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Aaah😩✋

best leader bang chan 🥺

for @sulfurcosmos from your stayblr not-so-secret santa <3

hehe happy holidays ti!!! you totally figured out who i was so quickly, and i had such a great laugh when you did 😂 even though i tried to play dumb until the end, it was obvious that you were onto me the moment you showed up in my inbox on anon too LOL anyways talking with you these past few weeks has been an absolute joy <3 i loved learning so much more about you and your own passions as well as our shared passion for one (1) bang chan 💕🥰 so i wanted to draw something for you that i think really represents all the love chan has for music, for his members, and for his stays! plus the stay lightsticks always remind me of thousands of shining stars, and space things always remind me of you! <3 i hope you have a happy new years ti 😘 love you bestieeeee~

Why 😭😭😭😭

This is so beautiful but why would you do this to me😭✋

If y'all see me crying in the corner blame @ppiri-bahng

🫧 jisung drabble…

fem!reader

“You made a mistake choosing me,” you muttered underneath your breath, hoping that he was fast asleep and wouldn’t hear you.

You were just so, so frustrated with yourself. The two of you couldn’t have been more of the textbook definition of opposites. Jisung was lively, filled with energy, always a joy to be around and lit up every room he entered with his blindingly beautiful smile.

He couldn’t have picked more of a dud to be with.

Jisung deserved someone who matched his energy, someone who could give him the love he deserves, someone who wasn’t currently wallowing in self pity over the fact that she can’t love her boyfriend right.

You had thought you had been doing all of this correctly, loving him—being with him. That was until a small party you had went to together with your friends, and watching the way all the couples were with each other.

“Why don’t you go check on your boyfriends he seems a little lonely,” Chan laughed as he patted you on the back before walking away to refill his cup.

You know deep down Chan didn’t mean to hurt you. It was all teasing, no malicious intent and you knew that. But your stomach churned at the implication of you not knowing how Jisung felt.

Your eyes flickered across the room until you found him, watching Jisung laugh loudly at something one of his friends had said. He seemed perfectly content to you. That was until you noticed how his smile faltered ever so slightly, something so small that Chan had picked up on but you hadn’t.

His eyes flickered around the room in search of something or someone until they finally landed on you.

That same blinding smile broke out on his face as he made his way over to you. Instead of bringing you comfort like it usually did, all you could focus on in that moment was that you really, really didn’t show Han Jisung love and care the way he deserved.

To say your mood soured the rest of the night would be an understatement. Jisung had noticed of course, being the ever attentive partner that you wished so desperately you could be for him. The other couples around you didn’t help, watching as they wiped food off of each others faces or stole kisses without a care of who could be watching—catering to each others every need.

The two of you had never been particularly affectionate in public, mostly on your part and you had began to wonder if maybe that bothered him. Did he want your to hold his hand? Want you to pull him close and kiss him for everyone to witness? Are those things he had wanted and you never realized?

Jisung had confronted you shortly the two of you returned back to his dorm that night. When you had made move to leave with the intent of returning home rather than staying the night as you had previously planned, he had stopped you.

The feeling of his hands wrapped around your wrist was burning, the confusion and sadness lingering in his gaze only made you feel shittier than you had before.

“What’s going on? Did I do something?

These questions had you wallowing in even more self pity than before. Here you were, distressed about what a terrible girlfriend you are and Jisung thinks he’s done something wrong.

And that couldn’t have made you feel more pathetic and worthless.

The two of you had talked it out. You had apologized to him for everything. Jisung had tried his best to console you, telling you that no one had ever made him feel more loved in his life but you were too in your head about it. Jisung deserved better and that was always something you would believe.

You watched as he stirred slightly at the utterance of your previous words, arms gripping tightly at your torso before pulling you closer to him. Your body stiffened under his touch as you realized he had been awake.

Jisung tucked his head into your neck, pressing a soft kiss to it.

“I didn’t make a mistake,” he mumbled sleepily against your skin.

“Loving you, choosing you, is the only thing in my life that I’ve ever done right.”

He pulled back slightly, the tears in your eyes mirroring his own.

“And I’d do it over and over again.”

tags: @multifcndoms

~𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐡𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐲~

(4.) Hurt

See I refuse to die before I see this irl

biiiiiiiitch I can’t wait to see this in person. 🫠

I cannot explain this emotion 😵‍💫😵✋

🐰🐶🏴‍☠️ high seas adventure

It's like the way people were saying we're gonna get God's Menu Felix back😭✋

everyone is saying that because blondsung is back there is a high chance for bluesung to comeback and i need you guys to stop because i cannot get my hopes up only to be disappointed because i am a fragile little babie