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I Need Him In My Life To Be More Motivated Fr

i need him in my life to be more motivated fr
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scara as your bf (smau)










bf scara who refused to initiates affection without dropping insults first but when he does he's not gonna let go of you any time soon.
bf scara the literal dynamic of "hates everyone else but you"
bf scara who have a private account on both twitter and insta that no one knows even you, where he can post you freely like his own personal diary (づ  ̄ ³ ̄)づ
bf scara who never fails to tease you for being too cliché but has the most corniest and cheeseist caption under a picture of you (on his private account ofc)
bf scara who can't help but curse under his breath every time he sees you waiting for him on your guys date because of how pretty you are (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
"holy fuck, pretty face literally asking me to put a ring on that finger already"
but of course he wouldn't admit that out loud it'll ruin his cool persona.
bf scara. who can't help but confess and thank you while you're deep asleep at night, words buried deep down in his throat the whole day that it couldn't help but be poured out knowing the quietness and deepness of the dark would help him keep his secret hidden in the night..
bf scara who may not be the bestest with flowery words but he's so good with his actions, returning your affection if not more, always servicing you if you need to, giving you the greatest gift.
he refused to accept that someone can treat you better than he can,
because no one can treat you so fucking good except for bf scara.
Notes: a very late valentine's post
eula's safe space
cws: not safe for work (mdni!), vaginal fingering, gn! reader, slight dacryphilia
with you, eula can be herself and let go of her tough exterior. she could never thank you enough for allowing to be comfortable around you but you get her point as her soft moans fill the room.
you can only smile at the adorable expressions eula makes as your fingers thrust in and out of her dripping cunt, the slick sounds almost drowning out her whines.
she can't even form sentences due to the intense pleasure she's receiving, she's not even sure what she's trying to voice. all she can say is your name over and over again.
but it's not enough. you want eula to feel even more pleasure, you want her to sing for you louder, you want her to cum all over your fingers and most importantly, you want her to feel loved.
with that, you lean down to place your lips on her neck to litter her porcelain skin with love bites and marks also making sure to scissor her fluttering hole when your fingers found the spot that made eula jump a little.
tears stream down eula's flushed cheeks, for a second you worry that you went too far and slow down a little but your consideration is answered with a loud whine of complaint which makes you giggle before you suddenly thrust your fingers so deep inside eula's sloppy cunt.
you ignore the pang her noises and her sweet body sends to your own sex, you want to make this night for eula because she deserves this.
the way eula grips her wrist tightens and her moans are getting even louder which let you know that she's close. once your thumb catches her clit, eula lets out a cry of your name and cums all over your fingers, her slick leaking down to your wrist.
you kiss all over eula's face as you let her ride out her orgasm, helping her calm down a little. once her thighs stop shaking and her breathing slows down, you carefully pull out your fingers as she whimpers a little at the empty feeling.
after you're done cleaning up eula's already fallen asleep, relaxed after that powerful orgasm and relieved the stress in her body. you lay down next to her, placing your head on your chest and pull the covers.
you wish everyday could be like this, selfish maybe, to have eula all to yourself. she's your everything and you will make sure to remind her that every single day.

𝗡𝗢𝗪 𝗟𝗜𝗩𝗘 ┃ sweet little thing with yae miko
CW. NSFW (MDNI), afab! reader, name-calling (pup, puppy, little thing), oral (character receiving), mentions of virginity, abuse of authority, corruption kink
AN. reposted work. gAH the way i was so downbad for yae when i made this. i swear when i saw her at the shrine, i legit almost barked for her <3 still full heart eyes for her.

ignorance is bliss.
that's what they all said to you, eyes softening whenever you peered up with doe-looking ones. your head tilting to the side, lips inquiring about every thought that ran past your head that fast to make your points.
you never once held yourself back from knowing what's more to know. being taught there's nothing wrong in exploring what this world has to offer. an adorable glow of curiosity blooms inside your heart, garnering the image of purity and innocence.
innocence is bliss.
that's what yae miko had thought the moment she saw you at the shrine, paying the chief priestess herself a visit after hearing her help with one of your close relative's dilemma with possession. then came next when a person with high status dared visit the humble home to announce how you were chosen by the great guuji to be one of the new shrine maidens. ah, the way your eyes sparkled when she uttered your name, she can never live down the image of purity in you.
for all things pure in this world can never escape the grudge of corruption. ruination is inevitable but that doesn't matter for—
yae miko wishes to be the one to ruin you herself.
honor, it was truly an honor to work alongside yae in the shrine. all your life, you've always been drawn to the beauty and mystery hidden in the beliefs and customs here in inazuma. your parents had wholeheartedly supported your departure, bidding you with such charms and letters, and the chief priestess smiles at the enthusiasm expressed by your family on the day she set foot in your home.
"ah, our sweet little f/n is finally going to do big things!" said your father where your dear mother adds, "yes, it feels like yesterday when you were our little girl."
the sweet messages had warmed your heart, face flushing as you get showered by almost everyone from the little community there in konda village. the elderly were in awe, waving with such soft smiles on their faces. the ever-curious yet beaming with innocence l/n f/n is finally going to do big things! such luck may bring prosperity to the village and the people can never ask for more!
and that's what you thought, the moment you followed yae through the path to the shrine. hands clutched tight on the small bag you carry as you were told that they are the ones to provide you with clothing. you needn't worry about anything, that's what they assured you, and yet your mind dances on the edges of your interest.
but you stopped yourself, not wanting to interrupt lady yae to her musings. you do not wish to ruin the gentleness in her eyes, looking back at you as she showed you around inside the shrine and led you to your quarters. you do not question why she would lay a hand on your shoulders, leaving a gentle squeeze as she bids you good night for the first night in narukami shrine.
you kept your lips screwed shut and eagerly observed what's bound to happen next yet your eyes would always daringly shimmer in the wonders you kept on absorbing as you follow the head priestess around like a puppy.
yes, you did not once question why she'd always refer to you as a puppy.
"come here, pup," it was yet again one night where she told you to visit her in the privacy of her room. a short whisper in the morning would grow magnitudes of screams inside your head as you let her simple orders affect your daily duties. questions had blossomed in your heart yet as your lungs tried to exhale it all out, your lips would keep themselves shut and you'd fail in expressing every word you dearly wanted to say.
"yes, my lady." an obedient nod and a short answer were all you could give as a way to acknowledge her orders. slowly, you made your way to yae who was clad in a loose white kimono that looked gloriously on her body.
as you reached the ends of her bed, her dainty fingers had beckoned you to go closer, and closer, and closer until you stood beside her bed frame. the gentle candle lights of the room had her skin glowing so beautifully, her pupils dilating and her eyes shining as she looks at you with emotions you aren't sure of.
"would you obey whatever i say, pup?" she asks, her hand making its way up from your stomach and all the way to the middle of your chest. she smiles when she sees you trembling, nodding when she let her finger slide against your breasts.
"m-my lady..." the short break from your voice had aroused yae more than she could ever have imagined before, her lips letting out a satisfied sigh before she rubs small circles on your nipple that peaks through the thin fabric of your shirt. "t-this isn't right..."
you felt conflicted when yae didn't stop flicking and circling the pad of her pointer finger on your nipple, biting down your lips to prevent the prurient and sinful noises you knew you'd been producing. yae watches you in awe, loving how reactive you are to her touches.
"hm? do you think that what i'm doing is... wrong, sweet f/n?"
you slowly shake your head as you can't make up another thought when she now uses two of her fingers to pinch at your sensitive buds, causing a loud squeal from your shaking body.
"ah, where are your manners. everyone at the shrine is already sleeping, f/n." her voice was gentle, so, so gentle you can't keep yourself composed when she easily had you under her control.
your lady yae had always been there to share her thoughts, and her strong opinions on different pressing matters none had ever discussed with you during your time as a normal inazuman. no one had dared cross in shedding you towards the light of knowledge but lady yae had been there to inform you of the things she knew you were fawning over.
but was it really the light you had been longing to know of? or was it this twisted darkness you know you can no longer turn your back from once it had corrupted your sweet and innocent mind?
"i think i ought to teach you a way you can make use of your noisy mouth... would you want to know what it is, you sweet little thing?"
corruption, and addiction. the sweet taste of you being ruined by none other than her own exploitation on your curious and naive mind—she shudders just thinking how she personally has her own obedient puppy.
her question had your mind buzzing in gullible inquisitiveness, the weakness she knew how to take advantage of had you leaning towards her body, slowly moving down to your knees, and patiently waiting for her next command. "yes, my lady. please, tell me."
the desire to know and the thirst to enlighten had glowed in both your eyes.
"very well then," she beams with the dreamy quirk of her lips, lilac orbs dilating as she spreads her legs open and propped herself to have you facing her already glistening sex. you were surprised to see her lady not wearing any undergarments but as soon as her fingers slip down from the middle of her body, the same fingers that had prodded and teased your nipples, made their way down to part her lower lips that came along with a breathy moan.
you never said another word, your eyes were more than enough to express multitudes of the questions you wanted to ask while you gaze at all her glory. she was flushed pink, smooth as your eyes scanned everything you want to know about her lady but never once did you go ahead to satiate the curiosity you've always had. you let yae herself be the one to show you, to inform you, to do what you longed for the people to do for you.
"no one ever had the heart to tell you what there is to know out there, am i right f/n?"
you saw how she rubs the little nub protruding off her sex, that one place you once accidentally touched and felt the jolt of electricity shocking your body. she now answered another of your questions by hearing her softly moan out your name, her finger gliding up and down the same spot before she pushes it deeper inside her cunt.
your eyes had glowed in worry, knowing how you once poked the little hole of your body and the sting had hurt you so much. and yae knew just exactly as what you were thinking off, spreading her legs as wide as she can and lets her whole finger sink and disappear inside of her.
"there's no need for such trepidation to worry your head, f/n. i can also show you how to do this without hurting yourself," she offers with a very calm tone, even when her chest rises up and down and her breathing got a little ragged when she added a second finger. "but first, i have to teach you how you'd use your mouth from now on, okay?"
"yes, my lady."
"good, now, kiss me... here." baffled, you blinked two, three times before you tilt your head to the side and looked at where she was pointing at. she had her free hand resting on the middle of her thighs, clearly indicating where she wanted you to start from.
"don't be shy, i'll always guide you."
you felt so reassured and at that moment, you gained such confidence to let your lips press gentle pecks on her skin, her small little sighs blessing you with such sounds you wanted to hear more. and you never let a patch of her soft and smooth skin left unscathed by your kisses, her hands brushing your hair had to encourage you to leave open-mouthed ones as she had told you to do.
"there, you're so good, f/n. my sweet puppy so eager to listen and obey. now, i want you to start kissing me down.... here," she instructs with her fingers spreading her pussy lips. "then you'd use your tongue to lick me, is that understood?"
and, as obedient as ever, you nodded before moving down to her crotch, continuing to trail down your kisses until you reached the skin of her cunt drenched with her own arousal.
"yes, kiss me right there and lick okay?" yae's voice was soft yet held amounts of control in every syllable she uttered as you started doing what you were told to do. at first, you felt odd to have your mouth pressed down to her sex but seeing yae generously giving you praises was so rewarding on its own.
she would constantly hum, her teeth would sink on her lips to keep in the whimpers she was bound to let go of once you began licking on her clit. just as you've seen earlier, she had used a fair amount of time rubbing it, swirling her fingers at a torturously slow pace.
and that's what you did, you used your tongue to mimic what she did earlier. and when you'd look up, you are given the view of your lady with her eyes closed, her fox ears twitching delightedly, an enticing smile on her face. as you dap and slurp on her clit, you can taste how sweet she is and that fuels more of the insatiable appetite this desire to see more reactions from your lady.
"i-i never knew you'd be so g-good at this, f/n. hnngg... there, just like that." yae snakes her hand towards your well-kept hair, the smooth ends are now tangled between her fingers as she pushed you deeper between her legs. your hands had instinctively gone to grab a hold of her thighs as she had both her legs squeezing your head went your tongue had scraped so lightly on her puckering and dripping hole.
"want you to put your tongue inside of me, can you do that?"
the urgency in her voice and the way she peered down at you was addicting, dominating your sense of logic as it frayed away into nothing but complete obedience as a way of showing such gratitude to your lady.
with a brief nod of your head, you started to poke out your tongue and let it enter the entrance to her cunt. so sweet, she both taste and smell so sweet while your nose brushes so roughly on her clit when yae had gripped on your hair and let her maneuvered your head to thrusting up and down her needy cunt.
"do you know now, f/n? starting from today, you're about to learn a lot of things from me. i will teach you everything you need to learn while you are under my care, okay?"
as close as you were getting lost inside her cunt, yae had pulled your from your hair and waited for your reply. and there it was, the look you always give when you get the answers to your question, the look she grew fond of and addicted to seeing.
doe eyes shimmering in interest, lips grinning but glows faintly from the juices covering your skin, chest going up and down from how breathless you were at that moment. the start of corruption, all thanks to her.
she would use everything of her power just to see you look at her like that even when it means to defile what innocence was left unsullied by those around you. she would have the utmost pleasure to be the only person that has corrupted the angel they once thought to be.
oh, she won't let anyone take your purity. she won't allow anyone to hold such power over you.
"my sweet little thing, i am looking forward to all the time we're bound to share with one another."

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Title: Deserving
This is just a repost from the Prince!Al Haitham drabble i did! Enjoy nonetheless.
Wc: 1.6k



"You don't deserve him."
You don't look up from the book you're reading, and this seems to incite the girl more.
"I said, you don't deserve him."
"I heard you the first time, Your Highness."
But she just stamps her foot, and follows you as you meander the halls, soaking in the sunlight from the windows.
"No one really knows you, huh? That you're the face behind His Highness's curse."
"I'm not very well known, no. I'm rather seclusive."
"You're a selfish, sad little excuse of a being that you have to curse a man to love you."
You heard this so many times already you are sick. You will not entertain this. "Do you have somewhere to be, Your Highness? Isn't your mother meeting His Highness for diplomatic affairs? Should you not be present?" From the way her face flushes you know you've hit a mark.
"Let me guess. Her Majesty arrived to propose a marriage alliance between you and His Highness, and he refused?"
"Yes. He refused, and I was sent away like a common wench, but I love him, so I'll free him from your clutches. I would be damned if I let some pathetic witch get in the way of my happiness."
"Your happiness, huh," You mutter under your breath, shutting your book close and facing the princess.
"What do you know about His Highness?"
"Pardon?"
"Do you know his favorite beverage? Book? Resting spot? Do you know he keeps one too many books on our bedside table? We had to get a larger one because the previous was too small. He will sleep with those damn headphones on but do not try to take them off--he's a very light sleeper."
"What does this have to do with–"
"He acts like he is immensely annoyed with Prince Kaveh, when they are actually quite close. His face is often stoic but his right eye twitches just slightly when he's upset.
"Also, it was not His Highness that refused to have you attend today's meeting, but Her Majesty, your mother in fact."
"What?" She spluttered, undignified. "Why would my mother–"
"The prince is highly sought after," you cut her off. "I wouldn't be surprised if she sent you away to take her own chances. It's happened before."
"You lie!" Her voice bounces off the walls, high and shrill.
"A snake is what you are, trying to pit me against my mother. Are you not satisfied with trapping His Highness?! Having caused so many broken hearts all around?!" Her face twists, and she points a finger at you. You smile in faint amusement.
"I will have you locked in the dungeons and flogged, until you reveal what nefarious plan you were trying to enact! This kingdom wont fall to your evil!"
A hand lands on your shoulder, and the princesses face blanches, while you try to keep yours from grinning.
"I heard you from down the corridor. You were so absorbed you didn't notice me approaching."
"Apologies, husband," and you place your hand over his, flashing the ring at the girl, just to watch her face pale further.
"We were preoccupied."
"Oh? With?" You roll your eyes.
"The usual. How I'm a despicable witch who wants to bring down the kingdom. That I stole your heart and keep you for my own selfish desires."
"Well, the last part is true."
"Aha! Ha! See?" The princess points, and her face is victorious. She flips her hair over her shoulder, hand on her hip. How ridiculous.
"He knows. Even your tricks can't keep him chained to you forever wench."
"Is that right? And here I thought he was still held captive to my charms."
"No!" She huffs. "Your Highness, you must have been enchanted, and have now fallen in love with me, to break the curse." She smiles wide, eager.
"I'm so glad! I knew my love was strong enough to free you!"
"Are you delusional?" You can't help but snort at how fast her face falls.
"...Pardon?"
Al Haitham sighs, brows pinched.
"No, rhetorical questions are rude, you are delusional."
"I beg your pardon?!"
"You do not have it." Al Haitham's blunt tongue is at work, and you've forgotten how ruthless he could be. He holds you by the hip, and brings you closer to his side.
"I've received dozens of marriage proposals throughout the years, despite my already being married. I would be dumbfounded at the audacity, but I'm further appalled by these childish, baseless rumors." The princess steps back one step, and Al Haitham presses you both forward one.
"A witch, a snake, a miserable wench; none of you have any respect for my spouse, Their Highness, the future monarch." He looks down at the girl, and the ice there would suit cryo more than dendro.
"Compared to you, my spouse is far superior. They rule my heart and soul and will lead this kingdom beside me. You, on the other hand, will one day be bargained off to some monarch to bear them heirs. I'd rather say you are the sad pathetic being." Oh wow. How romantic. For a man of logic he knows just the words to get your heart to flutter. Something has him agitated.
"They….they have you brainwashed, Your Highness. They will bring ruin to this kingdom!"
"On the contrary, many of the reforms they proposed have boosted the economy and helped enlarge the middle class, slowly dwindling the lower classes by integration. Worry about your own kingdom, Your Highness, for it will surely face its own obstacles."
"What…what do you mean?"
"Your mother made a fool, and nuisance, of herself. She seems to be just as brainwashed as you are, and tried to impose herself on me. As such I refuse to entertain your company or any more 'diplomatic talk'. Your carriages should be packed and ready by now. You may go." The princess has her hands half raised, and she trembles where she stands.
"...But, Your Highness…Our trade, ships have been lost to sea or attacked by pirates. The navy we sent never returned. We need aid!"
"Oh, you should have thought of that before you disrespected Their Highness. Before you threatened to have my spouse locked up and flogged. Before you were so delusional to believe I'd fall in love with a princess so selfish, immature and incompetent. Now leave, I do not want to look at you any more."
The girl's face is red and tears are starting to run down her cheeks. You have a smidgen of pity, and you bump your hip to his side, shooting him a look.
He looks, and he sighs. You see the tiny muscles under his eye twitching, and you smile fondly.
"Safe travels Your Highness, and good day. I hope you garner some insight, otherwise, never show your face here again, thank you." Not much better. A sob tumbles past the girl's lips, and she shoots you a baleful glare before running off, skirts gathered. You both watch her leave.
"....Something has you worked up, my prince."
He leans down to your height, and those eyes of his always make your heart stir, like now, solely directed to you.
"These rumors and proposals have gone on too far. I will not entertain them anymore."
"Oh yeah?"
"The queen sprayed some fragrance on me when we were left alone, which I assume was some sort of spell, because she immediately began to undress and try to throw herself on me, as if I'd reciprocate."
"Oh my! They're getting bold now." You reach up to cradle his head, and bring him down to sniff at his neck. Sure enough, there was a faint sweet scent.
"Luckily I'm already protected by one witch." You feel him breathe against your hair.
"Mediocre work. Hardly a witch's work, or at least, a very inexperienced one. The queen was certainly audacious."
"Desperate. The princess wasn't lying about their trade and ships. They could use our help."
"Will we though?" Al Haitham moves his hand from your hip to the small of your back, bringing you in closer.
"We could impose a higher cut of their trade at a lower price as compensation for our help, and the audacity those two had coming here." You snicker at your husband.
"Yes, two royals, one nearly enchanted and seduced, the other berated and threatened to be flogged."
"I should have taken a finger of hers."
"That's a little too far, Your Highness. Don't worry, I put a spell on her, myself. With luck it will transfer to Her Majesty as well."
"Oh? What kind?"
On cue, two screams of rage filled the air, and you grinned, wide and sharp.
"Nothing life threatening, or two cumbersome. Their rashes should be gone by the time they return to their kingdom. Maybe next time they'll watch their tongues."
Al Haitham grins too, rare and precious, and your heart is stirred into a frenzy.
"What did she try to do to you? Tell me."
"I stopped her before she could try anything."
"Tell me."
Al haitham takes your hand, and puts it over his collar.
"She touched me, here. Down to," He trails it down his chest, the planes of his stomach to his belt. "Here."
"What else?"
"She kissed me here. And here." He taps his neck, two spots, and you press your lips there, long and slow. You move up his jugular, to his chin, and you finally move your mouth over his, suckling softly. You press circles into the dip of his hips, and he groans quietly into your mouth.
He only pulls his face away, the slightest blush, but presses you closer, every soft line of yours pressed against his harsher ones. Harder ones.
He grins, and his hand is so sturdy against your back.
"What do you want to do to me?"
You don't know if you can press closer, but you try. "Everything she tried to do."



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