The Hate Around Here, The App And Fandom, Is Making Me Really Uncomfortable Too That's The Reason Why

the hate around here, the app and fandom, is making me really uncomfortable too that's the reason why i only go for my followings talking to them and being nasty and horny for abby and ellie 100% healthy

and dreaming about abby a lot too! (the size kink that i have is not helping either)

maybe i’ve been living under a rock but i feel like a lot of the negativity came out of nowhere? like sure, there’s been a few incidents of rude anons and weirdos (thinking about that user who like threatened a writer for blocking a minor?? who does that??)

i always thought of this fandom as relatively calm and wholesome (except for the horny stuff, i mean wholesome as in i think this fandom is very sweet and that everyone kind of looks after each other in a way)

ALSO i want abby to lay on top of me and crush me. not necessarily in a sexy way, but i’m more than okay with that too, just cause i feel like it would be nice to have her on top of me <33

my best friends boyfriend (man) my best friend, (girlboss, loved by many, wanted by even more) and me (adopted loser gay daughter)

im actually pulling out my hair because of the abby & ellie being sisters fanfic, I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS???

abby has you wrapped around her finger.

you had sneaked into the living room a few hours before sunrise, luckily ellie and dina were both fast asleep still. you felt exhausted, but trying to sleep seemed impossible. instead, you tossed and turned on your side of the couch until you could hear the morning birds outside the big living room window.

ellie woke up before dina did. you could see the way she carefully slipped out of dina's arms before sitting up, stretching her arms before letting out a yawn. when she saw that you were awake, she blushed for a second, realising that you must have seen the way she was cuddled up to your dear friend on the couch.

the blush disappeared quickly though when ellie took a look at you and muttered "well, you look like shit." scoffing at her bluntness, typically ellie, you decided to keep quiet. because what could you say? sorry, haven't slept 'cause your sister kept me occupied half the night and then i couldn't stop thinking about her for the other half.

you'd rather not get attacked with a pillow this early in the morning. or even worse, have ellie stomp over to abby's room and create some kind of scene.

you would not want to be in the same house as her when she sees the bruises on abby's neck.

it doesn't take too long for dina to wake up as well, and before she can drop a comment similar to ellie, you quickly say "had trouble sleeping" while waving your hand dismissively. the way dina gives you a knowing smile takes you by surprise, but there's no time to question it as ellie is already heading towards the kitchen.

following her, you're filled with memories of the previous night. meeting abby in the kitchen felt like an answer to your prayer. it seemed to be impossible to get her to yourself, without the interference of ellie, without making it too obvious you were trying to get her alone.

her confident attitude made you weak in the knees, and when the word "good" had slipped past her lips you were sure you'd be melting into a puddle on the floor any minute.

maybe you should have been more embarrassed at how easy it was for abby to make you putty in her arms, but it's difficult to feel embarrassed when all you can think about is how good she made you feel last night. it's really hard to feel embarrassed when all you can think about is how she took you to her bedroom.

when you sit down to eat breakfast with the girls, you're completely zoned out. ellie doesn't pay you any mind however, busy rambling on to dina about the latest issue of that science magazine she's always reading.

sipping on the glass of juice in silence, it's almost as if you're back in abby's room again. you can almost feel her hand around your wrist again as you reminisce how she pulled you towards her bedroom door.

"what?" abby's soft voice had pulled you out of your thoughts. "nothing, i just- it's exactly like i expected it to be." giving her a small smile, abby's lips pulling into her signature smirk.

"you've been imagining how my bedroom looks?" her tone was teasing, but that had not stopped your cheeks from heating up. standing awkwardly in the opening of the room, the way abby had sat down on the edge of her bed and slightly spread her legs had made your heart quicken in your chest.

"why don't you close the door and come over here? thought we could have a little chat..." and the look in her eyes, the way she had looked you up and down as if she was ready to eat you, made it clear that she wasn't actually planning on just talking. so with that, you had closed the door behind you and made your way over to her.

"are you even listening?" ellie's raspy voice breaks you out of your trance, and it's only now you realise that both she and dina are done with their breakfast. "you gotta' hurry up, jesse is picking us up soon."

"yeah, yeah. i'll finish this quickly." stuffing your face with the food in front of you, you don't pay any mind to the sound of a door further down the hall opening. it's not until you hear the familiar voice of abby, greeting ellie with a "hey loser", that you look up.

at first, ellie only grunts something in response. when abby turns around, milk jug in hand, she truly gets her little sister's attention.

"hey, what's that on your neck?"

shopping for bikinis and i can’t stop thinking about ellie seeing you in one for the first time:((

my week is not going that good because of nasty and hateful people but i know that you will make it better as always 🤍 hope you're doing okay luvie!

aww i’m sorry to hear that nonnie, you don’t deserve that at all:(( i don’t know if it’s something in the air cause i feel like there’s been a lot of hate lately here in the fandom:/

also i hope that the abby thingy can cheer you up at least a little bit<3

new best friends sister coming out tonight SAY LESS I'M ALREADY SHAKING AND BARKING LOUD

hehehehe just wait till you see reader and abby get up to tonight, you’ll be doing even more of that barking then