This Creative Rut That I've Been In Lately Is So Annoying And I'm Straight Up Not Having A Good Time.

this creative rut that i've been in lately is so annoying and i'm straight up not having a good time. if you have any suggestions on what you'd like to see more from me, please feel free to let me know in my asks! i need to write asap.

it's that time again!

i have another poll just for you guys! this time it's going to be based on a mini series that i'm planning out, but i have two different ones that are in the works. tell me which one sounds more interesting to you and i'll start working more on it first! i always value your input, so never be afraid to talk to me and PLEASE feel free to make requests for things! POLL HERE.

namjoon's face when trevor noah started speaking korean had me crying 💀💀💀

and jungkook's was like "hold up- what?" 😭

you get in a fight with a bts member ( hyung line ) / REACTIONS!

* ( kim namjoon )

the fight started because of a simple misunderstanding between the two of you.

an army had mentioned during one of his vlives that they had seen you out and about with another man and they were worried about his happiness.

that “other man” just so happened to be your cousin.

namjoon, luckily, is someone who is really easy to talk to and does his best to talk things out like an adult with you.

voices were a raised a bit, the argument was heated, but it all ended up okay in the end. he made it very clear that he trusts you.

plenty of kisses and cuddles were given after you both made up and your soft boy even wrote a song about you because of the disagreement.

he’s just such a good guy and you know that you’re damn lucky to have him.

* ( kim seokjin )

it was a silly argument, really. so silly, in fact, that you thought that jin was joking with you at first.

you had been lounging on the couch watching your favorite k-drama, while he made the both of you dinner in the kitchen.

with an audible sigh, you swooned over your favorite male actor and your boyfriend had managed to hear it from his spot.

he's a curious boy, so he checked in to see what was going on.

“sure, he’s handsome... but, is he more handsome than me?”

“i don’t know, jinnie. he’s pretty damn handsome.”

it was a joke. you had even given him a smirk and winked at him... but he didn’t notice and looked at you as though you had betrayed him.

that moment became the biggest mistake of your life as the next half hour was him somehow spitting some crazy rap out as he yelled at you for not finding him more handsome than the actor.

you both ended up laughing about it after arguing back and forth, you trying to plead your case the entire time.

jin spent that whole night making sure that you forgot all about what’s-his-name and only remembered him.

* ( min yoongi )

it’s always really hard to be away from your boyfriend for a long time, whenever he was on tour.

you may be his biggest fan, but even you are only human and you have emotions that you have to work through.

but things came to a head when you had been waiting for a video call from yoongi all day and it never came.

normally, you’d be fine with this, but today was a special day. it was the one year anniversary of your relationship and it seemed as though he forgot.

with a very upset text sent to him and a long argument later, the both of you took time away to just cool down.

unfortunately the cool down period lasted nearly a week, before yoongles figured out why exactly you were so upset.

he showed up the day after realizing with flowers and takeout to say how sorry he was.

* ( jung hoseok )

you had always been one to watch your boyfriend hoseok perform and even the boys had become so used to you being there.

before one of their concerts had started, they had a mini rehearsal in their dance studio that you had attended so that you could all leave together.

whenever dance leader hobi was in charge, you knew that it was in your best interest to keep quiet and let him do what he needs to do with the group.

but, that day, you and jimin had been in the middle of a very giggly conversation when he was supposed to be paying attention to your boyfriend...

it ended with your normally happy hoseok snapping at you in front of everyone ( the crew included ) and embarrassing you completely, making you hurry out of the room crying while trying to get away from prying eyes.

he had regretted his actions as soon as he saw your tears and after a few moments of namjoon’s intense glare boring into his skull, he ran after you to apologize immediately for hurting you.

your sunshine never meant to speak to you that way and he let it be known.

i'm never gonna get over this NEVER.

JUST JUNGKOOK GETTING OUT OF THE SHOWER

you get in a fight with a bts member ( maknae line ) / REACTIONS!

* ( park jimin )

today was supposed to be a really fun one, having planned on going to a bts concert to see your boyfriend ( and the rest of the boys ) jimin’s performance with your best friend.

it wasn’t as if you had never seen them live before... that was actually how you met jimin initially.

but you always loved cheering him on and swooning over him along with the rest of army. they still didn’t know he was a taken man.

that also meant that people didn’t know you were taken either.

a male army had been seated next to you and had decided to strike up a conversation and you, being the sweet person you are, went along with it.

along with being sweet, you were also a bit naive and didn’t realize that he was actually flirting with you.

jimin noticed and was not happy about it.

after the concert and being escorted backstage by security before anything more could happen between you and the random guy, you were brought before your mochi who happened to be seething.

after a long and very heated argument, you finally convince him that he’s the only one you want / need in your life.

he responds by, very dominantly, marking your neck to show everyone that you’re his.

* ( kim taehyung )

you and tae had been talking about starting a family for quite a while now, once the both of you got married.

his desire to have plenty of kids was something that scared you, not knowing if you’d be a good mom or not since you could barely take care of yourself.

your taetae always made sure to console you and make you feel good again.

so deciding on joking around with tae suddenly gave you a sense that maybe you were making a big mistake.

“i don’t think that i want kids anymore.”

the whiplash your boyfriend could’ve received from how quickly he turned his head to face you was startling, his face looking like you had just stabbed him in the back.

“what do you mean, jagiya?”

you expected a much bigger reaction from him since it was something so personal, but he just jutted out his lower lip and gave you the saddest puppy dog eyes he could muster.

how could you have ever said something so cruel to him????

cooing instantly, you instantly wrap your arms around him and shake your head; filling him in on the joke.

that was another big mistake.

he throws you over his shoulder and takes you to your shared bedroom, where he teaches you a lesson that you would never forget.

* ( jeon jungkook )

kookie is naturally a jealous person and you’ve always found it so adorable whenever he would give dirty looks to guys that acted a little “too” friendly toward you.

but when you had a study group that went late into the night and had forgotten to notify him that you wouldn’t be home at your normal time, he confronted you about it once your stepped through the door.

you would’ve had no problems with explaining yourself, if he hadn’t of thrown a cheating accusation toward you.

both of you were stubborn, so you weren’t going to put up with that kind of crap from him.

after all, who the hell would cheat on jeon jungkook????

a yelling match began, loud voices shooting back and forth between the both of you. it got so bad at one point, that you had even managed to call up your best friend namjoon to get him over so he could mediate.

once he came, the situation was already so heavy that you had locked yourself in the bathroom to get away from the angry look in jungkook’s eyes.

knocking some sense into the both of you and hearing both sides of the story, he manages to get you both to speak calmly toward one another and got your boyfriend to ask for forgiveness for jumping to conclusions.

once namjoon left, you and jk decided to end the night with cuddling on the couch and playing some games together where he let you win multiple times just to see you smile.