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It Doesnt Have To Be This Way And I Want No One To Be Hurt Ever Again Are The Beat My Heart Takes. Sometimes

“It doesn’t have to be this way” and “I want no one to be hurt ever again” are the beat my heart takes. Sometimes I can’t think anything but those words. It doesn’t have to be this way. And I want no one to be hurt ever again. Please.


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2 years ago

I know that at age 19 I certainly haven’t figured out all the secrets of the world, and it’s likely that I’ll change my mind, and I hope I can, but for now, I think the world is more terrible than good. Now, and certainly historically. The weight of everyone who’s ever been tortured or killed or suffered weighs me down every day, and I know happiness is beautiful, but there can’t ever be enough of it to balance it out. Like Maggie Smith said, “the world is at least 50% terrible, and that’s a conservative estimate,” and she’s right. Still I know that I must persevere because I want so deeply to make this place better. However I’ve ended up here, I only want everyone to be happy.

If I were given a choice to erase it all, to erase everything on Earth, human and animal, from ever existing, I don’t know if I wouldn’t. The weight of all the pain this world has inflicted, not to me, but to everyone, is too much.

Even if the world is more bad than good, I still think we can choose hope and love.


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2 years ago

Love is a wonderful infinite resource because of its access and availability to everyone but I still think its beautiful the relationship gay people have with love. We just have so much gratefulness and appreciation for it and how it thrives in the little things. It’s one of the things that makes me most proud of being queer.

2 years ago

listen I know not showing the monster is often times the best choice to create suspense in the audience and also foster imagination and wonder, but have you considered… some monster design is just sick af and it’s awesome to see it come to life

2 years ago
Black text on a light background. It reads "with shortness of breath, you explained the infinite. How rare and beautiful it is to even exist"
A photo of a cluster of galaxies
Black text on a white background. It reads "Everything about us is finite. Everything within us is infinite."
A man sitting on a floor outside, looking up at a dark blue starry sky. He is sitting next to a telescope. The photo is taken from behind.
White text on a dark background. It reads "You and I, we are matter and it matters"
Black text on a light background. It reads "we are the dust of dust, we are the apple of God's eye. We are infinite as the universe we hold inside"
Van Gogh's Starry Night. It is a post-impressionist painting of a starry sky over a landscape. The painting is mostly blue, with the exception of yellow stars and a yellow moon. The night sky is depicted through swirling brush strokes.
Black text on a light background. It reads "well, even the great celestial hieroglyphs are bodies of dust illuminated, and if the heavens can be both sacred and dust, oh maybe so can the rest of us"
A photo of the Carina Nebula. It's orange and blue and speckled with stars.
Black text on a white background. It reads "Be proud of your place in the cosmos. It is small, and yet it is"

Infinity times infinity

Sleeping At Last - Saturn // SMACS 0723 // Welcome to Night Vale 205 // Serendipity // The Oh Hellos - Zephyrus // Sleeping At Last - Sun // Starry Night // The Oh Hellos - Hieroglyphs // Carina Nebula // Welcome to Night Vale 49

2 years ago

Oscar Wilde saying death must be so beautiful, “to forget time, to forgive life,” might be so macabre but to me it makes me want to live. That validation of yes, life is something that must be forgiven, but there’s time for that. For now, just live, live and give it all you got. The time for rest will come eventually, and you have infinity for that.


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