Ps Idk What I'm Doing Uhhhhh Zombie Apocalypse Benlor-

Ps idk what I'm doing uhhhhh Zombie Apocalypse Benlor-

Random short story to go along with it because why tf not:

Taylor takes a heavy breath, sitting on the halfbroken overpass and observing the view. “It’s cold today.” She remarked, seemingly feeling the presence of Ben, who was quietly walking towards her. He nodded, adjusting his scarf.

Ben pulled out his notebook, writing something. ‘Should we keep looking?’ He showed to Taylor. She stared.

“...We can rest for the day, I guess.” Taylor answered, rubbing the back of her neck. “I’m sorry if I made you worried, it’s just…” Ben nodded, giving a small smile. Taylor reciprocated. “Thank you.” She whispered.

Ben sat down beside her, also watching the view. ‘The town looks so ruined despite it being only 5 months since the apocalypse.’ Taylor chuckled.

“I see you like keeping track of time?” She asked jokingly, Ben rolled his eyes before nodding. Taylor only snickered. “It’s funny how I first thought of you being cold and rude, never judge by its cover, then.” She smirked. Ben gave a small chuckle.

Silence then proceeded after that, a comfortable one at that. Taylor remembered when they first met each other, Ben throwing the zombie to the other side of the room, then her making them jump off the abandoned apartment to the other side of the roof, leading a lot of zombies trying to follow and then falling to their doom. She still found it funny.

“...You know,” She started, “I could’ve killed myself long ago if it wasn’t for you.” Ben looked at her in concern, Taylor chuckled. “...That apartment had ropes, and I just found no use of life without anyone, without my brother. Then you came, my prince charming,” Ben slightly blushed, looking away, “You saved the day, you helped me cope with loneliness even with your lack of speech, you helped me realize that maybe, just maybe, that there’s still hope. You agreed to help me find my brother, and now…” Taylor took a breath.

“...Thank you.”

Ben sat silent, as if processing the information. Taylor patiently waited for a response.

“...You’re welcome.” He whispered, looking at her with a smile. Taylor’s eyes widened.

“I-what-” It was as if the words got stuck in her throat, Ben silently chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. He then quickly wrote in his notebook.

‘My voice is just severely damaged, I’m sorry if it scared you-’ Ben gave a nervous smile. Taylor blinked. “Oh Ben…” She looked at him, then his notebook, then back to him. “You… Could’ve told me otherwise!” Taylor found the sudden change of subject funny. She hugged Ben, which led him to become a blushing mess. Taylor laughed.

They stayed like this for a moment, their warmth with each other making them comfortable as ever. Maybe they should do this more often.

Ps idk what I'm doing uhhhhh Zombie Apocalypse Benlor-

I was never tagged but who tf cares let's help themmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

okay since it was so fun the last time i did this and it resulted in me learning italian on duolingo, i really need motivation from you guys so here we go!

if this gets:

1000 notes, i’ll TRY and take breaks in between my studying.

2000 notes, i’ll TRY MY BEST to eat three proper meals per day (im anorexic)

3000 notes, i’ll tell my parents i think im neurodivergent (been sitting on this since i was 9)

5000 notes, i’ll actually try to get 6 hours of sleep

6000 notes, i’ll finish writing my book :)

7000 notes, i’ll drink water. 2 cups per day.

8000 notes, i’ll actually make conscious efforts to regularly tidy up my mess of a room.

9000 notes, i’ll get rid of all the toxic people in my life.

10000 notes, i’ll come out to my parents.

(obviously the numbers are high bc i really don’t want to do these. no rules with this. go wild.)

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Reblog if you think asexuality is a legitimate sexuality.

I'm trying to prove something.

How to give someone a stroke:

im never deleting tiktok

Ben Clark rant because yes

Warning: Very subjective because this getting written to cope with my headache🥲

Ben Clark. Just, a silly guy, right?

S1

Usually seen as just a shadow of Aiden Clark, "Oh, it's Aiden's cousin!" "Oh, is it that psycho's cousin?"

Ben doesn't mind! He's given up before, he doesn't mind being seen as "Aiden's cousin" and not "Ben Clark", he doesn't mind only following his cousin around, letting his cousin decide for him, he's given up, and is quite dependent of his cousin's choices.

He doesn't mind the fact that he usually just sleeps whenever there's nothing to do, because there is nothing to do, should he read? Should he listen to music? He doesn't jump into a lot of the group's conversations, and generally just gets forgotten.

He's only a helper to them, he's only their ally, their healer.

S2

And then Ben became more of Ben Clark and not the cousin of Aiden Clark. He started making more independent choices, he started getting seen as someone and not just a shadow.

The group started becoming more like family, his allies, his friends, started feeling more like family, he felt loved, cared, he felt at home.

(ps the headache hadn't subsided👍)