ashsirens - Paint The Town Blue
ashsirens
Paint The Town Blue

20 | intp | they/them | fr/eng | love pissing off popular opinion | rarepairs shipper | depraved by sleep and coffee

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ashsirens
6 months ago

Looking at your last post about Komaeda I have to admit, I have to get it off my chest. I think it's fetishistic of people how obsessed they are with his sexuality and NOTHING ELSE. The obsession is annoying, like, he's into men? Okay? We've known this? And? Some of the tags have people being really weird about it too and I just wanna back away slowly.

I think so too. Maybe it's because I'm a Bi who is more attracted to the feminine than the masculine, but since I got into anime/manga/video game fandoms, I've never understood the weird hype around male homosexuality, well the many articles I've read about it.

But hey, I find it sad to make such a complex antagonist an offensive caricature of homosexual clichés.


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ashsirens
6 months ago

I talked about this again while chatting with a friend of mine on Discord, and thinking back I can't help but find it both hilarious and at the same time very sad.

For the hilarious side, I can only laugh at the humor of the situation at the time it happened. Because after spending an entire month being harassed and mocked by the Kmhn/Kmkm shipdom towards Komanami, Komamiki and the Yumeshippers, after this so-called "confirmation" of Komaeda's homosexuality from Kodaka, let's not hide it, for my part this little return of karma did me a lot of good.

Just imagine being so sure of yourself that you go and harass other communities, who because of their status in the fandom just want to have peace, and then when you're waiting for your ship to be confirmed (I might be wrong, but hey, asking which boy Nagito would want to date with a Hajime's pfp, I think that says it all) by stating in your question that Komaeda won't date females, Kodaka ruins your hope by answers you like: "Wait...what do you mean he won't date females?"

Anyway, it was funny. (Although strangely, this post did not make as much noise as the "confirmation".

Now the sad part of this story is realizing how nobody gives a damn about Nagito's character outside of his sexuality. It's like that's all that's interesting about him.

So, I can only doubt the fandom's "love" (with big quotes) towards Komaeda, because caring only about his sexuality while making ultra-stereotypical jokes about it in passing, that's not love. They like the fantasm, the appropriation of the character they made of him, but not the real character.

(Why can I heard in the distance the annoying fans yelling at me with: “Oh come on! We're not allowed to have fun anymore or what?! 🙄 Blah, blah, blah…”)

I find it such a shame that very few people want to know more about him. He loves books and horror movies, yet few people care to know what his favorite book and movie is, the number of buildings he blew up, etc…or even more details about his backstory.

Like, am I the only one who has wondered why he isolates himself from others is not only due to his self-esteem and unpredictable luck, but also a lack of trust in others? Komaeda was left an orphan with millions at a very young age, I can't believe no adult ever tried to manipulate him by taking advantage of his young age and trauma to try to steal his fortune.

In his last FTE, he implies that when he tried to talk about his misfortunes to other people, they told him to shut up. Who were these people? Adults in his childhood? (Maybe that's why he became the Servant in UDG. He sympathizes with the Warriors of Hope because he himself was a child abused and neglected by adults in his childhood) Teachers? Former classmates? So many questions!

But no, that doesn't interest the fandom apparently. The fandom prefers to continue fighting to know if he is gay or bi.

Even he's getting tired of this fandom, lmao.

Even He's Getting Tired Of This Fandom, Lmao.

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ashsirens
6 months ago

So, the interview was fake? Or did Gege loves to troll us?

NOBARA NATION, WE'RE UP!!!

NOBARA NATION, WE'RE UP!!!
NOBARA NATION, WE'RE UP!!!

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ashsirens
6 months ago
ashsirens
7 months ago
Idk Whos This Is

idk whos this is


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ashsirens
7 months ago

@starrlytts I would say yes, you are Bi, but it's mostly up to you to decide if that's the label that suits you best.

For me, I'm a Bi who likes all genders, and the reason I preferred to define myself as Bi rather than Pan is because I resonated more with bisexuality.

Friendly reminder that Bisexuality includes ALL GENDERS!

Bisexuality means that you can like two genders OR MORE, not just men and women. And the fact that the word 'Bi' means 'two' absolutely doesn’t mean that Bisexuals are necessarily only attracted to men and women.

Some bisexuals like all genders, while others may only like men and women, but not necessarily. Some bisexuals may only like demi-boys and non-binary people, for example. In any case, bisexuality includes ALL GENDERS.


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ashsirens
7 months ago

INTP functions characters

Titania: Analytical, reserved, unconventional, and self-assured, Ti is critical and sometimes sarcastic. She strives for fairness and can sometimes come off as unintentionally arrogant, cold, self-absorbed, and even destructive. Her dream is to understand everything, setting aside human bias and limitation. She perceives reality as a system with hidden variables that could be controlled if comprehended. She doesn't intentionally exude a "back off" aura but is bothered by those she views as intrusive or disrespectful, especially when they invade her space with too many questions. As such, she’s wary of overly friendly or charming people. While observant, her focus isn't always on the tangible world, like what others wear or current events, unless there's a reason. Instead, she's keen on spotting theoretical flaws and is therefore hard to deceive. Even her friends are scrutinized; she prioritizes caution over instinct. She holds some misanthropic, deterministic, and nihilistic views, even if she identifies as "unbiased", to better deal with stress, ensuring she doesn't take things personally. She appears detached even when engaged, constantly building mental models to understand things from the inside out. When allowed the freedom to explore her often taboo interests, she's endlessly inquisitive. While Ti values intelligence, she sometimes overlooks the obvious or fails to consider the emotional aspects of issues. She adheres to binary logic until undeniable evidence proves otherwise and is irritated by elusive answers. Disliking incompetence and emotional reasoning, she thinks humanity should focus on conquering nature and understanding existence, freeing themselves from ignorance, making informed decisions, and not getting sidetracked by trivial matters, or worse, hindering scientific progress.

Looks: She dresses in practical urban wear, covered from head to toe. A large dark red zippered hoodie with pockets is worn over a turtleneck, paired with denim shorts, leggings, and ankle boots. Ti's short, layered orange hair is chin-length in front and cropped at the back. Her pale complexion contrasts with dark red eyes that seem to absorb light. These eyes often appear both distant and intense, accentuated by dark circles. Her expression, typically flat, gives her an air of fatigue or inaccessibility. When she does display happiness, it's subtle—a twitch of a closed smile.

Theme: Knowledge. With complete understanding, existence would lose its dominion over individuals, allowing them to manifest absolute individuality, control, and intelligence within their confines.

Nereida: Energetic and spontaneous, Ne is a dreamer. She's inventive, flexible, and inclusive, bringing a burst of bubbly energy everywhere she goes, but struggles with commitment to her grand visions. Going with the flow, she absorbs a plethora of information, always aiming to make last-minute optimal decisions. With a belief that every problem has a solution, she’s curious about everything, often applying knowledge from one domain to another. Her passion for learning mirrors Ti's focus, but Ne's is rooted in the joy of the process, always seeking to master her surroundings for maximum freedom. Disliking confinement, she occasionally gives up too quickly. Yet, when she persists, she finds ways to revel in challenges, cherishing the journey more than the destination. Although her plans can seem scattered, she thrives in unpredictability. She’s wary of those who wield power to control others, and in defiance, sometimes exercises her own control to observe the outcomes, which makes her morally grey. She thinks that it's her duty to challenge norms and pioneer change for the greater good when many are chained by ethics and fear, but has her own struggles, sometimes instigating chaos out of boredom.

Looks: Her attire is eclectic, pieced together from items she adores, without much regard for current trends. She sports a white buttoned shirt with teal insides, the sleeves rolled up and the front slightly unbuttoned to show a hint of cleavage. This is paired with a high-waisted, knee-length pleated teal skirt, ¾ leggings, and white Mary Janes with black heels. Her shoulder-length turquoise hair is pulled into a high side ponytail with a few loose strands framing her face. Her expression is vibrant, with large, curious blue eyes. Ne moves with a slight bounce, always seeming to be lost in a daydream and ignoring finer details.

Theme: Freedom. In a world without limitations, anything is possible.

Sienna: Grounded and diligent, Si is a model of consistency. She’s logical, practical, and knowledgeable, balancing her hardworking nature with humility and patience. She upholds tradition, believing that if everyone collaborates harmoniously, all aspirations, including universal comfort and understanding, are attainable. She derives a sense of duty and belonging from viewing herself as part of a whole, even if this sometimes stifles her creativity and subjects her to rigid standards. Si is at peace with her role but occasionally grapples with existential questions for not knowing herself in depth, or maybe suppressing philosophical musings. She values comfort, ensuring she always has moments of relaxation amidst her responsibilities, and appreciates nature and man-made wonders. Si always honors her commitments, but some may perceive her as mundane or lacking ambition.

Looks: Traditional and sensible, albeit slightly outdated. She dons a dark long-sleeved ruffled shirt buttoned entirely, paired with a lab coat, tailored trousers, and oxfords. Sleek glasses frame her earnest eyes. Her dark blonde hair reaches nearly to her waist, meticulously combed and pulled into a low ponytail, with bangs neatly clipped away from her face. While her movements are usually unhurried, she can be agile when needed, displaying remarkable dexterity.

Theme: Predictability. In a stable and comprehensible world, challenges would be preventable or at least manageable.

Felicity: Compassionate and giving, Fe is the embodiment of empathy. She is emotional yet fiercely loyal, often putting others' needs above her own. Her ideal world is one filled with loved ones she can protect and cherish forever. While she enjoys being the center of attention and reciprocated care, she sometimes neglects her needs, leading to periods of resentment. Her emotions can be volatile, especially when faced with disillusionment. Fe spends her days analyzing interpersonal dynamics, immersing herself in ethical discussions, and enjoying moral tales. Affected by poignant movies and easily manipulated, she doesn’t understand the saying, “hell is full of well-intentioned people”.

Looks: A blend of loose and tight-fitting garments. She wears a lilac boho dress that exposes her shoulders and collarbones with silk strips wrapped around her waist, neck, and wrists. Her footwear is burgundy heels with ankle clasps. Her purple hair cascades down her back, held in place by a ribbon, while her face boasts rosy cheeks and expressive eyes.

Theme: Unity. If everyone were the same, there’d be no conflict, and life would be fulfilling regardless of circumstances.


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ashsirens
7 months ago
 Rosa, Alexy And Delilah Coloring

﹟ Rosa, Alexy and Delilah 𓈒 𖦹 coloring ☆

🔮。゚ Volume 3 - The Mask of Memories 🗯

*inspired in my candy from mcl*


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ashsirens
7 months ago

besties when they first met <3

Besties When They First Met

Rosa's at it again, and poor Lynn doesn't know what to do with her anymore (/j)

lynn ( T_T)\(^-^ ) rosa <- them 24/7

ik anatomy is off bc that's on purpose :D i love ladies with long legs


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ashsirens
7 months ago

Friendly reminder that Bisexuality includes ALL GENDERS!

Bisexuality means that you can like two genders OR MORE, not just men and women. And the fact that the word 'Bi' means 'two' absolutely doesn’t mean that Bisexuals are necessarily only attracted to men and women.

Some bisexuals like all genders, while others may only like men and women, but not necessarily. Some bisexuals may only like demi-boys and non-binary people, for example. In any case, bisexuality includes ALL GENDERS.


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ashsirens
7 months ago

❝ MY STAR, MY DAUGHTER. ❞ signed: boothill . wc. 791

 MY STAR, MY DAUGHTER. Signed: Boothill . Wc. 791

— featuring ┊boothill x fem!reader

— warnings / content warnings ┊sfw (lil bit of angst if u squint) . major spoilers abt boothill’s story. girldad boothill girldad boothill!!, established relationships (marriage), mentions of pregnancy, just pure fluffiness which hurts my heart | special tags . @rinneverse @mewnbuns

— a/n ┊this is VERRRRYYYY short n somehow took quite a bit bc readers block was eating my ass but i like how this turned out :3 if i see one more tt abt boothill’s silly (not so silly) backstory i will sob uncontrollably :,)

 MY STAR, MY DAUGHTER. Signed: Boothill . Wc. 791

this was a blessing from the aeons themselves.

you were pregnant, with a daughter.. his kid, his flesh and blood. boothill closed his eyes, fingers gently stroking your belly in slow, comforting circles. you could feel his chest heaving softly, his breaths growing deeper and more laboured, signaling his fading consciousness. your husband’s arm loosened, draping over your belly and chest. “.. baby, thank you for this gift. son of a nice lady, yer fudgin’ strong for carryin’ our baby girl inside of ya.”

boothill was beyond excited, your husband couldn’t believe it.. after all these years, he couldn't shake the feeling of gratitude; he was creating a family, a future together with you, a future he could’ve had with his first daughter he had lost and grieved for years. in his eyes, this was his blessing, his second shot at being a father. your heart ached for your husband. you knew about his past and experiences, he told you many times already.. a story you can’t help hold dear to your heart. for boothill, the little baby girl he lost on that fateful day.. was the day he lost everything. the pain of her absence was immense and left a void that no amount of time could heal, sending him in a spiral of grief that engulfed him wholly.

but yet.. when he heard the news of your pregnancy a few months ago, boothill felt that little spark of light erupt once more with pure joy.. the glow he lost many years ago, returned with a new sense of hope, a new sense of hope for the future he’s always wanted. the joy and excitement he felt was a welcome reprieve from the grief that had consumed his soul for so long, overcoming his deepest regrets. he couldn’t wait for this little rascal to grow, experience the beauty of life herself, explore the world around her with curiosity and wonder.. teaching her about all the things he knew. maybe even tell her about the older sister she could’ve had. boothill wanted to see her smile, dress her up in pretty little princess dresses, help her walk her first steps, he wanted to experience and see it all. all he wanted was to see his daughter grow in-front of his eyes, something he had failed to see with his first.

to boothill, his flesh and blood forming inside of you was his second chance at fatherhood. he promised himself he’d pour all his love and energy into raising the baby with you, seeking a renewed sense of purpose and meaning of a father’s love. “i can’t wait for our little girl to grow up, baby.. m’ gonna be the best daddy ever, i’ll tell ya that.”

“you already are, hun. you already are.”

“heh.. rely on me from now on, ‘kay? ‘gonna protect you and her.” your husband leaned in, pressing a kiss to the top of your head before moving to brush his lips against yours, tenderly.. his thumb forming gentle circles on your belly. “always darlin, always.” boothill smiled crookedly, a tear glistening in the corner of his eye. the cyborg leaned in, his forehead still touching yours as spoke softly.. his words destined for the bundle of joy growing within you. "little one," boothill whispered, his voice filled with love. " mommy and i have been talking. both so fudgin’ excited to meet ya. princess, we’ve been workin’ hard to make sure that when ya join us, you'll have everythin’ ya need. ‘going to shower you with love ‘n affection.. promise to be there for ya, to teach ya and guide ya. mama and daddy’re a team, ‘n we'll be the best parents we can be, just for you,”

your husband paused for a moment, allowing the love in his words to resonate before continuing. ".. ‘can't wait t’hear your first cry, ‘feel ya in my arms, kiss your forehead. mama and i love ya more than anythin’ else in this world. so.. for now, jus’ keep growin’ healthy and strong, okay?"

boothill reached over, taking your hand in his own, giving it a gentle squeeze as his thumb brushed over your knuckles. your husband gazed back up at you, offering you a small smile as he spoke to the little girl, puckering his lips to leave a gentle peck to your belly. “heh.. jus’ so ya know, s’ your daddy, babygirl. can’t wait t’squeeze those chubby cheeks, roll you up in a marshmallow usin’ daddy’s good-old red scarf.. i can’t wait t’love ya. love ya as much as the universe. y’know why, darlin’?” he paused, nuzzling his nose against the warmth of your belly, “because you’re my star, sweetie. the star that lit up mommy and daddy’s life,”

“my star, my daughter.”

 MY STAR, MY DAUGHTER. Signed: Boothill . Wc. 791

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ashsirens
7 months ago

OH...MY...GOD.

Discussion between CANDYXCASTIEL on Lysander's route ep 31.

SPOILER

I mean I know that Castiel confirmed in Lysander's Alternative Route that he was always in love with candy regardless of who she chose in HighSchool.

But seeing this scene really made me understand it.

I almost feel guilty for going this time for Lysander, I swear🥲especially after this scene where he SPOILER Lysander tells us he has a crush on Rosalya.

But seriously THIS WAS SO SWEET OF CASTIEL WTF💔

OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.
OH...MY...GOD.

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ashsirens
8 months ago
ashsirens
8 months ago

when she says she doesn’t send nudes

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ashsirens
8 months ago

I wondered why green is so associated with hope and then I remembered being 8 and seeing a little plant sprout after a few days of waiting and. Yeah. I get it now.


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ashsirens
8 months ago
Good Luck With Your Pulls!
Good Luck With Your Pulls!

good luck with your pulls! 💒


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ashsirens
8 months ago

(You're welcome 🤗)

Yes, I see... because a man is inevitably either gay or straight, it's not as if bisexuality and pansexuality exist, nooo! (The nerve. And then they dare to call those who don't like their ship homophobic.)

In any case, I haven't seen much about V3 on BlueSky, apart from a couple of things about Shuichi and Kokichi's love preferences. But apparently when he does talk about it, it's mostly about guys, and girls are superficially skimmed over.

The Danganronpa fandom proves again they’re just a bunch of hypocrites.

Everyone a few months ago was talking about how everything Kodaka says on bluesky "isn't canon", but today it *suddenly* is.

The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.

So you're going to tell me that THIS is canon, but that everything that follows isn't? Even though it was written by the same creator on the same social network?

The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.

So all those photos posted by Kodaka saying that Komaeda can also like girls, that's weirdly not canon...?

What's more, you know that Japanese people speak very little English, and Kodaka is no exception, is it?The question itself was kind of confusing, yet again, Kodaka might have got confused himself and a lot of Japanese people kind of didn't get it that much either.

Otherwise, I don't see why Kodaka would have confirmed to Japanese fandom that Komaeda could also like girls. That would be totally contradictory, and I don't think Kodaka is stupid enough for that.


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ashsirens
8 months ago

What do you mean you were flipping out about Komaeda being confirmed straight?

I mean, I've played SDR2 and seen the anime, so even though I ship him with a few girls, I myself know he's anything BUT straight.

So why this doubt actually?

The Danganronpa fandom proves again they’re just a bunch of hypocrites.

Everyone a few months ago was talking about how everything Kodaka says on bluesky "isn't canon", but today it *suddenly* is.

The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.

So you're going to tell me that THIS is canon, but that everything that follows isn't? Even though it was written by the same creator on the same social network?

The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.

So all those photos posted by Kodaka saying that Komaeda can also like girls, that's weirdly not canon...?

What's more, you know that Japanese people speak very little English, and Kodaka is no exception, is it?The question itself was kind of confusing, yet again, Kodaka might have got confused himself and a lot of Japanese people kind of didn't get it that much either.

Otherwise, I don't see why Kodaka would have confirmed to Japanese fandom that Komaeda could also like girls. That would be totally contradictory, and I don't think Kodaka is stupid enough for that.


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ashsirens
8 months ago

Well, to be honest I don't know anymore either. In fact, I completely forgot that he posted on his twitter page that what he said on BlueSky should not be considered official and that all that was really canon was the games/anime.

Well, To Be Honest I Don't Know Anymore Either. In Fact, I Completely Forgot That He Posted On His Twitter

Except that I don't know what his stuff on BlueSky is for in the end. Does that actually count for anything or not? Personally, I find that it causes confusion more than anything else, and some shippers take advantage of this to spread information calling it "unofficial" as well as official.

最近ブルースカイでなんとなく、自作のキャラについての質問に答えてたりするけど…大前提として、僕が出した答えだからって、公式ではないです。公式は作品内で語られてるものがすべてです。…

— Kazutaka kodaka/小高和剛 (@kazkodaka) March 5, 2024

(The link of the translated screenshot.)

The Danganronpa fandom proves again they’re just a bunch of hypocrites.

Everyone a few months ago was talking about how everything Kodaka says on bluesky "isn't canon", but today it *suddenly* is.

The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.

So you're going to tell me that THIS is canon, but that everything that follows isn't? Even though it was written by the same creator on the same social network?

The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.
The Danganronpa Fandom Proves Again Theyre Just A Bunch Of Hypocrites.

So all those photos posted by Kodaka saying that Komaeda can also like girls, that's weirdly not canon...?

What's more, you know that Japanese people speak very little English, and Kodaka is no exception, is it?The question itself was kind of confusing, yet again, Kodaka might have got confused himself and a lot of Japanese people kind of didn't get it that much either.

Otherwise, I don't see why Kodaka would have confirmed to Japanese fandom that Komaeda could also like girls. That would be totally contradictory, and I don't think Kodaka is stupid enough for that.