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It Doesnt Have To Be This Way And I Want No One To Be Hurt Ever Again Are The Beat My Heart Takes. Sometimes
“It doesn’t have to be this way” and “I want no one to be hurt ever again” are the beat my heart takes. Sometimes I can’t think anything but those words. It doesn’t have to be this way. And I want no one to be hurt ever again. Please.
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I know that at age 19 I certainly haven’t figured out all the secrets of the world, and it’s likely that I’ll change my mind, and I hope I can, but for now, I think the world is more terrible than good. Now, and certainly historically. The weight of everyone who’s ever been tortured or killed or suffered weighs me down every day, and I know happiness is beautiful, but there can’t ever be enough of it to balance it out. Like Maggie Smith said, “the world is at least 50% terrible, and that’s a conservative estimate,” and she’s right. Still I know that I must persevere because I want so deeply to make this place better. However I’ve ended up here, I only want everyone to be happy.
If I were given a choice to erase it all, to erase everything on Earth, human and animal, from ever existing, I don’t know if I wouldn’t. The weight of all the pain this world has inflicted, not to me, but to everyone, is too much.
Even if the world is more bad than good, I still think we can choose hope and love.
Love is a wonderful infinite resource because of its access and availability to everyone but I still think its beautiful the relationship gay people have with love. We just have so much gratefulness and appreciation for it and how it thrives in the little things. It’s one of the things that makes me most proud of being queer.
listen I know not showing the monster is often times the best choice to create suspense in the audience and also foster imagination and wonder, but have you considered… some monster design is just sick af and it’s awesome to see it come to life










Infinity times infinity
Sleeping At Last - Saturn // SMACS 0723 // Welcome to Night Vale 205 // Serendipity // The Oh Hellos - Zephyrus // Sleeping At Last - Sun // Starry Night // The Oh Hellos - Hieroglyphs // Carina Nebula // Welcome to Night Vale 49
Oscar Wilde saying death must be so beautiful, “to forget time, to forgive life,” might be so macabre but to me it makes me want to live. That validation of yes, life is something that must be forgiven, but there’s time for that. For now, just live, live and give it all you got. The time for rest will come eventually, and you have infinity for that.