megumi head toward his own, lips connecting. Megumi shocked, reacted quickly, taking Akio legs out first and pushing him away. Rage racing through his veins as he stepped forward, but Gojo stopped him before he was able to do anything else.

"Don't, it's not worth it. He'll be getting much worse now that he sexually assaulted a student on top of other acts of treason," Gojo reassured him, squeezing Megumi shoulder as he stepped forward again. He knew that Megumi could end the students life or seriously harm him, and he kind of.. really wanted to see it. But there was someone else that needed to see Megumi, "(___), is currently sleeping and receiving treatment. I think she'd really like it if you were there when she woke up."

Megumi knew he was right, he knew she needed him right now. Even though, it was his fault she was in that situation right now. Shaking off his hand, he walked towards the car, Itachi following suit as he watched Yaga and Satoru disappear with the young student.

The ride back to the school was a silent one, he read messages from Nobara and Itadori. Asking questions on what had happened, why you were bleeding when they saw you. His hand gripping the phone tightly, surprised that it hadn't broken from his strength, he spaced out as he looked at his lock screen.

He was carrying you on his back, a large smile played on his face while you covered his eyes and leaned forward. A peace sign being made with your fingers, while holding it near your left eye with your tongue sticking out. It was on a surprise free day, Gojo and you both went out to Tokyo and had a day to yourselves.

The other students had either stayed at school to sleep, or gone done something else.

It was a good moment to get to know Gojo as not the teacher, but as the guardian of Megumi and Tsumiki. Though, there wasn't much difference besides him telling you embarrassing stories of Megumi.

"We are here, she is in room 10." Itachi informed him, Megumi jumping out of the still slightly moving car. Racing up the stairs to the treatment room, though being stopped by Shoko.

"Hey kid, she is still sleeping. And I want to worn you, she lost a lot of blood and has a punctured lung. I'm surprised she made it through to be honest, but she was already in the process of learning how to use her energy to heal herself. Said it would be a good thing to know how to do, but just be warned. There are a lot of things she is hooked up too, I'm not sure when she will wake up though." Shoko said the last part as she walked passed him and down the hall, "I'll leave you to cry, just be careful."

Megumi could already feel the tears stinging his eyes, gentle opening the door he saw your body lying on the bed. IVs, and machines where hooked up too you, a mask was over your face as something else helped you to breath. He collapsed by the bed, falling to his knees, as loud sobs and cries fell past his lips.

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry! I should have been helping you as well! I hope, you can forgive me when you get better, and wake up."

He laid by the bed for days, Shoko said that since you were already unknowingly healing yourself. That the recovery time would be quicker, instead of someone that didn't have that ability. By the first week, it was only now a matter of time for you to open your eyes.

"You need to take a shower, or spray some cologne on you. You smell terrible," Nobara spoke, visiting her friend and making sure Megumi was eating. "Here, Itadori made this, it's his meatballs, he knows you like them. He would be here, but Nanami wanted to take him to show him something," Nobara handed him the plate, a small frown still on his face. But this one was different from the usual one, this one was of sadness and guilt.

"Do you kno- wait.. her hand moved!" Nobara shouted, jumping towards the side of the bad, making sure not to pull on any of the lines. There was still a tube up your nose, to feed you, and a few IVs in your arms.

"Don't say that, holy shit, your right. (__), (__) can you hear me? I'm sorry, I am so so so sorry!" Megumi started to apologize, his hand lightly pushing your hair back. His eyes widening as your eyes, slowly tried to open, a low groan escaping your lips. "Go get Shoko, now," He ordered, Nobara already out the door shouting down the hall.

"Hey, don't move, you've been in this bed for a week now. Your body will be sore, and you probably won't be able to talk that well either, just relax. Youre alright, and I'm sorry, I am so sorry."

Your eyes were opened fully now, darting back and forth at the surroundings of the room. Shoko stepped into the room, Nobara an Gojo walking behind her. "Hey there, you're awake."

After that day, Shoko told the others that you'd be standing for another week or two. Making sure that you were able to regain some of your strength back, you may had been bed ridden for a week but your body had taken a beating. Quit literally.

And threw the walks, and Bambi feet, Megumi stayed by your side. Never leaving, unless you motioned for him to do so, though he was very reluctant.

"I'm fine now, really, you don't have to go to the bathroom with me." You laughed, trying to close the door as Megumi, was blocking you from fully closing it. "I know, but this hap-"

"Stop apologize, I forgave you and you already told me everything that happened. As did Gojo, though, it is still kind of gross kissing you after he had forced himself on you. Really wish I could kick his ass."

"I know, just.. I'm really sorry. And I told you, I've been brushing my teeth three times a day! Holler if you need anything," Megumi stepped back, watching the door close softly as you went to the bathroom.

A smile was on his face, though he knew you weren't mad at him anymore. He won't stop till you know that he regrets everything that happened.

"You're still standing there? Come on, everyone is waiting for us."

"Okay," He said, grabbing your bag, securing the strap on his shoulder. Reaching for your hand, as he gently lifted it to place a kiss on it. "I'm sorry," He thought out loud, a roll of your eyes were meant in response.

"I know, but it's in the past. And it won't happen again, right?"

"Nope, never will again. And if it does, you can kill me."

"Well, I wouldn't do that, but I'll scold you though. Come on, you know how Gojo gets, all the food will be gone by the time we get there."

You bother walked out the doors, and towards the dorms. The wind gentle tossing your hair, the atmosphere between you two was calm, and forgiveness and love was in the air.

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Taglist: Not sure if anyone wanted to be tagged. But to those that asked for a second part.

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"1, 2, 3 and 4.. what are you doing?"

Characters: Todo Aoi x GNREADER

Anime: Jujutsu Kaisen

Warnings: Language,sparring, light flirting, upset, crying, sarcasm,fluff??, Not proofread.

Summary: Todo is strong, witted and sarcastic, but even he has feelings and gets down once in awhile..

A/N: Hey y'all! There isn't enough of Todo on my feed, so I thought to change that myself.

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"1,2, 3 and 4.... What are you doing?" You stopped your squats, setting down the dumbbells gentle before turning your full attention towards the door.

"I came to also workout, but to also see that ass in those shorts."

"Todo!"

"What? No one is around, even if they were, I'd have no shame." He proudly spoke, buff his chest out a bit more. His eyes scanning around the gym, surprised that there wasn't anyone here today.

"Where is everyone?"

"They're having a rematch game with the Tokyo school again. The... Baseball game? The one you got knocked out at, since Maki just so happened to toss the ball at your face," You deadpan, lifting the dumbbells up over your head and angling them behind your head. "Why they didn't invite you, is such a surprise to me.. what are you doing?"

Todo stood by the entrance of the building, his shoulders slumped and head down. If you weren't mistaken, or your ears weren't mistaken. You thought you heard a sniffle, "Are... Oh...OH, ARE YOU OKAY?!" You dropped the weight in your hand, not caring that it slammed on the ground with a loud thud. Quickly sprinting over to were Todo was standing, shocked by the reaction and emotion he was showing.

"I'm fine, it's just... It's nothing, lets spar. You need to work on your stance more and reflex time," He spoke confidently, pushing whatever just happened now to the back of his mind. A large smile (kind of eerie), popped up on his face. "Let's being, you remember what I showed you last time. Correct?"

An you did, and for the next two hours. He helped you improve your fighting style. Did you still need some work? Yeah, but you both could see there was progress made from the first time.

As you both lay panting, on the mats. You heard it again, a sniffle, but not a "I have allergies" sniffle. No, a "My feelings are hurt" sniffle. Mustering all your strengths, you sit up, your arms and back screaming at you to stop moving. And then you saw it, a fucking tear.

A tear sliding down Todo perfect dumb face, "You're crying.. Todo. Dude, what... What's wrong?"

"I'm not crying, It's just sweat."

"Todo... You hardly ever sweat. Now, tell me or else," You forced yourself to stand up, shocked by the tears now running down his face. You'd known Todo since third grade, an never seen him truly cry. Maybe, some sniffles here and there when he saw an Idol he fancy. But if someone hurt his feelings, well... He just best them up.

This was different though, you could feel it in the air almost, something was bothering him. "I'm fine, you don't have to worry. No-" His words got cut off, as you retackled him to the ground, wrapping your thighs around face and pulling then twisting his arm straight out.

"Ah, You ... Youve been holding back on me, haven't you? Who else are you training with besides me?"

"Just answer the question Todo, why are you upset? Jesus your strong," You grunted out, trying to remain strong and focus on the mission at hand.

"Okay, let me go and I'll tell you."

"No, cuz the second I'll do that, you clap your hands and then poof gone."

"I'm upset, that people treat me like I'm dim witted and that all I have going for me is my strength. Sure, I'm amazing and very strong but.. ow that really hurts. But I have feelings," You let go of his arm once he started to speak. A gasp falling, "Thanks, it's just, I know how I am. And I can take a joke, or even if it isn't a joke. "

"Todo, I'm sorry. I, I've been worried with all this talk and action towards you, maybe it would start to bother you. "

A smile was sent in your direction, a true and genuine smile. His eyes lighting up, the sunshine hitting his face just right for his dark black eyes. "You have beautiful eyes Todo," You complimented him, a giggle falling from you as his eyes grew wide.

"Do you want to go get some food? I'm beat, I don't even know if I can stand up without falling."

"Yeah, let's go. I'll pay, I'm still kind of bummed they didn't invite me though," He spoke standing up, extending his hand towards you too help you up. Grasping his hand, pulling you up but your brain didn't get the message fully. As your legs gave out, falling to your knees, laughs filling the room from you both. Todo squatted down, "Get on my back," His hands were behind his back, wiggling around as he waited for you to climb on.

"Don't fondle my ass, what would Takada think?!"

"What she doesn't know, won't kill her."

He lifted you, securing your legs around his waist and making sure your arms rested loosely around his neck. His sweaty back was met with your sweaty chest, "I'm still bummed out about the game."

"I know Todo, ma-"

"Itadori was going to pitch for me next time, my brother... Betrayed me?"

"Itadori couldn't go, he ha-"

"I KNEW MY BROTHER WOULDNT BETRAY ME LIKE THAT!"

You rolled your eyes, lightly smacking his chest.

A peaceful silence settling between you and him, the breeze was cool and gentle as it passed over you both.

"This can't go on anymore, we're just holding each other back."

Characters: Geto Suguru x reader

Anime: JJK

Type: Imagine

Warnings: Cursing, crying, this is angst, heartbreak, brief mention of the word god, brief mention of sex, not proof read.

Summary: The feelings weren't there anymore, at least not as strong and prominent as before. You both lacked the same enthusiasm, and love towards each other. This was no settling, or getting used to each other. Because those butterflies, were gone. The clench in you chest when you say one another wasn't there, and the sparkle in the eye. It was gone. And both pair of eyes, were starting to wonder, thinking about what it would be like to date or be single.

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"You love him. You love him, you LOVE HIM. I love him, please god, I love him." You repeated the words to yourself, almost as if it was a prayer that was hoping to be answered. But to no avail, you knew it wasn't going to be answered. You knew, that no being above you and others, would be able to help.

You just had to accept your feelings, sooner or later. Staring at yourself in the mirror, tears welling at the thoughts that seem to haunt you. "Fuck!" You hollered, slamming the counter top again and again, till you could feel a sting. Trying to choke back the weak sob trying to escape your sealed lips. Till it had broke through, then another one till you were sobbing on the floor. The cold hitting your hot body sending goosebumps throughout. Cry's racked through you, tears fell from your eyes, snot coming out of your nose, hands shaking at the repeated words in your head.

'You love him, you love him'.

You knew he would be home soon, knew that he would hear you, and question why you were like this on the bathroom floor.

But deep down, there was a feeling, that similar to the last couple nights. He would be late, blame it on work, or blame it on traffic, "Yaga wanted to speak to me about some of the students enrolling."

" You know how Gojo is at times," "I brought home some candies, I know similar to Gojo you love your sweets." He would have excuse after excuse, at first, it was nothing, you hadn't thought much of it. Till a week ago, you had came to realize the feelings and emotions between you both.

You had been waiting up for him, in the living room. The clock striking midnight, as he walked in. His face held shock, and then went to joy or at least fake joy, "Baby, you waited up?" He question, his eyes meeting your own. Going to speak, before the words got lost due to the sudden change. That's when you noticed it, really noticed it, his eyes were dead. Normally when he looked at you, there was love and adorations. But now?

Nothing, they were empty eyes boring into your own. His body was rigid, twitching ever so often, his nerves on high alert. But instead of feeling upset, and crying your own self to sleep that night, or even picking a fight.

You felt relieved? The feelings you had noticed for yourself, were being felt from him as well.

Slowly, over time, who knows when exactly, the love was fading. The excitement of talking to each other, seeing one another, going on dates, late night runs to the store, surprised dates, and anything else that made you both love one another even more.

Was slowly fading, and had been fading for some time now. Before that night, it had gone undetected, till you both felt the bang in your chests starring into dead eyes. That, it was over, or at least emotionally and psychically over.

Now it was only time to verbally say it, you didn't want it too end though. You both kept telling yourselves, that you still loved the other, that they still gave you all those feelings as though it was the beginning. That you two had just finally settled, you were comfortable in this relationship.

Till one day, when you were hit hard with feelings. Feelings you thought only were for Geto.

His blue eyes had stared into your eyes, as he spoke about this bakery down the street. "The sandwiches are great, and the bread is even more dense and -" He kept talking, and talking, you both shared a love for cooking. Though slowly finding out that, there were other things you shared in common. Later noticing that, you were excited to see Nanami more then your own boyfriend. That you waited for him after work, instead of Geto. He had beem watching from the sidelines, as you skipped towards nanami as though you were in grade school. He couldn't recall in the three relationship, you ever skipping towards him. Geto had noticed it all, cuz he too was waiting for another and feeling the same feeling you had felt for nanami.

A hiccup echoed through the bathroom, your eyes sore and puffy from crying. Opening the door slowly peaking out, listening closely for any sounds, deep down knowing he wasnt home.

Instead, he was at the nearby park sitting on a bench, thinking. Thinking, how to bring his feelings up too you, trying to find a way to tell you he had started to fall for another when he knew you were as well. He could see the dead, empty look in your eyes when you talked to him. He had noticed it for months, though similar to you, didn't want to accept it.

He knew, it wasn't the same between you both anymore. The feelings were felt more of a friend then a lover. He wasn't even jealous or angry when he notice you and Nanami eating at a little restaurant one night. He rather felt, happy? Joy? Relief that you were able to love another? Relief that while he watched you both across the street, he was buying something for another.

"I don't love you anymore and I'm so-sorr-sorry!"

He jumped at the sudden shouting, standing up from the bench quickly at the sight of you. Tears streamed down your face, snot running out your nose, bloodshot eyes that were swollen. You wore baggy sweatpants and a T-shirt. You slippers wet from the damp grass, and muddy.

"Baby"

"No! Please just, tell me, tell me you feel the same way! Tell me you don't get those butterflies anymore, that you don't smile large when you get a text from me, that when you tell me you love me you mean it. When we have sex, that you aren't doing it just to make yourself feel good. That's it's about us coming together! Just, I need to hear it. I can feel you becoming distant, and unloving," You thought it would become easier to breath, after getting this off your chest,but if anything. It made it worse, you gasped for air, a flat palm on your chest as shutters went through your body.

"Hey, breath, breath, you need to breath. Your having a panic attack," Geto himself was panicking, between you both he didn't expect for you to show up in the night proclaim all what you both wanted to say.

"Just, please, tell me. I need to hear it," You weakly spoke, you tried to focus on your own breathing but failed, only becoming more difficult the longer you spoke and thought.

His face read confusion, then anger, then finally became calm, he closed his eyes before opening them again, the words he spoke felt like a weight had been lifted.

"I don't love you anymore, I'm not inlove with you, I haven't been for a while now."

A gasp was heard, you not noticing it was from your own self. The silence between you both was defining, it was the end of you both. "I'm sorry," He broke the silence, the wind picking up as it blew and tossed both of your hair around. He could smell your shampoo, and you could smell his own. In the past, it would bring warmth and comfort. Now, it only brought pain and feelings of the past.

"We need to get inside, it's supposed to rain tonight," He tried again to withdraw you from your thoughts, hoping for a response or something. But all you were doing was closing your eyes, whimpers falling.

First came the lighting, a signal of what is about to come for you both. The undeniable dread of sadness, of loss, that it was finally spoken. You both finally admitted it out loud. It had hurt, more then what you both had thought it would.

Then came the thunder, snapping you out of your thoughts, of your sadness an grief. Making you finally notice the tears that were falling from Geto own eyes, you slowly reached your hand out. Brushing a tear away, "Don't cry, it's for the best. This can't go on anymore, we're just holding each other back. Holding one another back, from finding real happiness, finding someone that will love us controllable. Don't get it twisted, we loved each other just like that but it wasn't meant to last, or we wouldnt be here now."

"I know." He broke out, his cries taking control of his body, an then you heard it. The clinking, and patting of the raindrops falling on the ground and roofs. Then came the downpour, it was raining in sheets, you could only see each other. The feeling of the rain was no longer felt, you already knew who it was and why they were here.

"Are you going to be alright?" Geto questioned his eyes puffy, a look of worry and grief painted on his face.

"Yeah, I'll be fine, they're not the only one that can warp." You reassure him, a weak smile to show him that it was alright. They held hands, as they disappeared in the night.

You focused on where you wanted to go, and how it makes you feel inside. Soon feeling warmth, and a hand resting on your shoulder. Nanami was no stranger to you suddenly showing up in his place, he rather it be you then another.

"Hey, you're soaked," He stated the obvious, running to grab a towel from his bathroom. You stood up from your original crouched position, staggering over to the couch. With a sigh of relief, you finally let your body relax, a cold shiver running up your spine from your wet clothing. Blindly reaching over and patting the couch, trying to locate a pillow, before giving up and deciding on stretching across the sofa. Drifting off to sleep, your body and kind finally at ease with confessing your true feelings to Geto.

Your phone buzzed in your pocket, though you were already asleep, silently wondering where Nanami was at.

We broke up, please take good care of her and give her everything that I couldnt give in return Kento.

me getting five notes from my regular mutuals on any given post

by Comicname

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"Sick"

Characters: Oikwaw x GNReader

Type: short imagine

Anime: haikyuu

Warnings: Cursing, over dramatic, mention of sex, humor, fluff I suppose.

A/N: I'm sick.. and have no one to help with the house. So ... Yeah.

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"I'm dying!!" You hollered, throwing your arms around as you dramatically fell on the bed. The sweat was caking your forehead, as your hair stuck to it. "Baby-chan, you're just sick," Oikawa stated, walking in with a bowl of soup. Lightly closing the door behind him, "Oikawa, I'm.. what are you wearing?"

Your boyfriend, your beloved boyfriend, that was taking care you, nursing you back to health the second you woke up with a fever.

Was wearing a mask, a shower cap, what seemed to be a trash bag with arm holes and a head hole. Along with goggles, "Are you wearing trash bag pants?"

"Do you want some chives in your soup?" He asked as if he wasnt using a toy car to have it deliver your soup to you.

"Your.. joking." You were dumbfounded by his antics, though you understood deep down that this was just because he didn't want to get sick himself.

"I did the dishes, I cleaned the living room, am now doing the laundry. So please, strip." He demanded towards the end, a wicked smirk on his face played out, though you couldnt see it behind his mask.

"You know, underneath these trash bag pants, is something that could possibly make you feel way better," His voice dropped an octave as his hand trailed down the bag. Though he was cut shorting from saying something else, because you threw your clothes at him. A scream being heard, as it touched his non-gloved hand.

"Can you not do this right now, I'm tired and sick, I can't deal with your horniess right now," You spoke setting the bowl of soup on the night stand. "Can I get some towels? I need to take a shower, I feel disgusting."

Oikawa looked up, after lathering hand sanitizer on his hands. His eyebrow rose at your comment, "You want me to join? Maybe having sex, will get you too feel better," He suggested, "I'm sick, look how your acting right now. You really think you'll be able to put your dick in me?"

"That's what hand sanitizer and condoms are for babydoll! Now eat your soup and get in the shower! I'm going to finish the dishes, an then I'll see you .. in the shower." He pointed his fingers at you, as he shimmed out of the room.

Grabbing the soup and sipping it, rolling your eyes at his antics. Your eyes feeling heavy, as the medicine started to work it's magical wonders. Knowing full well, that you weren't going to take a shower anytime soon.