I Cant Say I Understand It Fully, But It Does Strike A Chord Within Me. I Read Over It Three Times By

I can’t say I understand it fully, but it does strike a chord within me. I read over it three times by now and I think I have a basic level of comprehending what is going on, but then again I am not sure. I still love how it is written and the emotions of grief, resignation and uncertainty it conveys for me.

i wonder just how many men have been killed by their own stubbornness.

Yeah well, while I am a lesbian, I never had a Crush on a female Character once in my life, it is a weird dynamic I admit.

Since I love the animatic the animatic for gossip by @/lainyblue over on YouTube I decided take some screenshots and use them to practice drawing Alastor.

Something about him being drunk, letting completely loose, pissing off the Vees in the process and doing a peak dance performance just tickles my brain in all the right places.

You find the link to the video here, I highly recommend you go and watch it, it is that good!

First concept panel for the idea above. I wanted to try the new storyboard brushes I got for procreate and I really like them. Might be my way into Comic making👀

You own Alastors Soul, but there’s a plot twist

I had an angsty fanfiction idea for an AU where Alastors soul is owned by Reader/ OC, so buckle up buttercups and bear with me on my crack thoughts.

This Idea is set before around the extermination that happened shortly before Alastor vanished for seven years.

• You and Alastor have a close friendship. One evening before extermination day you two have an argument over Mimzy who has always envied your relationship and he leaves enraged

• You have a bad feeling and decide to look after him only to find him deadly wounded by an angelic spear.

• In your fear of losing him, you save his life in exchange for his soul. The contract gives you healing powers and you are able to save him, but when he realises, you own his soul, the doubts Mimzy has sowed resurface and he starts to hate you

• Alastors memories around the event and his knowledge of the context are incomplete and he wants to break free from the contract at all cost. What he doesn’t know yet is that his soul will be obliterated as the contract will be reversed, once he does.

• Alastor isn‘t as chained by you as he believes he is. You let him go, where he wanted to go, never cashed in any favours and didn’t even limit his powers. This way he can vanish from the spotlight for seven years without suffering consequences from your side

• After a talk with Carmilla, you find out, that demons who survive such a severe attack from an angelic weapon, suffer from a major loss of power. If they survive long enough, they can reestablish some of their power, but they will never live up to their full potential again.

This idea is free to use for anyone, if you write something based on this, please share it, if you feel comfortable enough to do so, I wanna read!

i love saying “i’m being normal about it” bc i’m actually a filthy fucking liar and i’ve never been normal about anything a single day in my life

i love saying “i’m being normal about it” bc i’m actually a filthy fucking liar and i’ve never been normal about anything a single day in my life

This is a major mood. Aside from Alastor we have Marvel Loki, Rumplestilskin from Once upon a time, Gentoku Himuro from Kamen Rider Build…. the list goes on. But the most important features are Intelligent, sarcastic, morally grey and crazy go some degree…. Glad that‘s not the things I‘m attracted to in real life… But then again I‘m lesbian xD

also @grownupchangeling I NEED that fic

Since I love the animatic the animatic for gossip by @/lainyblue over on YouTube I decided take some screenshots and use them to practice drawing Alastor.

Something about him being drunk, letting completely loose, pissing off the Vees in the process and doing a peak dance performance just tickles my brain in all the right places.

You find the link to the video here, I highly recommend you go and watch it, it is that good!